G'morning user

g'morning user.
i hope you slept well.
tell me why you will not KILL YOURSELF today.

Right in the middle of writing a song. Would be tragic if I offed myself right now.

great.
what's the song about ?

i want to stay alive

Because I don't have access to a reliable suicide method.

Well it's a hip hop song and I'm producing it. My friend is doing the vocals. I've been trying for days now to get my hands on a bug but no one I know will sell me any. But someone came through so hopefully tonight I can get a good amount done on it.

After writing music for twenty years a little ganj goes a long way.

A *nug

i'm glad you dont
g'luck man. i hope it's a hit.

i have to stay alive to fight for Net Neutrality

Thanks, I did. Still always thinking about death and suicide when going to sleep though. I hope it will stop some day in the future.

I'm not killing myself because I still might make it and it's not all completely shit yet. I'm also terribly afraid of death when I do think about the eternal nothingness that might follow.

hope you stop feeling that way user.
unfortunately i feel that way too sometimes when it's late and i'm sleepy. :-(

Thanks, man. It has gotten worse over the years.
When I'm sleepy I can actually fall asleep but it's that dreaded time when I'm in bed and trying to fall asleep and can't where the bad thoughts come.

bump

I hate your fucking post every day.

1) I have more self-esteem than to kill myself.
2) There are damaged people that really think you are fucking serious.

You are not doing anyone a service by posting this every day.

saged

thanks man.
i hate my own posts.
i suck.
have a great day user.

I disagree. I think OP js having is focus on the good things in life and not the bad.

I have a beautiful wife who keeps me going. Been posting her a little on here and feel luckier than usual with anons comments Work has been going better too.

congrats on the great wife and marriage.
glad work is getting better.
ready for thanksgiving ?

my bi, long term GF and i had our first mff threesome yesterday, and the GF is down to keep our third as a regular hookup

never ever thought this would happen, but it did and it is

Good day to you as well.
I dont know why I didnt kill myself today, I should though, I'm so low for whatever reason. I just want to rest and want the loneliness to go away

Going to go putt today with the wife to buy stuff for the dinner. Both of us pretty anti-social so no friends coming over.

that's great man. you're very lucky.
g'luck with your combating loneliness user.
sending you good energy.

Still early. Plenty of day to get around to it.

there are other thigns you can do during the day too, user.
like fight for Net Neutrality.

because of porn

porn is awesome.

I'd rather kill you. If I could get my hands on you, YOU would pray for death, ending the unimaginable pain I would cause to you

please don't kill me.
I wish only good things for you user.
how are you today ?

It's also my wife's bday tomorrow. I got her three size 4 tings...very difficult to get size 4.
What else should I do you think?

what did you do for her last year ?

Porn is one of the reasons why I still keep going as well

I don't really feel like it. Until I run out of beer maybe.

I don't have money to buy the materials.

Because I want to kill the homeless

its pretty cool tbh. I like the 3dcg.

Because I have to go to work in a little bit!

Just ate a good ass breakfast, gonna play some guitar while i wait for it to settle then hit the gym to push my squat max. I'm too busy to die these days.

Not sure.

also, its THAT thread again...

Bought her a dinosaur skull. Also bought her some skin tight clothes. Pic related.