Tfw am beta 15 year old fag

>tfw am beta 15 year old fag
>During random banter at PE people tell me im flexible
>"k thnx"
>some days later i see pictures of a guy so flexible that his head reaches his crotch
>realise im gonna be lonelyfag my entire life and will never grt my dick sucked
>fuck it lets see if i could reach it with clothes on
>i come close
>if my dick was erect i would be closer right? Lets just try
>just not able to reach it
>google tips on how to ow yourself and blowjob tips
>tfw sucking my own dick
>tfw i tastr cum
>tfw i stop and never do it again because i never felt that gay before

Timestamp for proof

Somewhere early 2013 i dont fully remember

Are you still flexible enough?

Havent tried it ever since, im a lot taller now so i doubt it

Ever think about trying it again?

No i try to forget it and pretend i never did it because it find it so disgusting

Did it a few times as well back when I was like 13. It just felt more like sucking dick than getting your dick sucked, so I stopped.

What did it feel like at the time?
Into any kinky stuff?

You are a faggot cause you chickened out
How is it different from jerking?

Just like someone else here said it felt more like sucking dick than actually getting your dick sucked.

Not really i guess the "kinkiest" stuff im into is some weird porn like sbbw from time to time or lesbian wrestling which is nothing compared to the kinks ive seen on this site

Just holding a dick is a lot different than having one in your mouth while tasting your own cum

Do you do any butt stuff?

Besides wiping my ass, no.

I just did it 15 mins ago. Cant fit whole cock in mouth do. Not gay

Take some pics
Include a timestamp

Newfag, idk what a timestamp is lol and have pic from other day, its really gay though

I was able to go deep and lick my own balls too

Cant go deep, im 6ft something tall

MODS

Lmfao. I lost it when I read this.