What makes life worth living ?

What makes life worth living ?

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>be me
>be told theres some psychos* with an ar15 or something out a window
>tell person not to do something several times
>check clearance of doorway and focus eye on doorway
>unauthorized movement in peripheral vision
>hostage disobeys orders and makes a mirror perfect image of reaching for a hidden pistol in pants
>try to say something but hes doing it too fast
>training takes over and brain confirms the waistband draw
>0.4 seconds pass
>whip smg from door back onto suspect pulling gun
>have about another half a second before he draws firing into my fellow squadmate
>have about 1s before he starts turning his wrist to unload arcing horizontally passing the barrel over to me
>eliminate this possible threat before that first half a second ever happens and prevent my squadmate from being killed

what do you know about the alternative?

Dog.

The opposite

blowjobs and nicotine

the contrast between suffering and enjoyment.

whatever you decide is worth it

Life is a fucking meme.
The only ones who enjoy it are sub 80 IQ mongoloids.

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>What makes life worth living
3dqtloligftbh

>good food
>movies
>music
>porn
>funny shit on the internet
>jerking off

So many things.

you realize that actually smart people are smart enough to realize how to live happy lives right? Like your presumed intellect means nothing because you have this shit outlook, do you realize that?

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the prospect of finally knowing how you will die

>butthurt brainlet detected
Everything in your life is a fucking lie.
Your friends don't like you, your wife doesn't love your kids if you have any, just see you as a walking wallet.
Go fuck yourself homoshit loser and stop replying to me.

damn I can feel the mental illness through my screen

I would go track down some SSRIs or better yet a therapist if I were you, projecting your nihilistic outlook onto reality is not going to end well. You already seem pretty distressed.

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>pill pusher
People like you need to be castrated. Fucking freak.

careful with that edge user you seem pretty triggered lmao

I know this pasta, I've got my eye on you

>smarmy dickhead reply after smarmy dickhead reply

Cocksuckers like you are why life is shit.
But please keep giving me (You)s

Spiderman

Nothing.

Oh I see your shit outlook is my fault its all making sense now

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this, and being an uncle.

>more boring self-congratulatory masturbation
You're a walking talking meme.

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funny coming from a guy who told me to castrate myself over seeking a more normal mental balance that would cause him to not to be such a hyper aggressive cringelord and possibly a functional reciprocating member of society, not that you would understand what thats about based on your outlook on life.

Amassing the largest volume of knowledge possible within our short time here.
Or

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why uncle?

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I've been on antidepressants and seen dozens of therapists. They're fucking sugar pills and the "doctors" are fucking morons who might as well have gotten their degrees at a community college.
>reciprocating member of society
Did you just falsely assume I was another basement dweller? I have a job you fucking faggot. Being a productive member of society doesn't fill me with false pride like it clearly does you.

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You couldnt be more wrong.
You were sad, you werent depressed

One must imagine him as happy.

positive experiences
>fucking
>blowjobs
>cocaine
>alcohol
>cigarettes
>laughing at comedy
>driving a cool car
>reading a great book

in that order, but the first 4 are interchangeable at times

I love the kids in my family, and something that makes life great is that I'm going to always strive to be a better role model and friend to them. And one day I will have a great wife and kids of my own.

lol.

>u wrong!
Great reply there. Really showing off that (((intelligence))).

you must be a hit at parties, jesus dude fix your personal shit and stop relying on someone else to do it for you if thats not working out, clearly no one has the answer for your problems. Life is literally what you make of it and you are injecting literal fecal matter into it so far.

shit forgot music and food....but food is whatever as fuck if you have the above stuff. music tied with comedy.

Lets just compare people with Bipolar I.
They take medication that literally manages their aliment.

You're already been proven wrong with just ONE illness. MILLIONS of people are living proof of how wrong you are

>I prove you wrong!
Jesus Christ, I feel sorry for your handlers. Wipe your ass.

BIPPPPP!

>life is what you make it :)
Oh that'll help me out, stale ass platitudes.

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this, nothing better

>jesus christ
>with capitilziation
Makes sense now, you're a bible thumping faggot whos been indoctrinated and brain washed all his life

LET ME TALK TO MY SELF FOR 5 MINUTES AND HOPE I GET FIXED INSTEAD OF TAKING MEDICATION WITH HUNDREDS OF YEARS OF PROOF

god go take some SSRIs you dismissive negative faggot, you would be doing the world a favor.

guys, guys, please, you're both idiots.

To crush your enemies, to see them driven before you, and to hear the lamentations of their women.

this manlet speaks the truth

Or autocorrect automatically capitalizes proper names you dumb fuck

>still pushing drugs
The ironic thing, I bet your some straight edge faggot who thinks weed is the devil
also
>fedora tipper
Now who's being cringey?

Why don't you do the world a favor take a couple shots of clorox?

All the bad Shit and Murder.

lol you sound like a basement dwelling virgin edgelord. wait whats that? its your mom calling you to come get your tendies outta the micro.

Well, like they say, fake it till you make it :)

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Family
Friends
Food
Booze

lol I can already smell the fear on you because you know I'm right, you didn't want to believe it but I am. Tick tock faggot, one day it's all gonna come crashing down, crashing down and you'll only have yourself to blame. :^)

What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo.

im not even the person you were originally talking to but okay, loser lol

tbh MDMA once in a while makes life more than well worth it, on top of all other things.

you know what? i think you're all right and all wrong. we're only human. shitty people do well and kind people get stepped on, but nobody is really happy. everyones got some fucked up shit and differences of opinion and people are always going to hate each other for it. i just wish it didnt have to be that way.

have you met a monk before? They seem pretty fucking actually happy. Just because its hard for the average person doesn't mean its not possible. Just like someone could functionally be 100% happy just so could someone be 100% depressed, its all just chemical interactions in the brain afterall.

its funny you say that. ive thought of becoming a monk because i think maybe then i could be happy. but life isnt about being happy all the time. even a monk has moments of doubt and times where he misses the pleasures of the life he left behind. maybe the ascetic lifestyle does offer the most happiness but if thats true why havent you become one?

where

I think the happiness comes from the dissociation, on the outside you are happy but internally you are if anything just apart of your surroundings. Its more peaceful than anything but still, its the existential happiness that comes from that is the important part I think.

also if you actually have interest in becoming a monk just start meditating, maybe you already are. I personally don't think it would be for me.

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I do meditate. Im abstinent, mostly by chance. i used to get laid but something changed. idk, turning inward and working on yourself is hard fucking work. most people dont get it and will hate you for it.

Yep, that one

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>Pretty much this.
My IQ is 118 and I found that every time that focus all my willpower on my own happiness, I hit a wall of reality in which beauty stuff that makes me happy like true love or travel can’t be reached easily, so I frustrate very easily, even when I consider myself strong and resilient.
Is like being happy with simple stuff like “going for an ice cream” or a career doesn’t satiate me, but it is for a lot of people.

So yes, is very likely to be happy when you’re dumb or don’t care. Our minds and mindsets keep us doomed

>No
Smart people don’t build happiness
They build power. From a career or a business.
That allows them to archive almost anything that requires money for their needs or find cool people (or love) because they’re on a path that eases the people networking.
But this is not a bidirectional function. You can conquer the world but yet feel unhappy.