This is actually me at the last 2 years.
I'm unemployed, not studying and being in the house of my dad. I masturbate for at least 7 times at day and only play videogames on a old gamecube and see porn all the day.
How to take control of my life again anons? I'm only attached to life because my dad loves me so much and is the only one person i care.
Bring me and advice to start living again.
Get a job and stop being a useless cunt
channel your wasted time into something useful. Make porn if you like it so much. Literally learn anything on the internet.
Life is meaningless, that's a fact.
The only reason for living then, is to have fun.
>find something you genuinely enjoy doing, and make a job out of it
I tried to make it, but i'm in to it for two or three weeks and later on that. Just can't continue with that shit.
I was on being working on a textile manufacturing plant, a parking lot and in a kitchen on some restaurant
I think i'm fucking useless
I tried to work. But almost feel like shit al the time and only being a little well when i'm shutt in
This sounds like severe depression, so a psychologist may be able to help. It's good to talk about how you feel. It's also good to talk with someone who is experienced with your problem as well as helping people who have that problem set and achieve goals.
How does his computer change position when he wakes up?
I feel unsatisfied with almost anything. But really enjoy playing retro videogames and listen music of the 70's, 80's.
What do you thing? Is YouTube an option? Doing a blog or something?
You must have picked up some kind of useful skill while doing what you do? If you learned to write code or something you might be able to make a job out of it. if you can use photoshop well you can be a graphic designer. hell, you can even sell art or someshit if you use photoshop
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I have think of being in therapy. But is very hard to me. I fell worthless and i fell like i'm gonna be a waste of time for the professional.
But i believe that only are the fucking depresion talking through me.
Really, gonna try to go to the psychologist
Because he is a Wizard!
Its important to heve people who can help you, because it will be difficult to change your life, and a therapist can be a powerful ally if you trust him/her. I wish you luck, and hope you learn how to love yourself.
I'm only learn how to work with heavy machine.
And do some spanish-like food
I was studying a criminology degree but leave it 2 years ago
Thanks user.
It's being hard to me, because i have no friends, because i'm a shutt in.
The only person who talk's to me is my dad. I'm going to sleep at the 8am so, i make breakfast for him and he always say things how "Thanks user, love you so much" or "Don't worry user, things gonna be better, i believe in you" or "you're important to me user, please don't forget that i love you".
That moments in the morning are the only truly human heat that got in my life
Lift .... Just lift. Find a decent gym and workout. After weeks of training and pain, you'll notice some gains that will get you motivated to start eating clean and at regular schedule.
This is a way to back your life on track and keep a healthy lifestyle without a job.
You will gain self-confidence and motivation, things you are lacking of. After a while, find a decent job and fuck bitches, don't commit seppuku with girlfriend (if your relation fail you'll collapse again).
That's how it worked for me. That's a real advice here OP, go on.
Go back to your degree maybe? Heavy machinery isnt bad but it can be a labor intensive job. literally anything other then mcdonalds would probably make your dad happy.
>the journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step
Thanks for the advice user.
Really gonna try to do that.
I think that a woman was my problem in first place.
The chick that i loved for 5 years and i was gonna marry, say that don't love no more and start a relationship with another guy only two or three weeks later of the break up.
She always try to "be my friend" but i loved him to much to accept that.
Yeah, i know that it don't worth all the pain. But i think that was the start of all that i am now. I think that being a great stupid was very important to finish like this.
I'm gonna try to lift all that in the bars user, thanks
I have think to return to that degree, but in other hand. I'm always letting the shit's incomplete. And i wanna work on that before taking that degree again.
Haha is really McDonald's that bad?
Just a few more things.
Don't read /fit/ ... at least not the first year. Find a gym with a coach that will help you. If you are not living in a third world country you'll find shit like Crossfit. That's not the best way to lift but you'll lift with a shit ton of young people and that's a great way to make friends.
Ho and lift will make your dad proud.
Good luck user, i believe in you.
This guy used to go to a gym in my building. saw him all the time. always nice
I Live in a third world country hahaha but, i think that gonna find a decent gym, at least. Thanks user