Also, I was crying to it in my car because I had asked a girl from my work out and she had said yes initially but then beat around the bush and told me no (without actually saying no). The culmination of all the things going on in my life and all the emotional baggage I have just made me break out into tears.
Caleb Wright
youtu.be/uiLT4l0STXA Played this at my dads funeral. I still can't listen to it without tearing up.
Jack Parker
pretty trippy sounding TBH
and yea, we all have those moments where we all just have to stop and be human
it could be big or small, but that one thing can just send you over that line
I know the feeling, been there many times user
Caleb Hall
Yeah this verse hits me like a train
I could not get through September without a battle I faced death I went in with my arms swinging But I heard my own breath And I had to face that I'm still living I'm still flesh I hold on to awful feelings
I'm still fucked up but I'm just trudging along I guess.
Brandon Wilson
sounds rough, im fortunate so far to not know what that feels like yet, for anyone close TBH
at least you have this song in his memory to look back onto him
Noah Young
keep that trudging up user, things can get better, just take care of one thing at a time, to try and not get overwhelmed by it all
Eli Parker
I've had to go to my mom's funeral when I was 13 and while it was one of the shittiest things I've ever had to do, I'll probably be a wreck at my dad's funeral, which may be approaching sooner than I thought.
Benjamin Gutierrez
listen to You Have One New Message by Hanshiro kill yourself b/c qt3.14 accented girl isnt real
Angel Reyes
i struggled alot about how i felt when i was in my teens, i had feelings i didnt want to feel but they wouldent go away, it lead to terrible depression, anixity, and hatred for myself
I never did anything, and i have control over it now, but in those days, it would just tear me apart
i think you can guess the feelings in this video, though its more the song that gets to me, over the quotes, cause like its called, im "not one"
Try to either record or write down his life story in his own words if you can. It will help ease some of the pain when you start thinking about him. It helps to read/listen to their voice from time to time.
Wyatt Long
will keep that in mind, after what happoned to my GF, it really showed me anything can happon at anytime, and you never know what your final words to them are
Nolan Perry
That's a good idea. I think he's always fancied himself a writer so maybe I can get him to write an autobiography or something. I think I should also get him to make a new will since his last one was written over 25 years ago. You wouldn't know he's unhealthy looking at him, but he's 61, was in the Navy for 21 years, has neuropathy in legs because of it, and he also had a heart attack last year. He even made a comment to me the other day about how he doesn't think he has another decade in him.
DEFINITELY get his will updated. My dad would tell me all the time that half of his house would be mine (since i was the only child that helped him when he became sick). He never updated his will and my stepmom got everything and I still had to pay for his funeral.
Just reminds me of a really down time in my life when I'd lost my job and was forced to sell everything and move back in with my parents. I had noting to do, no friends in town. so one day whilst I'm trying to at least do something useful I find my gradmothers harpsichord burred at the back of the garage, so I started playing it, seeing as I'd got noting else to do. I worked my way through this book of sheet music I'd found in the stool. and well I remember playing it and thinking "well all that time work and effort and I'm right back where I started"
can't find a decent recording so use your imagination
Easton Stewart
while that is sad, its kinda sweat as well
how are ATM, have things gotten better?
Brody Davis
All that time, work and effort and you were right back to where you started in regards to what?
Levi Sullivan
youtube.com/watch?v=kPz21cDK7dg When I first heard The Downward Spiral I was going through a period where I couldn't stop thinking about the girl that had dumped me a couple years prior. I loved her so much but also knew that she didn't love me, and it was all because of my own failures. Even though I can't relate to the drug abuse, I can relate to the depression, self-loathing, and anger of abandonment. The entire album is just this violent, callous hatefuck, and then "Hurt" comes on. It's quiet and vulnerable, and it absolutely wrecks me, especially considering the absence of resolution and implication of suicide. At the time I gradually started crying until I was just absolutely bawling, and later probably cried myself to sleep that night. At one point later, I was actually in a public place and had to turn off the album because I started crying and people were noticing. Man, I was a pussy. Nowadays I'm kind of a misanthrope, and I don't listen to that song so much on its own. I'll generally favor the louder, more hateful tracks. When I do go for a listen of the whole record, it still hits me, just not quite as hard.
Xavier Miller
Yea, Ended getting a job in town as a butcher, it's not the job I trained for, but it's kinda nice to have no responsibility's and the people are nicer too. Kinda taught me that money's not where happiness is.
saving up, going to uni, a never-ending apprenticeship, to finally get a decent job more saving to get a mortgage, a house. and then I'm self supporting, you know then bam company go's bust, takes me down with it. and I might as well just stayed working a part time job living off my parents, because that's where I was again. you follow
Ive cried in public as well because of music hitting me hard, i hope things have gotten better since then, and that you have moved on at least a little bit
Austin Sanders
Happiness comes from having fewer responsibilities
Thanks. I've moved on in the functional sense, but I'm probably going to end up alone anyway. The kinds of relationships I'm looking for aren't the ones other people seem to be into. Plus, I'm somewhat cold and cynical. Even some of my closest friends only have that status because I've known them for so long. Really, people just disgust me at large, and even if there are people out there who I might like, chances are, I won't meet them, they're already taken, or I'm still not good enough to be theirs. None of it really matters in the end, I guess. It would just be nice to have some love in my life.
and this song because i really want to an hero and this song reminds me about all the friends I've lost in my life, reminds me of how lonely i am
Ayden Nelson
i understand, but more in a different way, while i have a GF, its long distance and always has been, i have friends, but they never message me, there all off hanging out with other people who dont like me for numerous reasons, i kinda just sit in my room, wasting away
Joseph Long
m.youtube.com/watch?v=HX_du6Gcp1w I listen to this on occasion when drunk and sometimes sober. I know that I am dying. My heart can't take much more.
Easton Ramirez
Dumb phoneposter here, this song always gets me to the knees. Some of you may know the beat from Rick and Morty animation. Truly sad. youtu.be/YxaNYGeaOjc