19-year-old virgin, masturbation addict, 1st year college student and pedophile here...

19-year-old virgin, masturbation addict, 1st year college student and pedophile here. Since the last grade of elementary school, up till now, I've been pretty much masturbating a daily basis. The longest I managed to go without masturbating in recent time is three days, if my memory serves me well. A year ago, I've discovered that I find little girls (6-14) highly arousing. I've managed to acquire child porn and I've played around with some girls on webcam chat sites. All of this has been utterly wrecking me. My productivity has never been lower. Instead of studying for my upcoming exams, I just waste like 3-4 hours (or even more) on masturbating. What am I to do to save myself?

Kys you fucking piece of shit.

Too scared of death to do that.

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Hm... That option might be worth exploring.

If your country doesnt make them dob you in therapy would be a good idea

Yeah, that probably is the best course of action.

Moar

have you tried... not masturbating?

Just go on Omegle. Getting your hands and some cp, actually turns out to be quite easy.

Hm... How have I not thought of this before?!

find motivation to go cold turkey on it, each person needs their own type of motivation to do so but i believe in you user
what sites btw?

I know that part but i like omegle captures

what i would do is get rid of that CP, go to a theripest or ask a friend you trust for help, IDK, why come to Sup Forums for advice of all places

Sup Forums is completely anonymous. im not even OP but this is a stupid question to ask

Sup Forums isn't that bad of a place... sometimes.

Hey man it's hard not faping to things ya like, but I know of a full prof way to help you not fap, do what I do, don't when you think "hey I wanna fap" don't, just have a little self control I mean hay a naked kid once walked in my room asking where the towels where, and insted of touching her I had a little self control and kindly told her to never come into my room ever or else I'll forced to smack her, and that the towels where in the the bathroom in the little cabinet, self control my dude self control

This, the chances of your problem getting worse now are very large.

Not completely but close enough

Search inward for truer answers. What are you studying? What do you want to do with that degree?

anonymous to us, not the gods that have our IPs, i think mentioning the fact you have CP and all that shit to a site where mods check for that shit constantly, might be a bad idea, JUST A THOUGHT THOUGH

I sometimes see humanity here, though it happens 15% of the time i reckon

That's another of my problems. I don't really know. I feel so hollow most of the times, and just so apathetic. I'm fully aware that if I keep on doing this, I'll end up as an utter failure and abomination, but I keep on doing it nonetheless. I'm just like "meh". I don't even feel that bad about it. But I know it's an awful thing to do, but I don't actually feel that awful about it to actually change... I just don't know anymore. I really should go see a therapist.

Step 1:
Take modafinil
Step 2:
Study calculus
Step 3:
???
Step 4:
Profit

yea, if he goes on down the rabbit hole, he will never get out, at that point, hes fucked

Hullo FBI! Nice to see you today! Kindly remove the pedo scum and let the rest of us continue on our day! Cheers

If you really want to change, you have to do three things. First, take your hand off your dick. Secondly, get rid of your phone and your computer. Get a cheap Tracfone flip phone or something that just does email.

Third, enroll in a sex offender treatment program in your area. You don't have to be convicted of a crime, you can go voluntarily. They can help you unscramble your brain and get your desires under control, but not if the thing you're addicted to is right at your fingertips 24/7. Yes, you're addicted, and no that's not a disease - you chose this. You keep choosing it, every day. Get rid of it.

nofap.com

And don't fuck around with kids irl or we'll cut your balls off.

Kik?

Fuck therapy. You'll be labeled a pedo or a loony and watched / judged forever.

So you don't care but about your degree? Do you care about anything? What do you do for fun, besides masturbate? It's okay not to have the answers.

Been through any fairly recent emotional trauma?

The man came here for help

I don't know. An no emotional trauma. I had a normal childhood: loving parents, good grades at school, some friends, video games, cartoons, etc.

>masturbation addict
wha
>I've been pretty much masturbating a daily basis
so
>I find little girls (6-14) highly arousing.
You like the taboo, that's what originally got you into it now you've wired your brain to like that shit
>been utterly wrecking me
Oh fuck off your poor victim status, you think that helps? Take some responsibility for what you've done to yourself.
>Instead of studying for my upcoming exams, I just waste like 3-4 hours (or even more) on masturbating.
That's because you're a fucking loser with no life experience. PLEASE. There are plenty of opiate addicts (ya know an actual addiction) with higher productivity.
>What am I to do to save myself?
Accept you did this to yourself and claim responsibility over your body. Go to a therapist. Stop jacking off to kid porn. Study. STOP BEING SUCH A LITTLE FAGGOT. Just do it.

Dafuq dude i masturbate also myself like sometimes frequent then stop and go again. How d hell you haven't been bored doing that from childhood

Getting therapy when you haven't committed a crime isn't going to label you anything, especially if it's entered into voluntarily and it's outpatient treatment.

The alternative, getting busted with kiddie porn or abusing a child, would get OP on the sex offender registry which is far worse than anything that can come from getting help from a competent psychologist with expertise in this area.

>an actual addiction
All addictive behaviors work in a similar way. Don't belittle his addiction.

>i have a problem i'm trying to fix
>hahahaha fagot

Just continue to masturbate to children but don't act on it and stop fucking around with them online. I don't see what's so wrong with being attracted to children if you're not hurting anyone. You'll be fine eventually, 6-14 year olds are hot as fuck don't feel too bad about it.

OP i abuse drugs every day and i still get shit done.

Well, congrats. You're a better human being than I am.

Any recommended sites for child porn? For thesis purposes

>addict
>3 days before fapping
nigger most people do multple times a day

Therapy is necessary for this pussy, I doubt he'll respond as effectively to anything else.

>I had a normal childhood: loving parents, good grades at school, some friends, video games, cartoons, etc.
Yeah I fucking knew it, you're a sheltered little brat
GTFO. You're enabling. I did more than call him a faggot, which is what he is.
>addiction
>muh victim complex
Are you op you worthless human being?

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