I'm suicidal alcoholic diabetic with great friends and a perfect gf...

i'm suicidal alcoholic diabetic with great friends and a perfect gf....by all means my life should be great but I can't stop drinking and it's landed me in the hospital 3 times this week. I just got out today and here I am drinking again. I don't know what's wrong with me... why am I so depressed?

Ur parents alcoholics?

Why do you drink?

Been in a similar situation, with the same poison as you; and I don't know. I've chosen my addiction above furthering my career, gf, family and friends. Just felt like however good everything was, there was something missing. Alochol filled that void I guess. An alone loser now, so much good it got me, but yeah. Some people are just fucked I guess.

have you tried antidepressants

Get tension tamer tea and some mushrooms

Childhood trauma. Better put the booze down and get used to those shitty feelings. The sooner you get used to them, the less harsh they appear. I am a recovering addict.

Oh and speak to a shrink. Sounded gay to me too but that shit got my life back.

cheers bud. i have a family and they are great and all i want is to be left alone to drink cant figure out why. wasting so much money i cant even address it. dont want it to be like this but im fucked cant stop without fucking withdrawls and i cant detox cause i have to work for my family. alcoholic depression isnt very good man
pic related what im drinking now

It is hard to face your demons but if you WANT to change, this is the only way..