Drunk/Depression thread

Nathan Torres
Nathan Torres

Drunk/Depression thread

Drinking scotch on my own and I miss her, blah blah blah, but more importantly, what's up with you?

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Bentley Price
Bentley Price

One shot of vodka a day keeps the doctor away

Ethan Barnes
Ethan Barnes

I have autism and I can't handle life anymore so every day after work I just get stoned and read books or watch tv till it's time to go to bed every day.

Easton Fisher
Easton Fisher

I was there two weeks ago bro. Still am. Fuck.

Brody Peterson
Brody Peterson

literal cancer and other bullshit fuck you and your thread

Hudson Lee
Hudson Lee

If by doctor you mean therapist then yeah. Any other professional is right around the corner tho.
Also, psychiatry is a pseudo science created to sell antidepressants. No one knows you better than you, anyone who says otherwise is full of shit.

Joseph Anderson
Joseph Anderson

You should just kill yourself so your parents can be free and the state doesn't have to fund your worthless life. I mean what the fuck do you do with yourself anyways, you're just taking up space waiting to die.

Easton Lee
Easton Lee

better than black cock, cuck, trap or ylybanana threads.

Isaac Lee
Isaac Lee

he'd kill himself if he had autism
Fucking pussy, maybe you need a drink.

Jack Fisher
Jack Fisher

Missed the part where you said you worked, my bad.

Lucas Jackson
Lucas Jackson

Slowly going insane because my life choices have landed me into an insoluble pit that degrades me further the more I try to yank myself out of it.
Heads constantly pulsating and tense, nothing feels right, constantly being skewed and broken down. Have severe anger issues.
Nothing's really relieving anymore.
Starting to develop violent tendencies.
Probably going to snap soon.

Austin Lee
Austin Lee

My parents are free. I work full time. I pay taxes, rent, bills and I live in my own place. I'm not a neet. I just live like one. How about you kill yourself for being a miserable hate filled person?

Connor King
Connor King

Fuck you.

Ethan Thomas
Ethan Thomas

I'm not condoning drinking if that's your concern.

Henry Brown
Henry Brown

That was uncalled for.

Jaxon Phillips
Jaxon Phillips

I don't drink cause I know that makes me want to drink more, instead I save money to fuck bitches

Owen Thompson
Owen Thompson

I'm being completely serious here. Does alcohol actually help one cope with depression?

Hudson Torres
Hudson Torres

Drinking here at home alone because I work tech support and had a 3hr live chat with a person that had no brain. I got trolled hard by the issue and my co-workers started bullying me even tho they could not slive the problem themselves.

William Hall
William Hall

Just chillin at this recovery place I was court ordered to they breath test you 2 time a day and random is me as well kind of blows . Can't drink or smoke pot till August of next year so I'm envious Sup Forumsto wish I could drink with yah sucks about your girl .

Eli Baker
Eli Baker

Fuck yeah it does. If it wasn't for bourbon I would have gone and taken a nap on some train tracks.

Brandon Thomas
Brandon Thomas

phone posting
First day away from my woman in a day.
Been gone for montha as a trucker
When i have exp ill be home boys

Brody Adams
Brody Adams

Random UA me* ducking auto autocorrect

Brody Long
Brody Long

Wouldn't that hurt like a motherfucker? Asking for a friend.

Cooper Nguyen
Cooper Nguyen

Making a killing investing which I should have done a long time ago. Spirits are finally up, but love is still being searched for. Life can't be that bad if love is the only thing missing.

Zachary Taylor
Zachary Taylor

That's why people get blind drunk first. Train hits so hard, there's no waking up.

Charles Wright
Charles Wright

Would that work for hanging? Because that belt's looking really tempting right about now.

Lucas Lee
Lucas Lee

OP
I am doing the same exact thing.
I work 6, sometimes 7, days a week and try to distract myself at all times.
I hope it gets better.

Camden Walker
Camden Walker

Honestly, hanging is easy and nearly painless. You pass out, then you die. Should at least try to live though. I mean, I'm a fucking autist and even though I can't figure out the social part of life, I still have hope. Not hope for anything grand like a true love life, or somehow becoming rich. I have hope that I'll have a good day every now and again. Just keep on looking for a good day man. Even if it's only once a month where everything goes right, it's worth it.

Isaiah Taylor
Isaiah Taylor

love can always be found somewhere else

Dominic Collins
Dominic Collins

On meds since 2012, antipsychotic dosage almost on maximum, so i can't really get off it, that's the good part. The bad part is I miss him...a 9yo boy that is the person I've had the greatest empathy on my life so far. I can't even feel sad anymore, life looks like some wasteland, still I'd kill for feeling like that again. Not killing myself, just waiting for the day I can amass some influence and go after that fucking feeling.

Wyatt Fisher
Wyatt Fisher

No man. Just no.

Oliver Scott
Oliver Scott

I'm sad because I posted my pic in a faces of Sup Forums thread and got made fun of

Ian Stewart
Ian Stewart

I don't know that a good day every now and then is worth the trip. But that probably depends on the person. Personally, I just want to matter to someone, and I have at some point, but I fucked it up.

Landon Myers
Landon Myers

what the fuck did you expect

William Brown
William Brown

You look surprised that your hair is so fucked up. Maybe fix your hair and don't look so surprised. You look like just a normal guy though. lol

Logan Watson
Logan Watson

Well, that's all I got. I fail on the daily, but the only thing I can think to do is keep trying.

Jason Rogers
Jason Rogers

not kidding, i feel like life is some kind of test and i keep failing in it, i just want it to end so i can go home, wherever that is.

Samuel Murphy
Samuel Murphy

I have finals next week and I'm totally fucked. Been drunk the past 4 days while I'm one break. Working on making it a fifth

Matthew Carter
Matthew Carter

sorry to hear that buddy

Jacob Reyes
Jacob Reyes

look, if you like kids in a sexual way, then that's wrong. If it's not a sexual thing, and you just like kids the only thing you can do is have your own kids. Even well intentioned people can be totally destroyed by getting too close to other people's kids.

Jason Kelly
Jason Kelly

can i fucking go back to somewhere where no one expects nothing of me, no productivity, no execising, no expectations, no telling me how to live my fucking life, no telling me i need to do shit...

Alexander Miller
Alexander Miller

baby wah wah

Levi Sanchez
Levi Sanchez

POST THREAD MUSIC

Logan Davis
Logan Davis

Probably have lung cancer. I smoke at least a pack and a half a day and its at the point where breathing is hard and i cough a lot.. I want to die so personally i dont give a fuck and its not deep i want no ones sympathy. i put myself in a hole and cant get out of it.
owe my ex over 14 grand
being evicted this month
going to jail for not paying my slut of an ex
have no one around me to help me out
i am so deep into depression at this point i feel nothing. Once i get out of jail i am literally homeless so i plan on killing myself December 12th. I was always told i was going places in life, i had an amazing start in life.. Very intellectual, potential genius but unfortunately i was born with depression. Only way i could feel happy was to be fucked up to were i couldn't move. I fucked over every friend i came into contact with, i never cared for them.. they never really cared for me. Eventually i went out and found a girl, i might have actually loved her.. i dont know anymore but i fucked her over.. we were arguing so what i did was the worst thing i could've done. purposely wrecked the car hoping id kill myself in the process. Like i said i deserve what i am in.. at least i have some Jim Bean

Austin Taylor
Austin Taylor

Hey man, you might not realize it yet, but you are needed in some capacity. Someone or something out there needs you

Dominic Allen
Dominic Allen

not really sexual, the real thing was the trust going on, the sound of contemp in his voice, and the feeling that i could lose myself into his eyes, feeling kind of numb and happy like some super anxiolytic, i think oxytocin has something to do with it.

Xavier Lopez
Xavier Lopez

I'm just 17 and it's my fault my family Is on a economic crisis because how pathetic I am on school with no friends at all because I know everyone hates me, and I'm just to coward to do an hero I'm worthless and I don't think I deserve to live

Zachary Baker
Zachary Baker

I mean, thinking about it.. maybe not. I live by myself and im hundreds of miles away from my parents and i dont even talk to them, they ignore my calls and my mother leaves my messages on read. I havnt had human interation in about a year. I mean, im clean in every shape way and form, decently attractive, no beta shit.. i just dont like people. i appreciate you trying to say im needed but im really not.

Liam Peterson
Liam Peterson

This sounds promising for those of us who love a good happening. Let us know when you’re about to blow so we can follow your progress.

Nolan Moore
Nolan Moore

underage ban. gtfo

Luke Wood
Luke Wood

Dude you're in the shittiest years of your life. Fucking hs blows, just wait til your done I swear around 19 shit gets real fun

Austin Hughes
Austin Hughes

Remember that booze is a depressant.

Samuel Campbell
Samuel Campbell

I drink way more than I probably should. Slugging down a festive vodka-cran as we speak. My tolerance has gotten way too good, I really should stop drinking for a couple days so I don't need half a liver's worth to get drunk, but I dunno if I can.

Owen Adams
Owen Adams

Sober 2 months, and suddenly I'm trying to convince myself that I'm not an addict and Id' be fine if I went and got a drink. Also my ass has been on spray since about noon. Also it's my birthday.

So, pretty shitty overall.

Jordan James
Jordan James

Moved cities, lost my bar buddies, drinking at home is depressing

Jack Scott
Jack Scott

Short-term yes, but it intensifies feelings so the further you go down the rabbit hole the more likely those masking good feelings will go away

Jonathan Nguyen
Jonathan Nguyen

Met her at every comic con for the pasr 3ish years. Still awkward to chat because I'm crushing hard on he. Asked her if she'd be up for getting coffee sometime, she said she wanted to know me better. Been scared to ask again since because I'll look desperate, which I am but just for her.

Jackson Peterson
Jackson Peterson

Quads of logic.

Parker Allen
Parker Allen

Jesus being in this thread makes me feel so great about my life. If any of you are truly feeling the way your posts say, you need to get off b and get in a gym, start eating healthier, and stick to it. Come back and thank me in 5 months

Luke Moore
Luke Moore

19 shit gets real fun
HA
shits hard then it gets harder

Wyatt Fisher
Wyatt Fisher

You are good just ask her, I'm sure she will like you

Sebastian Lopez
Sebastian Lopez

I mean yeah more responsibility as well as freedom. Dude hs fucking blows. You cant be serious?

Michael Lopez
Michael Lopez

Seize the initiative, my dude. What's to lose?

Carter Ramirez
Carter Ramirez

Disregard females, acquire currency. They'll be around shortly after that.

Ryder Rivera
Ryder Rivera

The thing is she's really into anime and I'm not huge on it, I'm more into Marvel and such. Plus she's really bubbly and cute. It makes me autistic as fuck in front of her.

Jacob Wood
Jacob Wood

Sorry I'm late, but I like this one.
One of my all time favorite movies too, really shows a person may not be what people make him out to be.

youtube.com/watch?v=FZgb1ragWuQ

Carson Jackson
Carson Jackson

I can already tell you are not any of these 2 things from your post, but you can be if you choose to.

Confident, Assertive. If you do, Watch it grow to something more than coffee

Jordan Martinez
Jordan Martinez

The dwindling connection we have currently because she will find me creepy?

Luis Collins
Luis Collins

Thought after this semester ended she'd move back and wanna meet up to talk. Tell me how much she misses me, how it was a mistake, that she wants me back. She didn't. She doesn't. She's never coming back.

Caleb Myers
Caleb Myers

I haven't been as happy as this four days

Aiden Cook
Aiden Cook

Compatible personalities mean way more than compatible interests. If you can get along with her, not much else matters. That also applies to other shit like religion and politics.

Jeremiah Ramirez
Jeremiah Ramirez

you have as much as you take no matter your age

Dylan Gutierrez
Dylan Gutierrez

How does one do that without being a dick?

Christopher Peterson
Christopher Peterson

She wants to know you better, trie to know something about what she likes then probably she will try to know something of what you like

Christopher Evans
Christopher Evans

I tried to get her to talk again too, you know.
Thank you, for understanding
I understood.

Jackson Taylor
Jackson Taylor

It's killer man I know, it feels like your world is collapsing. I've been there I promise, every day it gets a cm easier. Your path will be hard, but I swear to God if you focus on using the time to focus on yourself. You will come out better than before and either reconnect with her, or find someone else

Luke Sanders
Luke Sanders

I really have tried but I get bored of anime when I watch more than a few episodes unless it's something like Cowboy Bebop

Gavin Wood
Gavin Wood

been depressed 2 years. drinking and smoking lowered my sex drive. which is a plus so I am not fucking up current partner. also makes me (not)miserable. got a 3/4 a gallon of beer down so far like every night. if you want to watch interestign movies watch "el Topo' or "tokyo gore police" good films for ridiculous

Jose Green
Jose Green

I like your personality and I'd like to take you out for coffee because I'm interested in you and would like get to know you better.

Does 9 am Saturday work for me to pick you up?

Owen Mitchell
Owen Mitchell

Well you have similar interest then you should try

Jose Rodriguez
Jose Rodriguez

Dude looks like Stephen Fry kek

Jacob Flores
Jacob Flores

That;s not being a dick. You're confident enough to tell her your interested, you're assertive in picking a time day and place, while also being courteous and asking to pick her up.

Zachary Ramirez
Zachary Ramirez

that's the most awkward aspie serial-killer pick up anyone has ever dared to dream up

Leo Hall
Leo Hall

It is Stephen Fry, as the filename indicates...oh right, you're drunk.

Gabriel Fisher
Gabriel Fisher

I want to say that but we both have anxiety issues so being that forward is a bit of a stretch.

She does like Marvel and stuff too. Just not to the same degree.

Ayden Allen
Ayden Allen

Lol, yeah telling someone you're interested in them and would like to get to know them better is super aspie serial killer.

Only someone who spends their whole life on b would lack the social skills to think that.

So please don't listen to this guy.

Gabriel Rodriguez
Gabriel Rodriguez

I don't drive so I'd have no way of picking her up kek. I spend half the year in Ireland, the other half in England for uni.

That was me, my bad It's 5:27am here.

Nolan Wilson
Nolan Wilson

lol well now we all know who here has never talked to a girl before.

Eli Long
Eli Long

Uses "aspie serial killer" in a sentence. Tells others how to talk to women. LOL

Hudson Martin
Hudson Martin

I've been drinking since 1987, probably skipped a few days in there, but not many.

Last time I went on vacation, I scheduled my flights around drinking hours, so I could get fucked up in new and interesting places. Off the plane, went to the weed store, made the cab driver stop for a twak, and went into my hotel. A week later, I emerged from a pile of cans and did it backwards. I avoid liquor, though. Its hard on the guts.

Lincoln Lewis
Lincoln Lewis

I think he was just suggesting the basic information for me to use anyway.

Ayden Evans
Ayden Evans

Lol no, the guy who told u this was spot on.

The guy who said it was aspie serial killer is a fucking tard

Tyler Clark
Tyler Clark

My woman left me for no good reason a week ago, everyone says it'll get better but literally none of the pain has faded.
Still want to talk to her.
Miss my best friend.

Jack Hernandez
Jack Hernandez

I don't want to scare her off though.

Leo Lewis
Leo Lewis

Dude this cut me so deep, because it happened to me and I know what you feel. Your angry, sad, but you just miss your little buddy.

Bro I'm so sorry I feel for you and know how hard it is.

It does get better, but you're in for a rough 6 months to a year. Hang in there

Andrew Williams
Andrew Williams

Scare her off how? By saying you're interested in her and would like to get cofee?

How old are you guys?

Jaxon Perez
Jaxon Perez

Miss my best friend.
Shit man, common interests is where it's at. I never felt anything more than physical attraction. A part of me wants someone I can relate to, but at the same time, I don't think I'd like that person because, well... I hate myself. Does that make sense?

Tyler Evans
Tyler Evans

I don't have a miserable life or anything but I enjoyed the numbing and intesifying sensation of my superficial depression. After awhile I stopped becuase I couldn't handle being drunk or high in public with my friends because I'd just get really emotional and often literally go away from the group so I didn't make everyone else hate me for listening to my depressing thoughts.

Alexander Stewart
Alexander Stewart

My woman left me for no good reason a week ago, everyone says it'll get better but literally none of the pain has faded.
Oh boy, a week. I got divorced about 14 years ago, and it never goes away because kids. If no kids, I would've shrugged that shit after a month. Always take some time off, because you make bad decisions on the rebound. Find a bar, become a regular. Take Uber home, getting busted will turn that month into a five-year fuck-up. THEN, you'll be depressed for real.

Kevin Bailey
Kevin Bailey

Of course man, I have horrible shit planned for everyone.
Fuck thanks for reminding me to post it here, I've been here way too long not to.

Brandon Richardson
Brandon Richardson

Both of us are 20, were bullied on in high school in NI (Northern Ireland bullying is pretty fucked) and thus both are very socially awkward.

Samuel Smith
Samuel Smith

First week is always the hardest. Spent it almost entirely drunk, punched a few holes in my walls, thought about killing myself non stop. Five months later I still think about her every day, but the heart ache is gone. Try to spend time with family and friends, it helps some. You're gonna be miserable and miss her, but it gets easier.

Joseph Wilson
Joseph Wilson

Bro. Your 20. It's time to kill the boy Jon Snow. The only way you decrease social awkwardness is by increasing your social skills.

I get it you are worried, everyone is. But MEN grab their sack and push forward because it is what they want. They take the risk. And if she has difficulty with it as well, seeing you step up in a confident and assertive manner will give her more confidence in you as a man.

Brody Lopez
Brody Lopez

I'm not Ireland guy but if I could upvote this fucking post I would. This is so true and I totally see it, but never been able to put it in words.

Fucking A m8 this is some good shit

Jaxon Diaz
Jaxon Diaz

I can try but I'm not sure she really likes assertiveness being that she was bullied. I know I hate when people assert things to or against me.

Carson Bailey
Carson Bailey

Bullies aren't assertive. They are just bullies. I think you are misunderstanding the use of the word.

It's just being sure of yourself and what you want. You're decisive, and don't fear "what might happen if in this instance she says no".

Benjamin Miller
Benjamin Miller

There's a difference between being confident and being a pushy dickhead, my dude. Just come of like you know what you're doing

Isaiah Adams
Isaiah Adams

My dude!!! I'm the post above yours. Thank you, I feel like he's not understanding that acting with confidence and knowing what you want isn't a bad thing.

It's not pushy at all. Idk how else to explain it though

Evan Ortiz
Evan Ortiz

youtube.com/watch?v=gLfEtF8Z3eQ

William Johnson
William Johnson

Ah, that makes more sense. Though I absolutely fear her saying no kek. I was thinking more confrontation than assertive I guess.

Alright, I'll give it a go next time I see her. Her hugs are like drugs. I am addicted.

The worst of it iis my crush on her being so strong has even stopped me being interested in a Chinese girl at uni who looks stunning frankly.

Asher Davis
Asher Davis

Found pic of Chinese girl.

Chase Kelly
Chase Kelly

I really appreciated these man.
Like I said it's tough and I know that a week doesn't seem like a long time but when you've literally talked to this person everyday, has complete trust in this person more than anyone else in your life... I don't know, I'm not suicidal, but it Fucking hurts worse than anything I've ever felt, and I'm not even angry, I feel like if I could be angry it would be easier, but I've gotten no reason that without rational thinking we couldn't work through. Like I'm feeling like I'm missing a part of me that should have always been there. Again, she was literally my best friend and now the woman I love and the only person I could truly confide in are both gone.
Glad I got Sup Forumsros

Julian Kelly
Julian Kelly

Alright bro. Here is my second advice. Don't say "no kek" or any other 4 chan jargon to her.

You got this man. The reason you're stressing is because she has a vagina and u want it. Which fuck yeah you should. Act like you've been there before though, you know what I mean?

You got this Sup Forums ro, for real

Aiden Perez
Aiden Perez

I actually have pretty much zero sex drive but I get what you mean, act like a normal human being opposed to autistic trash. I'll definitely try. I may see her over the Christmas holidays.

Isaac Wright
Isaac Wright

OP of here

Look dude I don't want to give you false hope especially this early. Idk your situation, but I will tell you.

She left me, I felt like my world was collapsing in on me. I felt like part of me had left, and how it could it leave when it was such a close part of me. I felt lost, like it was a completely different world. So much pain, I hated that.

First 3 weeks was a mix between adderall binges and drinking to numb the pain. I felt like my chest was caving from it. I wanted to run away from it. 3rd week my best friend confronted me and told me that I was ruining myself because of someone else. Listen to that... Ruining yourself because of someone else. That hit me, by doing this shit I was just fitting into exactly what "she thought I was and why she left".

I spent the next year, 5 days a week working out, eating healthier. Lost 30 pounds, put on muscle. My mind started clearing, I believed in myself. I dedicated myself to being the best version of myself I could. Every chance for growth I could take advantage of I did.

Long story short. About 14 months later we reconnected, I explained to her that I understood where I had not delivered as I should have in the relationship and let her know how things were going in my life now.

We are together now. I'm not saying it will happen but more as a keep your head. We never know what will happen

Matthew Barnes
Matthew Barnes

It'll be ok. Just swim.

Samuel Rivera
Samuel Rivera

I know exactly how you feel. I fought like hell to make her think rationally, that we could work through things, change things, but she just wouldn't listen. I never felt so powerless in my life, like I had no control, like no matter what I said it didn't matter. She was my best friend too, together for 4 years. People say it's best to move on and find someone else but no matter what they'll never be her. Just focus on yourself, learn from what went wrong, and improve yourself. There's always the chance that she'll come back.

Jonathan Price
Jonathan Price

I can't swim

Robert Mitchell
Robert Mitchell

Then float, you'll take it from here.

Ian Watson
Ian Watson

More often than not our problems can be solved by looking within. There is a saying "This too shall pass"... sadness and happiness are transient. Prioritise what is bothering you in life and figure out how to deal with them. Only YOU can solve the problems in your life. This sounds general AF but this has always worked for me when I've felt down. Start small and eventually you tide over whatever is bothering you. Godspeed.

Cooper Jackson
Cooper Jackson

The problem with looking within is you're too subjective about yourself. If you're depressed, you'll hate everything about you. If you're egotistic, you'll love everything about you. You need to hear the opinions of others to fully understand yourself.

Jeremiah Thompson
Jeremiah Thompson

Well, I agree with what you are saying. I admit I've had the fortune of others helping me through tough times by mainly being listeners to my thoughts - however dumb/small they maybe. My point however is the willingness to make a change and move forward can only come from within you.

Jonathan Edwards
Jonathan Edwards

True. A lot of limitations in our lives we set ourselves.

Zachary Barnes
Zachary Barnes

OP of

The gf and I now. It's funny, It was the worst year of my life I had to go through. And now our relationship is 10x better than it was before. Use this time to focus on yourself and improve for your own good.

Good things will come, I promise.

Gavin Adams
Gavin Adams

I function, but constantly fight to have the motivation to work toward any real forward movement. I don't know how to feel satisfied with anything I do. I'll attack something relentlessly for months and then burn out completely and still feel like everything I did was worthless because I see every minute error and I'm irrationally ruthless with myself about it.
I either obsess so completely I struggle to function outside of engaging the task I'm obsessed with or I have no motivation to do anything but just get by. My motivational circuitry is volitile and unstable and I'm just trying to slowly piece together how to balance it all out.

I constantly assume everyone else is tearing at me as harshly as I tear at myself, though I know it's irrational. Anyone who's ever seen something I've completed knows I have a lot of potential but that amounts to nothing if I can't focus it properly.

Ian Sanders
Ian Sanders

vocaroo.com/i/s0wfHzkjswkX

This is for all of you all.

Easton Scott
Easton Scott

Fuck me fuck you fuck everyone and everything . Fuck everything in the past and fuck everything in the future. Fuck the present. Fuck every thing before anything existed and fuck everything after nothing exists anymore .

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