I fucked up Sup Forums, help >21 years old >4 year relationship >single for almost the last 2 years, with the odd hookup here and there >really kick things off with this girl, things going well for like a month, able to open up a little >2 days ago, invites me over at 1am, she knew i'd been drinking >manage to fuck things up anyway, because i'm a trash human
I went out last night feeling foul, got blind drunk, wound up at a gay bar (last place open serving alcohol), next hour hazy, wind up making out with some twink, woke up in his bed, didn't do anything else. Anyway, i've taken two showers and i can't get this filthy feeling off me. I tolerate gay people, but i want to be sick.
Is there a way for me to blank out the last 48 hours? i've been trying to drink since i got home, but i can't seem to erase what happened.
William Cruz
who cares
Leo Collins
Me, it was disgusting
Carson Long
your gay dude. get ready for tyrones bbc
Samuel Ward
It's ok to like guys. The sooner you come to see that as truth the sooner you can go back to feeling well. You subconscious is trying to tell you something. You can lie to yourself but you can't lie to your subconscious.
Jaxson Reed
Get over it you faggot, sexuality is an abstract concept anyway.
Blake Clark
I'm not worried about sexuality, I just found the experience revolting and want to know if there's a good way to forget about it completely
William King
4 year relationship, but you've been single for the last 2 years, but you've been seeing this girl for a month? I don't understand.
Samuel Bennett
He's gay
Daniel Adams
Poorly phrased, I was in a 4 year relationship and that ended in 2015, haven't had anything serious since, but I'd been seeing someone recently
Mason Perry
See a hypnotist.
Hunter Sullivan
I'm studying to be a psychiatrist, can't buy into hypnotism, unless you believe in that stuff it's about as effective as healing crystals
Adrian Martinez
Easy. Kill yourself faggot
Nolan Wright
fuckin lmao
Lincoln Baker
Can't, I have people that I need to take care of
William Watson
fuckin lmao
Henry Adams
>stupid as fuck >ends up in bed with fags and thinks it's a goddamned mystery how it happened >fucks up booty call >doesn't into erasing human memory how are you going to help other people, my dude?
Nathaniel Sanchez
Run until you vomit, then run back home.
Liam Flores
Then man up and get over it. Those are your options
Jaxson Harris
Welcome newfriend
Ayden Sanders
I'm totally for erasing human memory thats kind of why i made this thread, but hypnosis is pseudopsych bullshit. It's easy enough to separate personal issues and work. Vomited earlier, didn't help I get that, still want to try erasing it though
Ryder Taylor
As long as you he guys say "no homo, bro" it's not gay. It's just 2 bros being friends
Grayson Wood
Truth
Jace Fisher
You have to throw yourself into working, studying, hobby or some other shit to take your mind off of it. That or stop being a faggot and accept what happend.