I know these threads are posted almost every day, but what motivates you to keep on living? Im running out of reasons and I just want to put a bullet through my head. Only thing keeping me from doing it is that I know my boyfriend would probably do the same if I did.
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No more angsty BS. Find something to do, change locations, change who you hang out with. Get a goal and then GTFO.
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Life is Life. Always worth living and will kill you itself at some point.
pic is self explanatory
My don’t give a fuck attitude
you must be fun at parties
Dont watch porn, don't do drugs, I eat pretty healthy, I do talk to people, even if I am introverted, don't drink or spend a ton of time on the internet, mostly just work a lot.
Then problem?
he must be the kind of guy that doesn't know he's an asshole
just do it fag
>my boyfriend would probably do the same if I did.
If you're gay, you go ahead and do it.
If you're a girl. I'm very sorry for you but you have to show whether your vagina or your tits.
i used to be against those policies but times have changed.
I don't know. There are some things that I think contribute to it, but they cant be changed. Mostly just been feeling constantly depressed over the last 2 years, feels like nothing is worth doing, it's hard even to find the motivation to get out bed in the morning. The only reason I haven't already done it is becaude I don't want to hurt the people close to me, but I dont know how long I can put up with this.
Tranny, so yeah, major faggot I guess
What contributes?
My friend killed himself today but not before posting a goodbye video on FB just talking about how gloomy the world is and will always be. How the only thing that makes it slightly worth it, is his small group of friends. He shot himself in the head as soon as he posted the vid. Multiple people drove to his house to be greeted by the cops telling them he was long gone. Leaving behind his roomate to live in the duplex he took his life in.
On top of this, my sister layed it on me about 2 weeks ago that she's going to kill herself before 2018. I haven't told anyone because I'm the only one who knows and if she is killing herself; I don't want her last thought of me to be that I betrayed her. What fucking gives. I'm about to throw in the towel myself
Jesus, man. You must need a hug.
If you're going to hold it in about the sister, best be convincing her otherwise or you will have fault in her death. You'll likely follow suit. You need to crutch on each other.
Well I guess I already said it. Mostly the whole trans thing, my family not so secretly sees me as a disappointment. Im working a crappy job right now, I know I could do better if I had the motivation, but I just don't want to try anymore, every night I wish that I'd just die in my sleep, or that I had nobody who cared about me, that way I wouldn't have to feel guilty about doing it
Im sorry to hear your situation, I wish i knew what to say..
Either let the weak disappear or do something to save them. If you fail then it wasn’t meant to be. Keep walking towards your goals whatever they may be. Live and let live and never blame yourself for what others do. I hope you find a way to live with yourself.
Shitty job, disappointed parents and no motivation? Pretty much your standard twenty-something starter pack.
Be happy you've got someone to care about, and who cares about you. Have you spoken to them about your depression? Have you seen a doctor about it? Don't be ashamed to reach out.
Your family can whine all they want. If they can't treat you with respect and dignity then start a new family. Few people actually enjoy their jobs. Listen to Arnold's motivational speech on YouTube. Read into it beyond the narcissistic aspects when he speaks.
wah lil baby - don't get me wrong I think about offing it too, but wtf do something. boyfriend? are you gay or a chick? does he have a small dick and is that why you're unhappy? maybe you can only date small dick guys cuz you're fat? no problem sweetie i'm fat too - plus I got a small (but fat) dick.
I wonder how the incidence of psychologic disorders in the US compares to some third-world countries. find something you enjoy and study it and make a career of it if you can. now, if you're actually a depressed/psych disorder/substance abuser maybe you need help. the problem is you have to really want it and I'm not getting that impression.
I am a pro at feeling sorry for myself so if you want to have a competition let's put money on it :stab:
Unironically anime. There's so much shit I haven't watched yet and I don't want to die before I finish it all.
I tried to kill myself once... I measured the posion wrong so I didn't die from it. Thing got better after that. Just know, that there is always a bottom and you can only go up from there. Please, nobody kill yourselves if not for yourself think of how much you will hurt your family and friends.
>having a boyfriend
>feeling sad
pick one
Here's a big problem in our generation that I think has a lot to do with our depression pandemic: we want stuff to happen, but we want it NOW. Because it doesn't happen instantly, we lose hope. It becomes useless if we dont see results, especially if results arent going to show itself in our lifetime.
I know for a fact that somewhere deep down in you, there's something that you think could be done to make this world less shitty.
Here's a fix: learn discipline. Simply just do something consistently. The feeling of accomplishment trumps my depression every single day. Its not easy, but things that are worth doing are not.
You think elon musk isn't a depressed sack of shit? Just do it faggot.
thanks but it wouldn't last.
I've been trying my hardest to sway her. When she told me we were heading back from a concert where we fucking had the best time we've spent together and I don't even remember how it came up but I broke completely down in front of her. She was pretty much un-phased besides a tear or two.
Wish I knew what to feel
Not gonna lie; you're talking to someone who is fucking terrible at following instructions. Follow my goals or face my problems? Because they're two completely different directions.
In my own retrospect I'm trying to find reason behind not saying anything other than keeping her image of me in tact as being the only person in the family she feels comfortable to talk to. I try to believe that it's her life, if she wants to take it she can. Cause it's not my decision. I've always been her friend solely because I've let her do her own thing and didn't judge like the rest of the fam.
P.S. I know I'm startin to sound like a fuckin 'faggot.' strike me down
I mean don't do "it" but do something. Just hold out for a while, but force yourself to be a better person.
The only thing that keeps me living is the fact that I’ve been too pussy to actually kill myself. I’ve come close a few times, thought about it many times. I don’t enjoy my life
All of those are me except the alcohol, late bedtime and prozac
The thing about life and existence is that your life is worth living just by definition. The odds against you or your boyfriend or me existing are nearly infinite, yet we are all here. I know life has no inherent meaning but that in itself gives me a reason to continue. Just as there is everything in the world and in the universe, there is an equally likely chance that there could have been noting at all. Focus on the small things in life and rejoice. When you eat a good meal or enjoy good company with someone, the universe was literally built for you to enjoy that moment for that very second. Life is absurd and shitty but it's all we've got. Try to enjoy it while you can because countless other souls will never get the chance to enjoy life and it's experiences. The human condition can be torturous but a change in perspective can yield a lot of satisfaction.
You do it for you, user. You just don't know why you do it yet, a lot of people don't, that's okay. Don't sweat it, you're in a better posisistion than most tbh.
Family is overrated esp. when you're that far at odds. They'll come around or they won't.
You can't control the world, but you can control yourself. So, it's time to correct your course, it doesn't get any easier if you keep dicking around.
2k gaming rig and steam library with 500ish games
you have a partner and you are complaining?
you don't know how good you have it
>sorry to hear your situation, dn't know what to say
Great, you have a chance.
HELP PEOPLE.
If you can help other people, then it'll make you feel that even if your life sucks, you're making others' lives better, which will give you the smidgeon of strength that you needc to call a helpline. Trust me, it heps.
Coming from a guy who bought a noose without even using it. Now I just have a useless rope and I'm not enough of a faggot to do anything with it.
This. Life has no purpose, we were here by luck, don't have a crisis about it. If you can still have fun then just spend time with people you enjoy, move to a place that you like and make sure you have something to do that you enjoy.
DUBS HAVE SPOKEN
also if someone has an epiphany about how much of an idiot I am for pointing that out and that the nature of this website is hilarious in and of itself anyway and that that's what truly makes them happy or some shit like that I'll go home happy