Be honest guys, should kill myself?
>diagnosed with depression
>spent week in mental hospital, it was horrid
>brother is drug addict
>sister is drug addict
>mother doesn't give a single fuck
>house is crawling with bed bugs so sleeping is near impossible
>mother doesn't care to fix it
>only 18, finishing high school, so, can't leave yet
>even when I leave, have no place to go
>not many friends
>have been diagnosed with PTSD from abusive father, and at the risk of sounding like an SJW it does trigger me often
>gone to therapy for years, has never worked
>poorer than a sack of shit
>only talents are in entertainment, but I will never make it into the business
So, should I do it guys? I'm serious, I have no hope to live for, and my life hasn't only progressively gotten worse, the pattern is going to continue.
Be honest guys, should kill myself?
What makes you think you can't make it on your own? Leave your house and go to an entirely new place, do a minimum wage job to get by, meet new people. It's just the people and conditions around you that are toxic - just change them.
It's not as hard as you imagine it to be.
Yes
No. You shouldn't.
>Have no place to go.
Where do you live?
>Therapy has never worked.
And it's never going to. It fosters dependency than anything else. Stop going, learn to manage your own psychology.
It'll be tough at first but worth.
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Dude, no, it will be such a waste, you have a talent in entertainment so you can make a life for yourself.
End it
You
Not op here, I want to kill myself so bad at times but I don't. I think about buying a glock and just ending my life
You can do it for real cheap. Heck you can it's for free. TRY IT
Don't do it user. Get a decent job and make some new frends. Save some money and leve your house and toxic family.
Nigga, I ain't worried about no money. Where I'm going there is no money
Don't, you should get the fuck out of that house and forget those people, the fact that they are your family doesn't change a thing, just get out
weed and ecchi
live for that
why did they keep you for a week?
did you tell them you are planning to kill yourself?
usually you have to say something really fucked for them to keep you
I think you probably shouldn’t kill yourself OP. You can probably move out expecially since you are an adult. Seriously start your life over. From the sounds of it you are going to be the most successful person in your family. The main thing you want to do is graduate high school.
I have therapy tomorrow, was supposed to not smoke much weed beforehand
lol
can't wait to talk about all my feelies
Get a different shrink or put some fucking effort into the skills your shrink gives you. U want a magic pill to fix all your fucking problems?? Step into reality. U get out what u put in.
The answer is always yes.
>gone to therapy
>poorer than a sack of shit
???
Watch some Gary V
>Talent in entertainment
What talent do you have?
If you know you have talent, all you have to do is build up the skill which I hope you have been doing so. You work on that and see yourself get far. 18 is too young to condemn yourself to that kind of fate.
I told them I was having thoughts, so they kept me for Quite a bit.
There's is a program that gives students in bad homes free therapy sessions, they show up at my school for an hour and have my talk about 'my feelings'.
They are hacks, but it's the best I got
My art skills are decent, but my real talent is writing.
Something that doesn't pay well, so there isn't much use pursuing it
was that talking to actual doctors or therapist?
I always worry I'm going to say something a bit too honest and they will have to do something about it
Well, it was the school guidance counseler, who proceeded to then call a bunch of people. They informed me they were taking me away to a nearby place for 'troubled' adolescents. At the time I just turned 17
that sucks
I guess as a paying 25 year old customer i'm worrying about that too much
Where do you live? perhaps a Sup Forumsro could take you in?
Brcome a criminal. Do what your drug addict siblings do to get money, but spend it on fun and nice things instead of drugs.
If after living the life you still want to neck yourself, then just do it or wait until you get out of prison.
I live in the middle of Pennsylvania, but I do not feel comfortable giving my exact location on a public forum..obvious reasons
If you kill yourself over this then you deserve it.
You have it so good.
Be careful with your pursuit of grief, it could lead to legitimate suffering in a few years.
>you feel like you can't do anything?
>then do everything!
If you are going to kill yourself, may as well kill some scum first and then kill yourself.
I was not born rich either you gotta do somethinf, look at the people around u for motivation they are weak and choose not to do it them selves so you have to step up. Or leave them if they put you through hell.
Use ur brain and make money go buy low and sell high go grind jobs buy a studio apartment go grind youngin , retards said I'd be broke now I'm enjoying life
kill urself faggot
Do it faggot. Learn to like it.