Tell me something b

Tell me something b

It can literally be anything

Its pretty much xmas eve and we are all gathered here.

Tell me whats going through your mind? What are you doing on xmas?

>btw general chill thread!

Today I turn 23. How old are you?

I have to buy presents for six people by tomorrow

Whoopsie

I want to kill all leftists, all marxists, communists, antifas, all the fucking bankers and the Rothschild family.

i love my cat

my boyfriend dumped me, my family hates me

but my cat? he don't care

his indifference toward me is the closest thing i've felt to warmth since september

Soon brother. The fire rises.

happy bday user

also, for something bout me, I take boxing classes at the YMCA

Not seeing my gf for a while, she's away a lot over Christmas, I'm gonna miss her

Currently wishing I hadn't drunk tonight got work tomorrow

it just happened again, just like time before and time before that, i spent 30 minutes looking for the perfect porn video, only to jack off for 2 minutes and regretfully ejeculate

Im sorry that your boyfriend dumped you. I can send you webms if you want

Happy birthday user, today I turned 25.

It's always a very melancholy birthday for me because it's largely overshadowed by christmas and "family stuff".

My best friend is realizing he's bisexual and thinks he's in love with me, but recently I decided to disconnect myself from him- for separate reasons. My girlfriend tried to fix the problem of our friendship but is only making things worse and hurting herself. Now she's pissed at me for not talking to my best friend, and I think she's gonna break up with me. But she's the love of my life and I really don't want that. I just needed to get this off my chest Sup Forumsros. Sorry for the read

I saw myself on a picture today, i remember that was last christmas and i was extremely hung over. My mom had bought a bunch of pullovers whe were supposed to wear for a group photo. We usually don't do stuff like that, we're not even that close. I well i got dressed but when i was supposed to smile for the camera i couldn't bring myself to smile, the only thing i could do was a half assed smile because i had massive headache. Today i feel bad about basically ruining the photo, but well - i'm only human and i make mistakes, but that has gotten me to think: My emotional span reduced a lot over the last years, i'm not sure if that's a good thing, but at least i'm stable nowadays.

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gonna smoke a nice big J and eat a sub tonight. have a nice night everyone

Happy bday user!
Sorry I took so long to answer I was afk for a bit

I am 21 rn but I'll be 22 on january

That's a bit of a pickle there, user, not really sure what to say other then hang in there. Don't apologize for trying to get shit figured out in your own head. Good luck.

I do feel comfort in animals too, for some reason they seem way more reasonable than a human being.

At least they listen to you, or well, they seem to

>pic related, its my new dog

I really wish you the best of luck dear user. Im pretty sure that your gf wouldn't break up with you and as for your friend, you can always show him that there are other options other than yourself or try talking to him seriously

Hey man, humans and our emotions are fucking weird.

My best friend OD'ed a little over a year ago and I'm just now really coming to terms with it. I was numb and emotionless to a lot of things but I'm getting better.

I mention that to say that the fact you feel bad about ruining the photo means you still care at some level. It means you still care about your mom and your family. That's definitely worth something

You too Sup Forumsro

Growing less emotional over the days usually happens to people without many social connections (not saying its the case) or you can simply be born that way.

However in this day and age, everyone seems less emotional towards many things

I've lost connection with a lot of people i used to be great friends with.

It's made me generally a lot more sad but i still have my girlfriend who I love with all my heart with me, but im still hanging in there.

Thanks. The comfort is nice
I might just try that. I hope she doesn't break up with me, and at this point I'm willing to talk to my friend if it means not losing her.

Your gf is being railed by niggers as we type...

I can tell you its worth it man.

And btw if your friend is really into you tell him that he needs to be mature enough to understand that you are already in a relationship and that as your friend he must respect that too

If he says that it will sound like if he was single the homo might have a chance. And you are not a fag are you user?

Fapping

My wife is pregnant.

ive always liked playing it safe. avoiding situations where i know ill be outside my comfort zone. keeping order to things and avoiding imperfections. but i love cars and i really want to work on cars, so i bought a project car.

its fun and rewarding but very difficult and i get scared or anxious every time i have to rip something off to fix it or undo something im not sure i can put back together. i wish i had some assurance that it will end up ok because im constantly afraid of messing it up

Visiting family for holidays. Every moment I'm here I feel more and more like leaving is the best option. So yeah guys, have fucking happy holidays, I surely won't

Met a girl and don't feel as depressed or angry lately. Probably spend Xmas with the family , can't wait for home cooked meals.

eat with family then find some reason not to fucking kill myself because hey its christmas fuck i hate christmas

intentionally?

Here's the thing related to your gif.

I worked as a salesman for 2 years and I was so tired of my boring ass life and quit the job. Went on a trip through East Asia and it was amazing. I love Japan and I wanted to stay there longer and work. I can't since I don't have a degree.. but It has become my dream. I'm 26 and started university again in September. I'm scared that I'm gonna fail and waste a lot of time of my life... hwat to do

I don't think I have any friends who actually care about me and I'm trying to completely change myself so people do. I'm getting rid of everything I don't need and trying to get fit. I'm joining a dojo, too. I'm basically just trying to make myself better and I'm gonna try to stop pushing everyone I love away because life is too short and I haven't felt happy in forever. Oh, and my girlfriend left me because I was being too nice to her (I wasn't being a dipshit and making the relationship go too quickly too soon or anything) because I told her some real shit about how much I loved her and then she realized she didn't like me anymore. I've lost almost all my will to live and the only thing that keeps me going is knowing that it will get better when I'm not who I am right now.

Thanks for reading, Sup Forumsros. Sometimes you're all I've got.

shit dude im 26 and started uni in september too. It's fuck but we're gonna do it, let me hear u say it WE'RE GONNA FUCKING DO IT THEN WE GONNA FUCK THEM JAP BITCHES

Currently about to masturbate and show a couple girls that are interested. I'm that bored lol

>I told her some real shit about how much I loved her and then she realized she didn't like me anymore
BE A CUNT
about he bettering yoursel bit, don't do it for other people, don't even do it for yourself that's a meme, do what you like, find what you like, do it till you die, you gotta make your own happiness bro it's not easy

I will be spending the holiday alone.. Its been a really shitty month or so

Stop being a weeb fuck. Get skills and make your life better, don’t waste time trying to live in anime land

lel no I'm not but I what other choice do you have?

Eh. Whatever. I'm not doing it for anyone, I'm doing it because I hate myself

I'm a jew so I have an excuse for being here just before Christmas

I mean, didn't you read that I just started uni ? Are you retarded?

On new years of 2014-2015 I found out my gf of 2 years at the time cheated on me. We tried to make it work but the relationship ultimately failed and it's been bugging me ever since. I started to drink pretty heavily because of it and as of right now the last time I had sex was September of 2016 and it was terrible, and before that I had a dry spell for about a year.
I am still living with my mother who has bipolar disorder and depression, and had just been diagnosed with her second aneurysm, her first one was in 2009-2010 and required brain surgery. I've been helping her out a lot financially, as well as emotionally and it is starting to really wear on me. I'm currently working a job in roofing that I fucking hate, have srupid ass drug addicts as co-workers and I only have about half of my rent together for January.
Idk how I'm going to get out of this situation, I just want to live on my own and start fucking hot chicks again, upgrade some educational courses I have and travel but I'm worried about my mother's mental and physical health.
Tl;DR I feel trapped taking care of a parent and don't know what to do

Depressed as fuck guys. Yesterday was my best mates funeral, broke down in tears at his casket.
I don't know what to do.

You sound like a super-mega gross fucking greasy, shitty smelly neckbearded fedora wearing, piss-jug using, waifu pillow fucking weeaboo ultrafag.

You know what to do.

I'm 21 now and literally can't for the life of me get laid. I'm maybe a 6-7/10 and I'm generally a pleasant person to be around. But when it comes to making a move on a girl I feel myself having literally no interest in doing it. I'm obviously attracted to girls, even some boys. Not kissless or anything, I just wish I could motivate myself to actually try to get laid. I don't get why when I've had legit chances in the past, where I know for sure, yeah this girl wants me to bang her or kiss her, and I just don't do anything. I can't tell if it's because I'm too scared in that moment, or because I don't even want to bother. What do?

Go fuck yourself

Im really sorry to hear that user, but dont make all those thoughts get to you.

Be thankful that he was and don't weep for what he was

Find some gay guys, they are easier to seduce imo and you will build up confidence for girls.

Thanks user, Sup Forums is actually helping me cope a lot funny enough.

You sure they are girls?

Try to take care of what you have

I actually downloaded Grindr like 10 minutes before coming to this thread lol. I don't think I'll build up the confidence to actually hook up with anyone there though. I think I have some serious self image issues when it comes to the fact that someone might actually find me attractive and interesting, even though deep inside I kinda know it to be true.

Honestly it's really easy, guys on grindr are horny as fuck and don't care about body types other than "twink" and "bear"

Other countries can look and be pretty appealing at first but after some time it may turn a little grey.

It happened to a friend of mine who thought that going to Panama was the best thing ever and now he is only regretting that decision every second of his life

Lost my bestfriend on the 23rd of last month. He lived like 10 houses up from me, and we used to smoke joints like every night for a year straight while going to school together. Then he moved an hour away to go to university, and I hadn't really seen him or hung out with him since. We were planning to meet up the day after he died, and I didn't get the news that he'd passed before I made it into the city where he lived. Fucking 22 years old, and he dies from heart failure. Like boom, dead. It's unreal, and I miss my literal best friend in the whole world so fucking much, but he would never want me to mourn, he'd honestly just laugh how comical this situation actually is, in a way. It doesn't get easier, but it gets better is kinda my point, user.

I think I'm gonna try to find a tranny though.

I feel like this was another pointless year, I’m sadden by the fact that it ended so quickly because I didn’t do anything important. But I’m glad that I was more social this year.

OP of this thread took MDMA and started posting vids of him and his gf fucking, gf came home and is fucking livid at him, hilarity ensuing

I can't decide where I want to live. People I care about on both sides of the state but can't stand being away from either.

As for Knishmas day tagging along with a friend to his gathering for shits and giggles. Contemplating just staying home alone /shrug

Went to Wal-Mart with my girlfriend to buy her sister a Christmas gift and to get some soda. Start heading for the doors to see my ex. My girlfriend made us talk to her for about 5 minutes. All I could think about was how much I missed her. No going back now. Girlfriend already moved in about a month and a half ago.

forget her, user. at the end of the day shes just a piece of pussy.

living in australia, tired of smoking shit, can anyone recommend some good cigs?

That is the dumbest thing you could do. Just find the right one, Sup Forumsro.

Yeah, true. It's just hard to watch someone you dated for two years just walk away.

Well you can't really do shit about it can you?

Happy Birthday!

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Happy birthday user!

>What are you doing on xmas
Repairing my newly acquired, used car, that I paid too much for.

How so? There are som trannies that i actually find attractive, as opposed to guys where the dick/ass part is really the only attractive part for me.

I've always wanted to fuck a tranny but i live in a conservative area so fuck me dead.

I mean I live in a conservative country, and I've only met two gay guys in my life, but on Grindr there are plenty of trannies it seems, close as well.

I should look into it a bit more then

That's just fucked. Just fuck an actual girl

Traps are hot bro.

I mean I would, but if you looked at my post history you'd understand my issue.

Back from the army for the holidays. My girl broke up with me about a month ago while I was gone and it still hurts. My homies help tho I did acid yesterday and have been drinking almost every night

Nothing like copious amounts of drugs to get ya thru

*distant yelling*

(buy them lottery tickets)

Im going to NYC christmas day, get to see my dad for the first time in like a year

>be sort of a NEET
>have to go to xmas dinner at uncle's house
>he's one of these guys, pic related
>see him once a year
>they have 3 children
>one is hot step-daughter
>she will bring her potentially hot friend

Shit's going to be awkward as fuck.

i am a nigger!

I'm just sad. I'm not doing anything for Christmas. I miss my family, but I can't drive yet, there's too much snow to take my road test. I'm just really sad tonight

Was there a buy one get one deal on mail order brides or what?

Bullshit these are a bunch of coke hookers

I bought my girlfriend an engagement ring and she didn't like it, so I have to go get another one.

Also, she went to bed an hour ago and there's no chance of me getting laid for my effort.

kys faggot

I thought I liked this girl. She and I would talk. She said good things. We even hooked up. But she gave me the "I don't feel the same I don't think we should talk".

Funny thing is she did this a month or so again. She frienzoned me. Then said sorry and we got closer. Now she frienzoned me again. And fuck it

And before its said. I'm not one to try if something isn't worth it. Last girl I was with that didn't work I got over quick. But this girl its odd

Its like my usual self which is good at moving on can't. Like if I give up I'm making a mistake

Whatever. Fuck it. Her loss.

k

I lived my early childhood being a fuck-up in school.
I eventually got into drugs, and stopped going to school all together.
I always had hobbies and interests I pursued, if not pursuing drugs, I'd pursue those things.
At some point, I embraced being ain intellectual, and tried to get my shit together in school, but I couldn't get my shit all the way together, I failed to learn and develop skills directly oriented to getting my grades to passing, even if I did get my shit together as a person.
That went on for a few years, and I was kicked out with on education and lived homeless.
I went off with a clipboard of equations and a guitar on my back.
A bunch of shit happened, and now, instead of having multiple degrees and contributing to somethign big, I'm a shell of a man.
My life is just self indulgence, even though some people think that it seems different.
I learn things, I develop skill, I exercise, I have a relatively healthy diet, I don't drink (often).
I enjoy philisophical and or thorough conversation.
But this isn't me putting in effort.
This isn't me being the best I can be.
Relative to me not being depressed and scarred from the things that have hurt me throughout my life, I'm just a piece of shit.
I'm just mindlessly plowing through life without a goal or objective, like I plowed my car against a curb and into a ditch on the local downhill.

timestamped tits ?

This resonates within me. Be strong, Sup Forumsro. You'll get there, you'll see the light on the horizon.

The casual slide into global war is terrifying me.

Why the fuck can’t I get a benzo script
Why the fuck did I have to travel all the way from Texas to Florida in ass crowded airports to be with my faggy relatives who were all asleep when I arrived anyway
Why do I have so much credit card debt for dumb shit
Why do I only attract fat girls with mental issues

Merry goddamn Christmas