I bet most of you were happy at some point, what happened? Everybody here seems so angry and upset all the time. Is it the redpill itself? Did it make you feel this way? I'd really like an explanation of some kind, this board is just upsetting to visit. I'm considering filtering it entirely.
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Idk user. Maybe getting shit on for being a white man for the past two decades has something to do with it.
actually I'm not angry, just curious to see the world burn
But is that really the case? Or do you just feel that way. I agree that some things have gone too far, but most of it is equality movement.
I'm not a racist, but I did stay at a Holiday Inn Express last night.
No man- we are shit on daily being told how oppressive we are whilst having a "responsibility" to help nigs and such.
Also affirmative action means poor whites are ignored and get no help.
I guess I've never been happy. Knowing I'll always be a spic didn't help.
>most of it is equality movement
The issue is not discrimination so much as it is the infringement of free-speech and change in tradition that comes with 'equality' movements that makes us uncomfortable.
In Academia and in the wider social world there are sciences and studies that are shunned because of the dominant 'pc' culture. Personally I believe a large problem with 'progressive movements' is their followers often bully, abuse and shame others into accepting their ideals.
At least being a spic means you are not the target of feminists and the media telling you how shit you are all the time.
As a blonde haired blue eyed white guy, I can't even tan to escape the fuckery. I'm considering dying my hair brown, putting on a load of fake tan and using brown contacts. Then I might pass as some kind of half Asian or something.
>Personally I believe a large problem with 'progressive movements' is their followers often bully, abuse and shame others into accepting their ideals.
But then those affected the most by this destructive effort never truly "accept" those things, resulting in the "Alt-Right" movement.
Look who's on the wrong side of history now.
Do you wonder why most highly intelligent people are often depressed? It's because of their knowledge, they know how the world works, and most people will kill themselves if they know the actual reason we live. I'm not going to tell you what that is.
Indeed.
Don't forget to stay busy.
Ypu dont get that shit irl. Its only in tumblr and guardian etc. The world isnt in the hands of the leftists like you believe
Come to England and say that
The only reason humans exist is to reproduce. It's simple biology.
I come from Ukraine which still didn't recover from being communist shithole.
Oh I'm not angry, just disappointed of Whites.
I can understand their frustration, being genocided is surely not a fun way to live your life.
Yeah, pretty sure that's the case.
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Give me a visa into your country and money for the travel.
this is real life
>UK
Enjoy your PC
Wake up
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What has the UK become?
You really don't want that. A question: Is social justice at all prevalent in Russia? How do Russians view non white immigrants?
In my day a suspended sentence meant they fucking hung you.
>Only Jews commit crimes.
There are plenty of whites arrested for the same.
this one's gotta be a fuckin joke
Welcome your new people.
no, not really.
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Funny.
I was the class racist in 6th grade because I thought OJ was guilty during the trial.
Shalom. Don't give much attention to this Ahmed, he's loony.
Do swedish qt's hate white people? I'm middle eastern and I'm wondering if I move to sweden, will I bang all the swedish qt's now that white males are so disrespected?
>If you pull over to help someone whose car has broken down, remember not to jihad them
Why the fuck do they raise up their finger like that? Some halal shit?.
I think it's how the redpill interacts with how I was raised (in American schools).
I was raised under the impression that so long as I work hard I will get something. That the merit of your work is most important, your looks, connections, personal skills and more doesn't matter. The ugly nerd will grow up into a CEO or engineer because he is so smart and works hard. The good looking chad that cheats or slacks will be exposed and justice will be served, just like a Disney channel movie. That turned out untrue.
I was also told there's a woman guaranteed to me when I grow up by the media. I just need to be myself, and maybe be a bit more quirky and humorous, and some chick will like me for who I am. That is also very very far from the truth.
I feel betrayed and deceived. I still managed to make good money. Still had a long term GF, and almost married her, only to realize more lies. Women are not nice little princesses who are wonderful to be with and who takes care of you. Modern women mostly doesn't care about you, and just want shit from you. So I dumped her and I'm happy being single and rich.
But the anger over being deceived on so many things still remain. It's just something that sticks to you, that you've been lied to on so many things for so many years, and to see the same lies still being perpetuated.
White working class communities deserve to die. Seems that's something acceptable to "conservative" writers now.
the red pill isn't about embracing critical thinking
neither about embracing scientific truth
its about embracing hate
This was one of the latest things that got me.
I'm all for equality, treating everyone as who they are and so on.
But this is straight "no, Galileo, God made the Sun perfect, the spots are therefore your error" denial without even giving a bullshit excuse.
In medieval ages, wrong opinions were publically burned and perpetrators hanged.
Now they are subtly hidden by search engines and the -ists are given social assassination.
Media bias is widespread and you do not have any sort of proper discussion between political sides.
Tolerance is the worst crime despite being THE buzzword of being a good person. Most people are "tolerant" nowadays, but that's bad because they're not "accepting" of others. On the other side, leftists claim to be tolerant, despite mostly violent reactions to being told "I have opinions different from yours"
Face it. Leftism movements are "faith in equality", racism is "blasphemy against equality" and we're in modern Dark Ages.
1- She's a feminist that wants to destroy the white male.
2- Women have a biological want/need to have children.
3- If Swedish women were really racemixing as much, do you think this bitch would float the idea of castrating white males? Note that the only outcome of this policy is that womens' only recourse is to be bred by a shitskin if she wants a child? Hence her quote about Swedish kids being born darker. She wants to force it.
tl;dr: No, you won't, unless you rape them.
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Thanks, didn't have this one.
>Mona Sahlin, Chairman of the Swedish Social Democratic Worker's Party
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Fuck it i got the time.
>born a white male
>father is in jail
>mother is an alcohol
>meet dad at 5 y.o ( i think, 90% of my childhood is a blur, ill get to that later on)
>turns out hes a massive piece of shit.
>drug addict, criminal, he was in jail for armed robbery
>parents have more kids cause more gibsmedat and baby bonus
>father works maybe two weeks out of the whole year then reverts back to welfare
>father beats me regularly, for ridiculous things like yelling at little brother for breaking my one and only GI joe which i only got by stealing from a friend
>always top of the line TVs and sound systems in the house though, parents always have the nicest clothing and shoes, great furniture etc
>me and little bros have tattered value village clothes
>fridge rarely has enough food in it to make an actual meal
>i remember stealing bags of popcorn from the corner store so me and little bro could have breakfast and lunch at school
>parents continue to have kids, they get more money and we gradually have it worse and worse
By the way, im 23 years old now, and oldest of nine children. The most recent being born this year.
>become a problem child at school
>get no attention from mother, dad beats the fuck out of me almost every day
>Why does he hate me? why doesnt my mom care?
Im only about 8 -10 years old at this point in my story. Between the years of 1999 to 2002 ish
>try to be at friends houses as often as i can, but i live in nigger infested crime-ville so finding decent friends is hard
>make one good friend, Shane
>his parents are nice always invite me for dinner
>we always play spyro on ps1
>best friend for a few months
>gets stabbed to death in front of our school one day
a fucking child, no older then 12, stabbed to death by another child.
>no more friends
>home all the time now,secluded in bedroom playing pokemon on game boy all the time
>my parents start doing this thing where we move to a new house/city all the fucking time
1/?
My girlfriend cheated on me with a spic, they're married now. We need to BUILD THAT WALL
Maybe because each time I come on here there's half a dozen blatant shill/b8/shitposting threads. It gets arduous.
forgot to mention, shane gave me the gameboy. And was stabbed to death by a nigger, didnt like them much after that.
>at the time i never understood why we moved so much
>i hated it
>always making new friends
>never staying around long enough to become GOOD friends
>one day move to small town
>im literally the only white child
>everybody is native
>deal with constant bullying
>get in fights every week
>obviously defend myself
>i get suspended from school while the people who initiate the fights dont get shit
>teachers and principle always pick on me, im white
>get home from suspension and dad beats the fuck out of me
>try to explain it wasnt my fault and he hits me harder
>cry from the pain, the confusion, what did i do wrong?
>he hits me harder
>i hate my fucking life
>i hate my fucking life
>i hate my fucking life
>somehow my little brothers all get spoiled
>not me
>my dad seems to like them now
>not me
>the same bullshit continues for about 5 years
>we still move to new houses every couple months but remain in this SHIT hole small town
>i finally get accepted by a couple of the kids by the time im in grade 9
>they introduce me to alcohol
>it feels good
>im not sad
>lifes okay
>kiss a couple girls
>get my first gf
>start to think im ugly though because most girls hate me
>dont know why
I find out later on, most of their parents would kill them for dating the enemy, a white man
>drink almost every day
>at 14 years old
>become a full blown alcoholic
>move once again
>now that i finally have friends i move
>bigger city
> about 3-400,000
>used to going to a highschool with ~70 kids
>new school has ~1500 kids
>fucking ANXIETY through the roof being in these crowded hallways so not used to it
>area we moved into reminds me of old nigger infested city i was in as a child
>because this is also a nigger infested city
>make friends as soon as i move in
>neighbours
>girls
2/?
is anybody reading?
I am, user.
RIP Shane
LMFAO HOLY FUCK THE KEKS
daily reminder Afghanistan and Iran were prosperous countries under dharmic religions but turned to he'll with Abrahamic religions.
me too senpai, this is decent leafposting plz cont.
He said Sweden not France you dumbfuck
Pretty true tho
Keep going, friend.
Because once the veil of ignorance has been lifted from your eyes there is no going back. You see the world as a discusting and degenerate shithole. And what's worse, you realize that instead of standing up and doing what has to be done to preserve our way of life, Western governments actively try to destroy everything our ancestors have been trying to create for us.
>theyre alcoholics too
>drink with them all the time
>lost virginity to one
its kind of funny now, but i fell so madly in love with this ugly bitch, clearly because it was the first woman i had fucked
>start doing okay in school
>rarely kicked out of class or suspended or anything
>LOVE history class
Now, at this point i started questioning the legitimacy of a few things, mainly the holocaust because why out of everything was it being RAMMED down our throats? why was it illegal to question it in countries? why out of every recent event, every bad thing that happened, was this the one we all knew? why were there no guest speakers at my school for other atrocities that they had survived? Anyway, continuing
>so im still doing okay at school but my dad still fucking despises me
>my girlfriend is who i go to all the time for comfort
>but even she is a huge cunt
>always starts fights
>always insults me
>i stay
why? she doesnt make me happy, shes not a nice person, why do i stay? I ask myself this now. At the time this was life. I thought this is how you treat people you loved. I grew up thinking this was love.
>dad kicks me out at 15
>move in with gf
>things progressively get worse and worse and worse with her
>she kisses another guy one day while were drinking
>i try to leave
>begs me to stay
>cries
>me being an oblivious idiot thinks she must love me if shes crying so i stay
>ffw a couple weeks
>one day she asks me for a pen
>okay babe ill grab you a pen
>go grab a pen
>throws it in my face
>yells at me
>this isnt the pen i wanted
>i space out
>im not even mad
>what the fuck am I doing with my life?
>i leave a couple days later
>phone parents
>can i come back? please?
>i guess my mom actually missed me because she said okay
>move back
wasnt that hard to move back considering i left with a fucking backpack full of school shit and what little clothing i owned.
>brothers have an xbox 360 now
its 2010 at this point by the way
3/?
Because our nations are being invaded and ruined by Globalists,Leftists and all their pets. How can I not be angry when I read police and government reports of the thousands of British women and children abused and even killed by brown hordes that are here trying to alter our culture and leech off our welfare? I'll stop being angry when this ends and we get justice. I could ask, how are you not angry?
Yeah...
Didn't know there were so many Blacks in Canada? And mostly Black cities??
Or did you grow up in the states?
>I bet most of you were happy at some point, what happened?
But I am
>Is it the redpill itself? Did it make you feel this way?
The redpill made me more happy and taught me to stop hating my race.
>filtering it entirely
how do you need to filter a board? Just don't click on it
Canada , its not that there is a large amount its they stay together ,they stay confined usually to the poorer parts of cities, usually. The government housing districts, its geared to income. 30%
Basically whatever you make a month, 30% is your rent. If you make 1000$ a month, your rent is 300$
>brothers have this game called oblivion
>they dont play it its boring
>that logo on the case tho
>Im still incredibly depressed cause of the woman i loved
>but i cant go back to her
>become OBSESSED with oblivion
>i would go to school, get home at 3pm, and play that shit till 1-2 am
>fuck friends, i have oblivion
>fuck girls, i have oblivion
>i dont even drink anymore
>this lasts MONTHS
>beat the game to over 100%
>even complete all those wierd quests that dont even show up in your quest journal
>im happy now
>start to hang out with friends after school again
>start drinking
>again
>this new group of friends im with are good people.
>me, 3 dudes, and 4 girls
>i love my life, when im not at home getting verbally, physically, and emotionally assaulted by my father
>there is this one girl
>Michelle
>the most beautiful girl i had ever laid eyes on
>a solid 10/10
>clearly she wouldnt go for me, i had never gotten an attractive girl
>besides she already has a boyfriend who lives in another city apparently
>but the way she looks at me
>the way she laughs at my jokes
>she always messages me first on MSN
>I cant get over this girl
>i think about it, but never have the balls to ask her out
I think i was 17 when i met her
4/?
>Destroy white countries
>Demonise white people
>Rape white women
>Kill white men
I love "equality"
Christ guys keep this thread alive its taking 180 seconds to auto refresh
>one day i think fuck it, if i ask her out the worst that will happen is she says no
>I tell her im attracted to her and i want to date her
>"im sorry user i dont like you that way and i love my boyfriend"
>what?
>she absolutely had me firmly believing she liked me i dont understand
>im crushed
>that weekend we drink
>all of us except michelle didnt come
>i fuck TWO of the girls that one night
>TWO
>obviously michelle hears about it
>"ew why did you fuck her"
>why the fuck do you care you dont like me
>this goes back and forth a little bit
>turns out she did like me, one of her fat friends said dont do it youre already dating someone
>she promptly leaves him for me
>i did it
>i finally got something i wanted
>I knew i loved her the day i met her
>holy shit i did it
>things are great at first
>well actually SHE is great
>never questions me always does what i ask
>hot as FUCK
>takes a couple months
>confess i actually love her
>she loves me back
>one day, canada day actually
>go to watch fire works
>all my friends are drinking
>not me, i have michelle, im already happy
>have an amazing night with her
>i have never been as happy as i am this night
>go home
5/?
>keep this thread alive
k
The story ends with him getting cucked and walking the dinosaur.
Next time look at the flag.
I answer a question specifically about Sweden.
On top of that, read my point 3..I mention Sweden twice.
How illiterate are you?
Then again, what was I expecting from the US' retarded cousin?
i'm fine with that
No im not a shit poster
>walk in the house smiling
>sit down and accidentally wake up my baby brother or sister i dont fucking remember
>dad LOSES it
>ARE YOU FUCKING DRUNK
seriously
I would come home every night drunk and nobody noticed, the one day i come home sober he thinks im drunk
Why?
Because I was smiling
I was happy, i was making jokes.
>he fucking hits me and pushes me
>pushed me into the wall
>i instantly raise my fist to hit him back
instinct i guess
>i stop half way through
>for some reason, i dont know why i dont want to hit him
>i HATE this man with every fibre of my being
>i dont want to hit him
>he says OH YOURE GONNA FUCKING HIT ME?
>picks me up by my neck
I forgot to add, my dads a fucking beast. He is 6 foot 7 inches and a solid 300 pounds
>hits me in the stomach
>i finally hit him back
>17 years of this shit
>i hit him back
>hard
>it felt so good
>i couldnt even feel him hitting me
>i hit him harder
>harder
>fast as i could i was hitting this fucking piece of shit with so many hooks his face was pouring blood
>he still didnt let me down
>for the first time ever my mother intervenes
>rips him off of me
>he tells me to leave or he will kill me
>i leave
>i leave feeling like i OWN the fucking world
>i finally hit my enemy
>the person i hate the most
>then the reality of my situation starts to sink in
6/?
>shitskins taking over my country
>50,6% of my country bend over and take it, even welcome it
>none of my friends are Sup Forums tier
>nobody believes me that this is the end of our culture
Didn't you hear? We supposedly don't have culture.
we reached equality under the law a long time ago which is the only real equality there can be. all this recent bullshit has been useful idiots appointing themselves as thought police and trying to force a statistical equality. they're fucking insane and won't be happy until then country is in ruins.
It is where Trump derives his support, insecure angry white people (mostly young men) struggling to accept their new place in the modern world.
>where the fuck am i to go?
>my gf lives too far
>i have NO family in this city
>my friends cant take me in
>i have no money
>i go to the weird 40 something year old guy who bought us booze
>he was always nice
>would have a few drinks with us
>i told him my lifes story and his was very similar
>he could at least give me advice
>i walk in the door still feeling tough as shit
>i fought the person i was scared of the most today nothing could bring me down
>the second i open my mouth to tell him why im there i start crying like a fucking bitch
>what the fuck did i do to deserve ANY of this shit?
>it cant be karma this shit has been going on since day 1
>i never went out of my way to wrong people
>i wasnt a bad person
>i decided then and there a better solution was to just not think about why it happened, just accept that it did happen
>call my girlfriend crying like a fag
>she stays with me
>i thought she was going to leave me
>i showed weakness
>and she stayed
>so i keep living at this dudes house for the summer
>i work at a mcdonalds so i get a very small amount of money
>but its money
>things arent doing to well with me and my gf
>she is literally perfect
>too perfect
>i didnt believe i deserved her
>i would subconsciously start fights with her
>it didnt feel real without the fights
>thats all i knew
>i grew up seeing my parents fight
>i fought with all my other girlfriends
>it has to be fights
>no matter how unfair or cruel i was to this girl she stuck by my side
>summer is over
>i cant keep living at this guys house im drinking almost a 24 case of beer to myself a day
>at 17 years old
>once again ask my mom if i can come back
7/?
That's false though.
Trump's base is the 40+ year olds.
Hurry up and finish your bag of milk and get back to writing this enticing maple post
its hard to believe that with such insight into your character you still live the life you lived so i hope for happy conclusion to the whole story
This could be fake.
But go on.
shit like this happened to a lot of people i know
why do you think its fake?
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I'm actually extremely happy. I have a wonderful life. And I'm almost never angry. I've given in. I spend a lot of time doing community projects, and gardening. I like to spend most of my time outdoors with my girlfriend. She's a social worker, and a liberal. I'm still finishing my degree at 23, but I've already payed off the loans I took so far. One more year to go. I do a lot of bike riding, and exploring the countryside. Communication makes the world seem so small. It's easy to forget how big it actually is.
I don't hate anybody, but I'm deeply concerned about the state of politics in the world. If you think this board is upsetting you haven't been paying much attention.
if a white pedo fucked with an 11 year old girl, they would draw and quarter the bastard no matter how many foreign speaking children and elderly he left behind.
"its in their culture"/"they don't know better" type shit is reason to TEACH them better and make sure they adopt superior cultures that, as a rule, don't fuck kids.
>under one condition user
>apologize to your father
im sorry fucking WHAT?
>you started a lot of shit that night and hit him youre a fucking terrible kid
>i could NOT fucking believe that shit
>then again both my parents were highscool drop outs, one a criminal drug addict, the other an alcoholic who had me at 17 years old
>they also insisted they were these holy god loving people and banned what they called "worldy music" from the house and any good fucking movies including LOTR were classified as evil to them
>"DONT LISTEN TO RAP user ITS AGAINST GOD" whilst beating a child and snorting speed pills
clearly my parents are just the epitome of white trash
>this is humiliating
>i have to apologize for defending myself from a fucking neandrethal who has always despised me for no particular reason
>i give in
>he accepts my apology
>now things kind of go back to normal when school starts
>talking on phone with gf
>telling me a story about how she nursed a little bird back to health she found that day
now this is the STUPIDEST thing i have ever done and i have NO explanation to why i did it whatsoever
>for some reason at that moment i feel like i want to be single
>"i think we should break up"
Now her response is what brought me the most emotional pain i have ever experienced
all she said was "what?"
But the crack in her voice, the disappointment absolutely crushed me
>no i didnt mean it never mind
>"its too late user, you said it you meant it"
>absolutely SPIRAL into the deepest pit of depression ever
8/?
Sorry for how long this is guys. But op wants to know why im hateful
Im a bit interested about the stabbing actually
You say shane was 12? What primary school was this? Or at least what provence? ON?
Sorry you had to loose such a good friend so early
> Tony Blair.
+ wrong time wrong place wrong race wrong gender wrong cultural affiliations, not much hope for that next generation either apart from as tax cattle for others self-aggrandizement.
All things caused by the way the political elites and MSM have negotiated, on my behalf, Globalization, integration, academia and society.
Why would jimmies not be rustled OP?
There is a real world out there, happening.
With No meaningful dialogue to be had.
There are few things left in the world worth not hating
Please continue, it's better than anything on Sup Forums since months. Also, someone should copy that.
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>shwayzer
wow, when did i stumble onto /r9k/?
Everyone has history don't be a fag.
>I'm considering filtering it entirely.
YOU CAN'T FILTER THE TRUTH
For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.
checked
wisdom
fampai
I'm Slavic, that's how we are. We're not even angry, this is our natural state.
Gurwa xD :D :D :D
It was southern Ontario, 2001 i believe
>so i lose the love of my life all because im fucking retarded
>i hate myself
>i hate my life
>i hate my life
>i hate my life
>play oblivion over again
>complete it again this time within like not even a month
>still depressed
>i need her back, man
>no matter what i do or say she refuses to come back to me
>i start drinking A LOT
>literally going to school completely fucking shit faced
>some how i never ever get caught
>my grades are however improving
>didnt make the honours roll because when i write i write in all capital letters, my lower case letters are atrocious and nearly impossible to read
>a little upset but whatever
>come home one day from school
>parents are loading some shit up into a rented van
>"good luck user, were moving"
>what the fuck
>go to house
>empty
>smash a window to go in
>take what little i own
>go to a family friend
by family friend i mean the woman that sold my father coke and pills
>call michelle
>please please please please please take me back. I .have. nothing
>i am nothing
>i need you
>No user, you fucked up
>stopped hanging out with the same group of friends as before, well mainly just those girls
>you see were (us 4 guys) now getting older and we want sluts, not respectable girls with ambition
>this family friend i am living with does not charge me any money to live there
>i spend 90% of my income from mcdonalds on booze
>i fuck SO many women in the short like 8 month span of living there
>i stop going to school
>literally would wake up around 11am when friends from school would be on lunch, theyd come over and wake me up and wed start partying till 3 am then bedtime and repeat.
>meet this one chick
now i dont want to use too many real names so we will just call her A
also im sorry for how long this is to type this shit is leaving me an emotional wreck, i need a cigarette ill be two minutes
Plenty of us still here.