Drug/ drug addiction thread. I am just going to state that I am heavily addicted to crack...

Drug/ drug addiction thread. I am just going to state that I am heavily addicted to crack. The only thing that stops me from buying it is running out of money. I know I need help but I don't know how my family will react to me using such a hard drug so I haven't said anything. I've never felt so hopeless and miserable in my entire life, someone please help me figure out a way to quit this awful shit.

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AWWWW YOU SMOKING THAT CRACK ROCK HITS LIGHT BUT THEN THE RUSH COMES AND YOU BE LIKE AWWWW

>addiction is 100% mental.
stop being a weak faggot or just KYS before you accidentally spread your genes.

2 options,
>Help
>No help

Take the one that make you live more

Booze is my thing. Have lost everything, in and out of detox every month..

Leave a suicide note saying "I was addicted to crack, I couldn't stop and I didn't wanna accidentally spread my weak ass genes.
Sorry not sorry, this was for the best."
and just shoot up an overdose, faggot.

too lazy to steal from family

IS THAT REAL CRACK COCAINE?

You can't OD on crack?

not really cant afford it
>feta cheese

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>You can't OD on crack?
fucking kek
are you even trying?

I'm not addicted to drugs but I am addicted to porn and addicted to jerking off.
I know how you feel, the sense of hopelessness, the cravings, the suffering, it sucks.
Yours has actual withdrawal syndromes and will physically hurt you when you quit.
The only thing to do is to either live your life as a degenerate and continue your habit. Or make a change, and rise above your addiction. I'm doing the former at the moment and want to kill myself, but am too much of a pussy.

Crack has an extremely shitty negative stigma on it. Yeah, it's an awful drug, but crackheads are treated so much worse than heroin junkies, meth heads and coke addicts.

Claim you're addicted to coke. Come clean to family members and any spouse you have. You will need their help to get through this. If you lack the strength to do it on your own, you're gonna need them. Rehab programs are shitty, but there's a few out there that can help. The more professional ones with actual MDs and not just a bunch of niggers sitting around in a circle talking about how depressed they are. They can dope the shit out of you with relaxants and make the acute phase of withdrawal less awful.

Once you get through this, you can do the rest on willpower, but you have to find a new reason to live, otherwise you will just relapse into your old shitty habits. I got big into fitness and found a job where I wasn't miserable. Also started hiking/ climbing and fighting MMA/boxing. Beating the shit out of people seemed to channel my negative emotions that I had previously suppressed with drugs.

Find what works for you. Those are just my interests, but you have to find something other than drugs to keep going. Figure out why you're self-medicating on that shit. Address those issues and try to better yourself. Before you can do any of this, you need to get through the acute phase (like 5-7 days for crack abuse). That's the rough part where you can't go it alone. I failed on that a few times before my gf got me to a rehab place (I was extremely against it but basically had no choice due to health issues) and they made it a lot less unbearable. I got a pretty big bill, but just said fuck it and paid them like 1,000$ of it once it went to collections. My credit score took a temp hit, but it's solid now a few years later.

I used crack for 5 years on a near daily base.

One day I got bored of it and never used it again.. It's pretty easy to stop using it... easier than for example cigarettes

>Claim you're addicted to coke
Honestly this, crack heads are the most frowned upon drug users.

I feel those feels

Impossible to overdose on crack... People with a weak heart or medical condition can have a cardiac arrest though.. Albeit it's rare

That's not a drug, op, that's cauliflower

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maybe qigong/chi kung would help, they're ancient chinese breathing/energy traditions to gain personal knowledge and control. There's one very "simple" one you can do at home, by finding youtube videos on it. It's Zhan Zhuang. It produces lots of effects in your body which you will slowly master. Go watch this video by a master and do it for a while.
youtube.com/watch?v=y07FauHYlmg

I've tried to OD on many drugs.
My best attemt was on speed.
I don't think i was gonna OD, but I did sweat like a pig and got super paranoid.
I was running around the house screaming, that's how paranoid I was.
I also though cops were waiting outside and videoing me. I also thought they was climbing through my windows to plant drugs.
I also threw a half oz of speed out an upstairs window.
I honestly went full phycotic.

Get a better job, more drugs film working old fag coke head

and "by a while", I mean do it for some weeks every day at least. It doesn't take much time at all but it's very demanding, of mind and body. You'll get stronger in and out if you really do it. Trust me, I know.

Go and seek specialized help.
Call these anonymous alcohols of your area, they will reroute you. You will probably need rehab, well fuck it. It's better than beheading your grandmother with a samurai sword for some cash. SPECIALIZED HELP.

I WAS ADDICTED TO CRACK BUT NOW I AM OFF

you don't know nothing as crack is so powerful..
and it wrecks your health (unlike porn...)

And it does not give physical withdrawal symptoms (heroin does that)

you know withdrawal from certain drugs can kill you right

crack withdrawal won't kill anyone.... I'm speaking as a former addict ..

thats true, at least for heroin & alcohol

That's fuckin metal. Worst time I've had psychosis was when I was in a mental ward. One floor, the size of one, maybe one and a half, high school classrooms. For two weeks. Not allowed outside. People screaming, wailing, punching walls, whispering in hysterics. Went in for depression/suicidal tendencies and ended up experiencing a "psychotic break". Thought a guy I met inside was planning to kill me. Thought the staff was planning to kill me. Hallucinated their mouths moving and heard threats.

Cool. You're basically someone with a bloody nose saying they related to someone dying of stage 4 liver cancer. Your inability to stop fapping is not comparable to the hell crack puts your mind and body through. His withdrawals are going to be living hell.

Sheet.
I've been in that frame of mind before.
You must have been shitting bricks?
Once you open that can of worms it can spiral out of control very quickly.
I hear noises outside and then I;m convinced people are stood outside my window.
I couldn't Imagine how you felt in a room full of people you though wanted to kill you.

Is that the big tit milf with the meat curtain pussy that always fucks her husband thats missing a hand

You're on Sup Forums and nobody will give attention to a post like this.

nigga that's a part of a rice cake

You just did

its sad to say your right but me mum sponsors in narcotics user and I wet to aa for five or so years when I was 6 because me mum was a booser and it helped her a lot my dads another story haha