At the beginning of 2017 I lost my girlfriend of 4 years that I was going to propose to and I was heartbroken...

At the beginning of 2017 I lost my girlfriend of 4 years that I was going to propose to and I was heartbroken. I became an alcoholic and really went downhill afterwards, almost killed myself quite a few times. Here at the end I'm now dating a woman that makes me feel happier and more supported and loved than ever before, and I've realized just how abusive my last relationship was. I've thought about killing myself a lot this year and am finally on medication that has made me feel normal again. Happy New Year to everyone here, I love all of you faggots and hope none of you decide to give up on life, it gets better and there's always help for you if you're having a tough time. We won't always be unhappy b/ros.

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Eh, I'm a kissless virgin who got diagnosed with epilepsy last year, so why wouldn't I? Happy new year to you tho
>tfw one chick I was flirting with just decided to cut all contact with me for no real reason

>I'm now dating a woman that makes me feel happier and more supported and loved than ever before
I long for this feeling

"You can't always get what you want. But if you try sometimes, yeah. You might find you get what you need". ~Rolling Stones

I thought I'd never meet someone like that too. She just dropped from the sky and she or he will for you too, just give it time

OP here. I also have epilepsy. It's rough, but it isn't the end, user. And most people are assholes. There's that one out there for you somewhere, just have to give life time to put you two together.

there are kids dying right now, stop thinking shit

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No user. Most of us will die without ever experiencing that feeling.
You're the outlier

what medication bro

Well I sincerely hope everyone on this site finds that. We all deserve to be happy

Started lexapro in June and it was rocky the first few months, but after giving it time and adjusting my dose with my doctor it's worked pretty well. That's not saying it will for everyone of course, everyone's brain is different. But there are tons of ssri's for that reason

was in a similar spot, girl of 3 years cheated on me. played the victim to try and make me look like garbage. ended up on depression meds (also hadnt dealt with my mom dying few years back to brain cancer, all hit me at once). met grill online, things are better, although ive gotten fatter, thats about the only neg. keep on keeping on user

>We all deserve to be happy
That's just something people say to themselves to justify their pain in their current existence.
We should just accept it now rather than later before it's ingrained and we get cocky.
Of all human population, I'd wager around 70% of us will live a sad, unfulfilled life.
So, to people like you, who have it good, you should know and cherish every moment you have because I would give anything to be in your place right now

I get partial seizures from basicly any screen, I can't drive a car and I have no plans for the future ever since I got diagnosed since I, back then mind you, just started Uni in the field of IT...Life won't sort out, atleast that's how it looks like..But hey, I'm happy for you man, that's good enough for me on New years

I have no way of knowing what you've gone through in your life, and I'm sure you have every reason to have that outlook on life. I've been through quite a bit too, but I really do think we all deserve happiness, and I hope you find that. None of us are bad by design, and the world is stacked against us, but happiness comes in all shapes and sizes, and no matter how life has been to you I hope you find your happiness on this shit planet

The catch is nobody would trade with you

I have nocturnal epilepsy. With medication I haven't had a seizure in a few months, but I used to wake up at least 3 times a week seizing. I'm sorry you've had to go through this, and I really hope things get better and you find either a solution or another passion to go to Uni for. What medications do you take?

Levitericitam 1250 mg twice a day, plus other meds that are for the headaches and my other medical bullshit, my neurologist recomend that I slowly increase the doses after consulting with her every six months..

Same thing they gave me. Give em time, they'll work eventually, man

Eh, I hope they'll start to work, I didn't go to a new years eve party tonight because I had six pre-seizure headaches (the feeling I get before a seizure). I could've atleast been drunk tonight and I get seizures roughly twice a month. And I take all my meds religiously..