I'm tired of smoking weed everyday, crying everyday, feeling suicidal everyday. How do I fix this.
>inb4 try a new hobby
Tried learning the guitar, lost interest
>inb4 go to the gym
I did. Didn't do jack shit to me.
Mostly depressed because of being owed money, owing money, college want thier tuition, breakup 8 months ago I still havnt got over, tainted relationships with brother and father because of my depression, no friends or family really.
What to do? Just kill myself?
Also got disqualified from my dream job, and got laid off my current job.
Why smoke weed every day if it's not helping you? Ask yourself what you're actually trying to accomplish then fucking do it. If you can't, you're fucked
I'm trying to accomplish just not being depressed anymore. But it's been going on for months now. I don't know how to be happy anymore.
I smoke weed everyday to mask and hide my problems. It gives me a temporary escape from my problems.
What are you doing to make yourself happy?
...
As I said, I tried to get into a new hobby, didn't work out. Tried going to the gym, didn't work out. Tried weed, helps temporarily. Tried forcing myself to be happy, just makes me more depressed so I'm really out of options/don't know what to do
I see this photo many times....
I watch porn yes but who dosnt?
I tried exercise
Yes I do weed
Fast food? No... I actually only eat like 1 turkey hero every day. That's it.
Laying down in my bed yes... I mean what should I do
Alcohol... I don't drink
Prozac... I don't take any medication
4:15am... That's around the time I always sleep since long ago
Obvious hard drugs. Or how about making yourself go through with these things for a longer time than you have given it. Your temperament won't change immediately, pot and hard drugs are instantly satisfying but dont last. Look into buddhism or the tao. I prefer the latter and it has helped me immensely
Have you tried turning over any other rocks? Find someone to play guitar with, draw a picture, shoot a gun, something. Sitting around and thinking about death makes no one happy
why are you continually living a lifestyle that doesn't work for you?
why haven't you explored other lifestyles and the literal billions of people and cultures?
why are you on b still? it's an old habit. your old habits are clearly hurting you.
why aren't you serious about changing?
why haven't you studied the ideas of history and different philosophies?
why haven't you gone on any adventures?
why haven't you gone camping? or joined a LARP team? or taken up professional archery?
so many questions, it's weird that you're stuck when the world is still so big.
I would shoot a gun if they weren't illegal here/a head ache to get in nyc. I agree sitting around makes no one happy... Ill try to just do something... Any ideas will help
Try hiking, then marathons, then train and diet for ultra marathons. Finally Barkley Marathons, then kill yourself.
>why are you continually living a lifestyle that doesn't work for you?
>why haven't you explored other lifestyles and the literal billions of people and cultures?
Well I read Wikipedia articles every now and then
>why are you on b still? it's an old habit. your old habits are clearly hurting you.
I came to b right when the depression started because I feel like I talk to people on here
>why aren't you serious about changing?
I think I am... But maybe I'm not... I don't even know. I'm pretty sure I am.
>why haven't you studied the ideas of history and different philosophies?
As I said I do but even that gets old
>why haven't you gone on any adventures?
Because I have no one to go with
>why haven't you gone camping? or joined a LARP team? or taken up professional archery?
Because I have no one to go with...
Maybe you're kinda repressing that life isn't as you expected to be and you're kinda in denial about it.
and you're having a hard time accepting the world sucks ass.
the only way you'll get out of it is if you fight for a good life for yourself.
Read this. Helped me so much
youtube.com
This guy might help you
>Jordan peterson
fucking psuedoscience tier shit for brainlets. He's a shitty Jung, and psychology is shit tier even for soft sciences.
Are you fat?
Do you have routine? Brushing your teeth every morning and night, making your bed etc?
Do you have any friends left who can introduce you to new people?
I have so many friends who goes into depression because they don't move around. Don't eat well and don't do shit and just smoke weed or drink then makes excuses saying that's not it.
Your mental state is based on chemicals and shit which are releases not because of gay shit like straight up happiness, but activities and interactions that release these chemicals which in turn makes you happy.
Getting some anti deppressants might not be a bad idea, have used some myself and they're a good way to kick-start your return to a stable life.
im sure the edgelords will join the thread soon enough. so i'll just say it before the shitposting begins. I don't have a clear solution for you but at least try doing one positive thing first. no matter how small. try to organize a productive schedule. Then once that scheduled is somewhat disciplined, add another positive productive thing. Took me fucking years to come out of my depression but no matter what everyone else said, it all came down to me with my actions (my way of thinking soon followed). Following that schedule felt like a chore and hard one at that because real depression is a motherfucker, but it's doable. And just like addiction, once you feel like you're out of that depression, make sure to keep working at it so you dont go right down the same hole. Good luck to you user.
Weed is a depressant my dude. Kick the weed and get on some meds until you get things sorted.
I'm married, my wife is disabled, and I have a teenage daughter. I work a job I hate because it pays and I have to make ends meet with just my income. I'm depressed as fuck and bury myself in pills and grass because I don't have a way out.
But you might. Sounds like you have nothing but options friend. No obligations stopping you from seeking what you want and taking it. Switch to some real meds, think about what you want, then make a plan to go get it. You've got this!
op. the world is a fucked up place.
the worst thing you can do in life is try to find the answers to its problems.
every philosopher that spent his life dedicated to doing so came to the conclusion that the answers aren't what matter.. you are.
spend some time with people that don't have much left.
they will tell you the same
the only way to change is through sheer tyranny of will
>dont smoke weed, exercise and junk food are only half your problems, just take prozac instead of weed
You ruined it with the prozac.
Weed is a depressant if you smoke garbage
bet you are the faggot who was posting pics of his balls 2 hours ago. go fuck yourself faggot. fix yourself. admit defeat, enter your subconscious you stupid nigger.
also that vid is pretty sad
I don't know what options you have where you live but I've been on antis and they weren't prozac.
edgelords commence
into buddhism, AMA
>inb4 GB2 leddit
Prozac is light
What did you take? Effexor? That turns you into a sweaty jittery jaw grinding sexually fucked up robot?
stop being such a faggot. I divorced my wife 8 months ago after walking in on her. My dad died yesterday, and I have no job, or going to school. Yet I figure out a way to wake up everyday and not cry like a fucking bitch.
Be nice the dude may need a little wake up call but he could he sinking low
your wife was a piece of shit and it seems like your dad wasnt hot shit either if youre not in mourning. And to top it off you seem like youre complacent with no job or school. fuck off you bum.
oh shit is this tumblr?
I took fluoxetine.
The only side-effects that I noticed was increased appetite so if you're skinny and don't eat that might just be good but for me it wasn't too optimal as I was trying to lose weight so after I feel like I didn't need them I stopped taking them.
fucking bum? I just left a job at the 3rd largest business phone system telecom. I just moved out of the state because of my wife. I'm not going to be unemployed for long.
I am in mourning, want to know how I did it? I've been fucked up for the last two days, just because I don't fucking cry about everything doesn't mean it doesn't fucking hurt like a bitch.
Lol I feel targeted
When you say going to the gym didn't work it's probably because you stopped. If you keep going to the gym you are getting chemicals that WILL make you happy 100%.
When people say exercise it don't mean do it once or twice and expect results, has to be something you do a few times a week. Also don't think you have to go hard. It's good if you do but it would probably just burn you out, taking walks is a surefire first step to getting happier and after a while you could start jogging if you feel like it. Running to me became something major in getting out of depression because it not only made me healthier and happier as a result, it became something of a hobby, trying to run farther every time and you really FEEL yourself getting better and better and that feels awesome.
Personally I would kill myself if I lived in nyc, but I’m from Texas so....
I hope that helps
Go outside
that moment when your main bitch is dead and you need to suddenly acquire a necro kink...
Fuckin, I don't understand why everyone doesn't understand how depression works. You can't just pick up a hobby to cure it.
Go to a doctor and talk to him about SSRIs or SNRIs. DXM is also a low grade anti-depressant.
Stop being your own problem and get your shit together.
Honestly, and I'm a long time lurking old fag, I got obsessed with my money, like how much could I spare, and there always is enough spare if you want there to be, and you use it to pay off the debts, start small, if you miss a month, don't worry, just try and keep on track (not I've missed it so I might as well buy loads of shit) you learn self control, then with your debts gone, keep putting aside what you can. The bad side is you save for something as a reward, but when it comes to cashing it in, you don't want to spend it. Also weed is only great when you've achieved everything you want in life, until then it's just a hindrance
OP I was in the same boat as you. I spent the past who knows how long beating myself up about being worthless. Thinking of suicide as a way to cheer myself up a bit, knowing there was an option to end everything if I really wanted to.
The past few months have been extra hard for me. For whatever reason I've been wallowing in that self-doubt and hatred for hours. I almost broke down crying at work not that long ago.
But y'know what OP? I said fuck that shit. I'm done feeling worthless. I'm done kicking myself when I'm down. I'm gonna go out there and I'm gonna fucking try. I stopped eating fast food and drinking soda, I rewrote my resume and applied to all kinds of different jobs, just to see what happens. I stopped drinking alcohol and actually started exercising.
Enough of your sad bullshit OP. Do anything you possibly can to better your life. I don't care what it is. I don't care if it's only one thing. If you can better your life by even 1% then y'know your life is bettered.
Man up OP you fucking faggot.
seriously check this youtube link , its a small part from the Quran youtube.com
Truer words have ever been spoken before
basically what i did too
Kill yourself bro.
Stop smoking weed, start lifting, go outside, and stop fucking jerking your dick to porn all the time. Also eat some more, and eat decent food.
HE'S FUCKING CRYING AT THE END
JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP FAM
1. Guitar is the faggiest hobby on the planet
2. You need to spend 6 months to a year in the gym, with the proper routine and diet, before you start seeing decent gains.
smoke DMT you will reevaluate your life for the positive...its life changing
U did it before? Explain.
Kek. Is there a version of these but for women
Stop smoking weed everyday you moron.
If marijuana is the only bit of fake happiness you get a day then its no fucking surprise you're a worthless depressed sack of shit.
Go to the gym. "Didn't do jack shit to me"
Then you didn't work hard enough and eat good enough.
8 fucking months? Get the fuck over it.
You obviously exert no effort in your daily fucking life and thats why your miserable. Animals aren't meant to sit around and do fucking nothing all day. And humans are the most social fucking animal ever.
"Tainted relationships blah blah blah"
You sound like you think your in jail. Maybe you should go watch some documentaries on youtube on what jail is actually fucking like and you will stop whining like a little pussy ass bitch.
Damn.. I did pretty good.
I read that ketamine is a great antidepressant. You need to take it every few weeks apparently but it works instantly. I wish I could get some.
True my friend
Also get a companion. A dog would be nice. Running for me has always been shit. But running with my dog makes it worth it
Gotta consistently not do the bad things and consistently do the good things. It takes a while for your body to pretty much reset itself.
..he said as he coated us in his frothing vagina blood
stay in bed. this should fix you
The drugs can help to get your mind straight man, at least for a while. But the end goal should be to get to the point where you feel you deserve to have a normal life. No one deserves to be depressed, and while it might feel familiar to you now to feel miserable you got to keep hope that there is a positive alternative cause there is. But absolutely seek help and be honest to yourself.
Respect to you man, you gotta act before you can assume to know, and life will surprise you. It always does.
Do you live in the continental US?
Was he crying? Dog had a red rocket the whole time, you trying to say that was a grief boner?
Marijuana like all drugs (especially those that grow naturally on our planet) are just teachers.
They are there to teach you what state you prefer to be in and what you are open to.
They are beings just as any animal (including ourselves) is.
Use it to gain wisdom and excitement, do not use them as a crutch or you are missing the point and are using them to fill a void you pretend isn't there instead of using them to show you a better method of being.
Most of this information at this time I received from a being called Bashar who is channelled by a man named Darryl Anka.
I am also a depressedfag. The three things that consistently improve my quality of life are sleep, exercise and food.
I think sleep and food are bigger than exercise.
Eating healthy food isn't difficult. Don't think about it as subtracting unhealthy food, think of it as adding healthy food. If you can make macaroni and cheese you can learn how to microwave vegetables and make a couple simple dishes with greens in them. Check out the Chef Buck youtube channel, dude is hilarious and has very simple health recipes.
When I was sleeping best I had a hard rule of cutting off all screens at 10pm. It took me like two days to start falling asleep at around 11, which I've never done since I was like eight years old. The difference in energy level and sense of wellbeing is enormous.
counterpoint: stfu, it's drugs
Real men does not kill themselfs they work hard on their problems. if you got a problem? do something about it
>>didn't do shit
that's because you obviously aren't/wasn't doing enough
do what i did
get a cycle, any piece of shit will do as long as it's functional
go out at night (make sure you have shit loads of lights (the brighter the better) )
i go out when it's late that way i don't have to deal with anyone else (especially mouthy teenagers with a fight me complex)
i literally lost over a stone in weight in a few months
felt better about myself
tbh your asking in the wrong place as to whether you should kill yourself (most of these faggs will tell you to do it because they are sadistic pieces of shit)
1. get off of the computer
2. stop masturbating so much (it makes you weak and less able to focus) theirs a reason certain folks used to say sex with a woman takes away your chi
3. get out the house (refer back to my previous words) >>get a cycle, any piece of shit will do as long as it's functional
4.surround yourself with positive people ( people who smoke pot are usually negative as fuck and lazy so don't hang around with those types, as they usually end up on harder shit then overdose (i know that personally)
Sounds like you're just a crying little bitch who expects problems to be solved for him.
>implying that drugs are inherently bad
join the army
I guess 50% of Btards are targeted by this. fucking normies wont understand
dam that says it all op
that pic says it all
whoever made that pic is a fucking genius
for me i have a disability
don't drink and don't smoke
also don't drive a car
You gotta stop smoking weed and try hasjies. Weed made me overthink everything. The moment i smoke a spliff 100.000 things/ideas/problems come up in my head. With hasj you still get high but its not affecting my thinking that much.
drop acid. you'll be forced to seriously look at everything you're doing wrong and be motivated to do something about it
no one cares u pussy
Stop smoking weed
Seriously.
I had somewhat the same issues with feeling like total trash to everyone. The weed is an escape but also makes your brain feel like shit the next day.
Stop smoking weed for a month and see how that helps
Sounds pretty much like my life.
he was sad that his bag emptier was gone
now like all of us, he will have to find a new pussy to empty his sack in
You're so fuckin stupid it hurts
Well... I needed that slap in the face, never thought I'd get it from here...
Don't mean to be insulting here OP but this reeks of laziness coupled with limited perception.
Anything you learn becomes boring at the point it becomes a chore you need to do, you have to push through those. Wanna learn the guitar? Do it everyday and focus on what you're doing. It will become boring but do it none the less and then suddenly there's progress which catapult you further into learning.
And going to the gym? Unless you have a special case where your brain doesn't give you feel good accomplishment points when you're working out steadily, then it should do wonders for depression. Problem is, like most things everyone wants a quick fix and maybe go to the gym a couple of weeks and then give up.
but are you going to do something about it user ?
or are you just going to say
"i'm to tired to do anything today"
"i'll do something about it tomorrow"
> "Do weed"
Changing your behaviour, routines and habits affect your thought processes with time.
There is no quick fix, you have to be determined, persevere and stick with it.
For the gym, or any exercise - pushups in your home, running every day, it takes time.
After months, your mind becomes clearer, more positive. After a year or two, even better.
It might benefit you to move somewhere else, start fresh and aim more towards what you really want to be doing.
Head forwards, don't think about the past, think and do constructive things.
This if you really "need" to get high
Get a dog bro. You will be forced to take care of it. But it's definitely will change your life. It will make you happy. It will teach you how to be happy in all the times even something goes wrong. You will have another life to support. You have to feed it. You have to take care of it. Because it's your responsibility. I can feel you bro. You just don't have a path to move on. You just don't have an aim. So I think getting a pet will kick Start you to do some things. As I said, you will be forced to take car of it. you have to feed that nd feed yourself. So eventually you'll forced to get a job.. And I think you know what I mean. You just need a purpose to start a thing. I'm sure taking up a gym or guitar class won't help, but this one will do. Hope you'll get better soon :)
>hero
kill yourself homie
Go to church user. It sounds fucking retarded but trust me when I say it saved me when I was in your situation.
Rip my English. But hope you'll understand it
It's not like I'm doing nothing, I have a good full time job. It's just that I get into these "holes" sometimes of feeling worthless and then I try the easy way out by drinking/gaming etc. Any distraction instead of working on the problem. Gotta get my shit together and pick up golf again and go to the gym.
Ever have sexual thoughts about your daughter?
Just stop smoking that shit, or at least reduce it to every two days only at night.
Small advice:
Try waking up early, around 8-9 am, every day and thank -insert beliefs here- because you are alive.Also go to a mirror and smile.
This sounds pretty cringy, but psychologically you are brainwashing yourself into being happy. From there, try working out how to pay those debts.
The only responsible for your depression is yourself.
You idiot.
You can't smoke weed and get the transcendence effect of the gym.
Stop smoking, stop fapping, and do Starting Strength.
It'll take awhile for your pussy ass body to rebound from the weed, so you'll probably want to take rodiola before lifting to counter all that cortisol you've been farming with that green BS.
You have to squat, deadlift, bench, and row. You have to. Fuck curls, fuck cardio, these are your focus. These are what give you perspective.
Millennials (me included) were raised in a world where rewards were given, not earned.
When you reach numbers significantly greater than average, you'll start to taste satisfaction while simultaneously wanting more.
You'll understand why some men go so far in business, not stopping for anything. You'll want to move mountains, you'll stop crying about "muh feels" and actually do something with your life.
Tl; dr: you didn't do it right or long enough to reset your body. Stop smoking; do SS; take rodiola preworkout; eat at a surplus; and don't stop until that bitch attitude is gone.
Well there are two ways, redeem your problems, of which if they aren't your problems it gets complicated and that just leads me to the second way. Kill the person who makes you feel that way, if you feel that way and its your fault, kill yourself.
Just fuck me up with that webm fam.