What's the most traumatic thing you've experienced?

What's the most traumatic thing you've experienced?

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Flash fire lit my shorts and underwear on fire for 20 seconds before I could put it out. 3rd degree burns on my hamstrings and ass, 3 months of horribly painful recovery. Flashbacks and emotional numbness has followed.

your mom

i had sex once it was awful

I was trampled when I was 4

>be 8
>get an A+ on my schoolwork
>run home to show my notebook to mom
>she studies the pages thoroughly
>out comes the belt
>get a lash in the ass for every "i" without a dot and every uncrossed "t"
That is when I realized that no matter how much I try I will never get things done right. And here I am, almost 30 years later, browsing Sup Forums.

Deployed, 2006
>We were picking up civilians, taking them out of the conflict zone
>winning hearts and minds and all that shit
>standard shit, crammed about 60-ish passengers, with 2 baggage pallets
>take off, cruising for 30 or so minutes
>Flight Mech call me over on ICS, saying that the kid up front keeps staring at the flight station
>We think he wants to ride up front, so I head over to him
>kid jumps up from his seat and tried to storm into the cockpit
>turns out, kid had a kitchen knife
>I freak out, I want to go back home to wife and newborn son
>I pull the kid back, he slashes at me
>too close for my M9
>I pull my own knife out, stab him in chest and gut
>he collapses, his family obviously freaking out
>Flight Mech and I hold the passengers at gunpoint until we land, about 20 minutes later

we land and security forces escorts everybody out and pronounce him dead on the scene. Kid bled out

It was either him or me

It's not your fault user

Yes it is. He signed up.

no it's not, don't be one of those retards.
no one forced abdul to get a kitchen a knife and storm a cockpit. no one.
go take your faggot nigger ideology and kill your entire family/clan/race/town/whatever it is with it and be done with yourself.
the world does not need niggers like you.

living with ptsd, schizophrenia is pretty traumatic... nobody understands.. maybe they do but i dont know if i believe them, i want to

Stay mad, faget. You know it's his fault. He could have done infinite other actions besides sign up to kill people.

Hahaha holy shit - is your dick ok? How'd that happen?

Yes, I did

But the dumbass himself decided that it was a good idea to hijack a cargo plane manned by an armed crew

He probably would've had a family of his own right now if he just sat down for another 20 minutes

Still have trouble looking at 16 year-olds tho

Fuck off moralfaggot

It ain't his fault bro, it's the kids fault for being a brain dead dumb fuck.

You're right, but alot of us don't have the advantage of paid-for college. Yes we sign up for different reasons, but very few sign up solely for the chance to kill people. It's still traumatic to kill a kid, whether it be in a car accident or to save your own life. Now kindly piss off.

all i hear is a fucking baby kek
no ones even mad, just, kinda, disappointed you turned out the way you did. ya know?

Dick got stuck in swimming trunks once when I was 9. Some quantum physics bullshit lead to the trunks and my dick whole being interlocked like a chain Doctor was talking about cutting it off until it finally just slipped out out of no where still don't where swimming trunks to this day. Still have no idea what the fuck happened.

Bring dry humped in the locker room by the junior football team when I was in middleschool

ppl don't enlist to kill ppl
well, like 1/1000 do, but they usually get weeded out because sociopathic tendencies make them poor soldiers in other ways
anyway, it's a very dirty job, like cutting up meat at the slaughterhouse or sorting garbage at the waste treatment facility. someone has to do it. just be thankful you don't. actually you could be forced to if there's ever a draft.

No because he'd be a flag burning pussy who won't kill people to save his own life. As good as dead.

Not traumatizing for me but once I got hit by a car while riding my bike
I was somehow fine but the lady who hit me came out running g and freaking out screaming “ARE YOU OK?!”
She must’ve been traumatized the whole day, maybe still today, but I haven’t thought about it in years

Psychosis. It's hard to communicate this months long experience with words because it was so abstract and other worldly without any existing concepts available to make sense of it, but imagine dropping shit loads of shrooms and acid every day for months, just without actually taking any drugs but the same effects and no actual idea why this is happening to you and no way to come down from it on your own.
Reality itself and your self breaks apart and everything you took for granted crumbles before you and gets put on it's head, a giant mind boggling cluster fuck of a mind fuck that still keeps me up at nights.

Had a bowel resection that opened up the day I went home.

>Surgeon undoes my staples while I'm in the bed
>Tells me to brace myself but don't tense my abs
>Puts his whole hand in my abdominal cavity, no anesthesia
>Pulls out a clot the size of a steak
>Leaves wound open and dresses it
>Slams 6mg of Dilaudid into my IV with no warning

"Wow, you didn't make a peep. I thought for sure you'd pass out."

9/11/01

:(

i bet you can make lots of art with that

god you must have the brian of a fucking walnut if you think everyone signs up just to kill people

You did good user

>be me 14 year old
>riding my bike
>live in a village
>to get home I have to go through a steep downhill
>has 4 turns
>it is asphalt but retarded grandmas alway throw water in the road
>everytime I cross it i lock my rear brake in the turn
>I've been doing stupid stuff on my bike such as hitting 50km/h on blind turns since my first one so I am over confident
>It's 2 pm like 35 degrees celcius
>Cross 1st turn all fine
>same for 2nd
>3rd turn
>lock brake
>inb4 water on the road
>lose controll
>fly off the bike
>land on my face and slid
>entire right side of my face burned
>have to walk 1 km to home
>crying and screaming
>go home yelling for grandma
>see's me freaks out
>run to the bathroom
>see face freak out
> dad rushes me to hospital
>clean the wounds put some random cream
>I couldn't eat for 1 week cause skin would grow over my lip
>no stitches
>although I have a scar on they eyebrow
>I was taking so many painkillers that everything went around me slowly
>Stopped being a dick on my bike after that

Was you mother like this?
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sitting near a nigger

How did you get an A+ if you couldn't even cross a 't'? You still don't know how to properly capitalize or use commas. Someone should call your mom and tell her to go downstairs and smack some grammar into you.

I found my dad in the garage after he'd taken his head off with a 20 gauge shotgun. I was 18 and had already signed up for the Army two months prior, I left for basic training a few weeks later.

did he get it back on?
I'll bet he felt foolish if it never fit right again

yes my dick is okay. I really don't like explaining in detail what happened but somehow the burns stopped right before my ball sack and my butthole.

>I really don't like explaining in detail what happened

Then you should greentext it. Being able to recount the trauma is the core concept of all trauma therapy. The more you keep it bottled up the more it has power over you. I'm literally a therapist, believe it or not.

>Be me, like 2 years ago
>Just get off work, it's like 9pm
>Sitting on the light rail (public transit train)
>almost home, train stops by arena where NBA game just ended
>Train starts filling with people in team merch and shit, it gets crowded quickly
>I'm sitting in the bike compartment, it's a little more compact
>Disheveled looking man in baseball cap gets on train quickly
>He's holding a big box with a bunch of components and wires sticking out of it
>Sets box down on the seat directly in front of me, 8 inches away from my knees
>He bolts off train immediately after setting it down
>Pic related
>Stomach drops
>I want to scream and yell and tell everyone to take cover
>Want to start screaming bomb
>Mind completely shuts down
>ThisIsIt.jpg
>Life literally flashes before eyes
>GG
>Just as I come to my senses I stand up, I am about ready to yell out
>Guy gets back on the train
>He left his bike off of the train, he just wanted to set his shit down
>I look in box
>It's just a shitty dead Dell Optipleb PC
>Realize he's just crazy and is going to scrap it for drugs/booze
>Give him death stare entire rest of ride home

No greentext cuz this shit still haunts me.

I was at a Wendy's near the airport, grabbing some fries for my brother who I just picked up from a business trip. He stayed in the car making phone calls.

Right behind me, a methhead junkie had a gun, pushed by me, and demanded all the money in the register from the cashier.

She put her arms up and totally froze. Before anyone could even blink, the junkie shot her in the face and ran out.

My brother heard all the commotion, came inside, and started screaming when he saw me. I had blood and brains from the cashier all over me, and he thought I was shot.

>19 walking to get burritos
>three black guys walk passed me in secluded forest road in my neighborhood.
>walk passed
>hear one running towards me
>turn around and he begins shooting at me with a 9mm
>fires 10 times from 25 ft away
>manages to miss every shot as i throw my hands up, falling back
>after firing off their rounds they run away
>Get up and start running.
>police show up
>police see casings, and the bullet marks on the asphalt
>immediately begin searching my body making me take my shirt off because there is no way I should've survived that
>clear
I thanked God that day. I thanked what ever saved my life.

Other story
>at a gas station
>step out side to smoke cigarette and drink my surge
>two black guys walk up to me aiming two handguns at my head
>pull out my knife and say
"It's not really a fair fight is it"
>they laugh, one flickering the flashlight before turning
>they go
"You aint scared?"
>basically look at them
"Yeah, but I don't have anything so killing me wont get you any money"
>speech 100
>they look at me before walking away
Managed to talk my way out of death

Another story

>go to a house
>16
>black guy offers drink
>am very high and young so shit yeah let's go
>drink some
>has old as shit creeper room mate
>drink some weird flip flop wine
>taste like shit
>my God this weed is strong
>wake up to the old guy undressing me and kissing me all over my already partially naked body
>freak out and end up stabbing him with my knife
>run outside partially naked with a bloody knife scrambling to get back home.
My drink was spiked obviously
I was asleep for like 30 minutes
Both of them were touching me
Wasn't reported because they knew I would explain what happened and they would be charged with some rapey stuff.
I was molested by a 65ish year old at 16.
I really really wish i could forget that. It genuinely makes me sad.

Had just turned 18. Was at a party, got a lift home from my mum around midnight, was in the car with her, sister and gf having a great time. We pull up to traffic lights - it's green but no one is moving. I wonder why, and my mum says "I think they need help..." so I open my window...

All I hear is kids screaming. Horrific screaming, so I jump out of the car and run through the traffic up to the lights. There's a girl on the ground, mangled with her femur sticking out of her leg. She's screaming and bleeding heavily. 50 metres up the road is a boy, silently lying on the road. 50m beyond that is a driver in a car pulled over, on his knees with his head in his hands. Some kis is screaming with a knife in his hand.

Two kids, bf and gf of 14yrs old, got hit by a car doing 80kp/h. I ran over to the boy. Cleared out his mouth with my shirt, and gave CPR to him for 15mins before ambos came. Tried so hard to breathe life into his blood corrupted lungs, while spitting out chunks of his teeth, jaw and tongue. I looked up and saw my sister, same age as him, standing right there watching in horror - screamed for my mum to get her out of there. While I' working on him, one of his friends was drunk and screaming with a knife; trying to stab anyone he could. The boy died there, on the road where I worked on him. As soon as the ambulance got there, I ran to the girl and gave first aid. I had to tell the other kids who were walking with them that their friend was dead. A lady came up to me and a copper at the body with a phone saying "Its his mum", the cop couldn't deal with it and walked away.

When I'm back in my hometown on Australia days (the same day it happened), I lay flowers at the spot and can't help getting upset.

Motherfucker you need to move. Like now.

you're fault for going near blacks so often, you'd think you would have learned your lesson

Don't beat your self up

I skydive. Watched one of my best friends smack in on a hard landing. Broke both his femurs and has serious internal injuries as well as head injuries. Died in surgery 12 hours later. I didn't jump for months.

I've already shot someone tbh

>month ago
>standing outside smoking
>See three guys walking from one side
>a grey suv stopping immediately
>the guys stop and I'm between both of the parties
This is actually some ok chorral shit no joke
>they draw their firearms
>truck rolls down Windows leaning out with hand guns
Over 30 rounds were fired either over mw or beside me
One .380
Two 9mm
One .40
.22 lr
>ran inside and grabbed shotgun running back outside to fire but two are already dead and the rest ran
Look up arbor trace Valdosta Georgia double homicide


The problem is my parents always taught me all the time
>African Americans are equal just like us.
>everyone is nice and kind and African Americans aren't bad people
Yeah I had those parents.

Got held hostage by a primitive tribe for a few days. Was pretty traumatic I guess. Worst part was there was no real revenge. They got away with it and probably continue doing the same shit to this day

Probably bait, but elaborate?

See The End

Is Valdosta ghetto?

I saw the end ~ pallbearee
What a good song

Having to pronounce a 53 year old husband dead and telling the watching family that there was nothing we could do while they all sit around and watch. Having his wife come over and shake him and telling him to wake up.

Have seen a ton of lame shit.. but that call.. in front of the family... itll always stay with me.

Atlanta?

Pretty big into living off the land for as long as I could years ago. Did all sorts of places, but the Amazon was always my top wish. Eventually got to do it, headed in from the eastern coast line. Made it about 14 days before I mistakenly made contact with locals, who took me as a threat I assume.

It's ghetto enough that there's almost daily homicides
I'm the only white person in my neighborhood
I'm purchasing assault rifle because they travel in packs at this point
I sleep with a loaded 12 gauge.
Constantly doing home walks
Valdosta actually

Had to bury a Haitian that died of AIDS in the Baja Californian desert about 2 months ago.

My best friend got drunk and accidentally blew his head off with a shotgun in 9th grade. Then I got caught in hurricane Andrew in Florida, then I was at Columbine the morning of the shooting, then I was in boot camp during 9/11, then there were two wars, then I wound up in California and my gf and her little sister called me ODing bc of their abusive parents and died by the time I arrived, but I think the only thing that really packed a punch was watching the Challenger explode.

Deployed 2010

>regular patrol, medium to high risk area
>same route many, many times, nothing happened
>One morning we get hit by an IED
>IED was some freaky ass haji napalm cocktail
>everything burns, I mean every fucking thing is in flames, including my gunner up on the fifty cal
>manage to get the crew out
>militants start pouring from the hills, taking small arms fire while being in flames.
>chaotic, try to get the guys out, get one out, shoot somewhere, repeat.
>no-one died, we got some medals for saving the whole team, especially that roof gunner spitting hate while being in flames.He olso made it out alive.

>I'm in that burning MRAP every night.

>every.single.night.

Did you ever get the fries?

Recurrent Isolated Sleep Paralysis. Just yesterday I was in a sub-orbital trajectory, above a planet-sized amoeba with tentacles made of light. Steve is one of the few neutral entities I have discovered. Every time I sleep is the most traumatic thing I've experienced.

The time I got put on the front page of my local paper for public masturbation.

Is this legit? If so, how fucked

>Challenger explode
when was that, before or after the other stuff

I get it, not often like you, but something that helps me get out of it quicker is calming down and multiplying numbers in my head.

Does he mean the car?

being live

Take care man. Sorry to hear you're dealing with that.

There is a stretch of road that I like to call the Cursed Highway in Arizona. Every single member of my family including my grandparents and I have seen somebody wreck and die on that road. Have also seen some strange /x/ shit on there

>dated a woman with a 7 year old kid
>christmas time, kid fell into the christmas tree
>pine needle pierced his eye
>called 911
>had to hold his arms down so he wouldn't touch anything
>screamed top of his lungs for 20 minutes until an ambulance showed up

I hold up my bird book and name every bird I can think of until the mummy goes away.

Yeap. I got good at putting on a happy face and being mr upbeat, but I'm 42 now, and as the years go by, my friends & family are wondering why I'm mr sociable, but never date. I keep that emotional part of me that couldn't deal with all those things, in a locked canister, annd no ones getting in that until the day it explodes in my chest and I have a fucking heart attack lol. But that's how it works.

1986

You saved everyone one that plane including yourself, your buddys and the kids family. And most important: your kids dad. And you got to stab a kid.

>saved everyone on that plane
9 year old Abdul was gonna hijack a military vehicle was a kitchen knife?

Also
>months of training and millions of dollars spent creating a killing machine that cant even disarm a 9 year old Abdul

Bullshit
>it was either him or me
bullshit. that's what you tell yourself, but that's goddam bullshit, and in your heart you know it's bullshit. you had on enough equipment (as did the pilots) to take a stab, it wouldn't even have penetrated your gear. you wanted a kill you got one. you weren't a hero. you killed a child.

Was it like that part in Quake where you are turned into a strogg?

Yeah it was the first big thing, I was like 10, & they wheeled a tv in to show us the spaceship, a real live fucking spaceship, launching into space with a schoolteacher on it and... ohhhhh... we were all confused, but got sent home early, and on the school bus home it was silent except for the radio memorial service and we weee all fucking bawling by the time we got off the bus. That sucked. After that, nothing else seemed quite as big of a deal.

this whole website

seeing a circlejerk thread over here

I've never experienced trauma because I'm not a pussy. I've seen more people die, and I've killed more people than any of you. I've lost more friends than any of you.

Sometimes you have grow a pair of balls in life you pussies.

Take that to the bank, or life a life as a dangling, useless and crying pussy

>omg I have ptsd

Shut the fuck up.

I smoked method that was thrown in a dumpster. I could taste nothing but garbage for 2-3 days.

You hear Dave Chapelles but about the challenger exploding? Said basically the same thing, that it was like the one big event of his lifetime. ...but he doesn't know what to tell the millennial today since there's like some new challenger explosion freakin everybody our every fuckin day now. Kinda funny, it brings up a point, about how much shit people and a culture can really deal with.

>What's the most traumatic thing you've experienced?

had my foot torn from my body, 2nd time my leg was broke, but this time they said it was crushed. they bolted it back on, took about 3 attempts. the third time i was so pissed i refused to take morphine. god the screaming. the people in the waiting room in the ER outside complained and said i was scaring them. my dad held my hand

I'm an electrician at an underground coal mine. Been doing it for 6 years. It's hard and often dangerous work but in my time so far I've only been scared for my life 3 times.
1st time
>be testing a high voltage cable
>put a 6.6kv static charge in a cable 700m long
>forget to discharge
>proceed to reach into the receptacle with one hand to clean something while holding onto the earthed frame with my other hand
>6.6KVacrossmyheart.jpg
>screamed like a bitch as I recoiled in pain
>most painful part was the embarrassment as the apprentice was right next to me

Did you get that milf action tho?

COD legend, can I has yer autograph plz

If no one understands, find better ways to express yourself. That’s what helped me at least, rather than trying to find better people themselves.

but the funniest part of this was when i happened. imagine me with that injury, climbing over an 8 foot fence, then crawling like 300 feet to someone's house i didn't know, and beating on their back door at 4am screaming for help. the fucking cops tried to say i was breaking in. fucking pricks

I onced poured some cereal into a bowl and then went to get the milk only to realize we had ran out.

Bad genes if the kid is that retarded. Hope you got some pussy from the mother tho.

so i became forever known as the guy that guy that felt no pain. i had friends that told stories about me. they said i wasn't famous, i was infamous. my BF said "don't worry about user, just give him fucking bullet to bite on"

seeing a girl naked

can't take a knife from a kid lel

It would be legal here for me to gun you down if you come on my property.

count your lucky stars you didn't crawl onto my property.

>1990
>sent on a government sponsored holiday to Iraq
Pic not related.

Well best of luck to you finishing your disarming suave speech when you're being stabbed on an airplane trying to turn poor Abdul's life around as he lunges on you with his shining blade, I'm sure he would love to hear your peaceful oratory by your bedside in the ER

uhh, that meant best friend, not boy freind. sorry for any misunderstanding

WTF is with all these capturas? this is how Hiroshmoot is going to finance this shithole? fuck me runnin

Either the 15 years of my mother abusing me, or the two years of physical therapy after having my knee completely inverted during Army routine training.

Either way, stopped being a vagina about it and moved on with my life.

man, i needed help bad. i had no weapon and i was actively saying "help me, help me" and i'm crawling on the ground. seriously, could you have shot me in that condition? for once, i was the victim here