If you could block just one thought/memory from your head...

If you could block just one thought/memory from your head, and the memory is gone forever and you won't think about it again , what would you choose to block?

Coming here.

when I was about 8 I found my neighbors dog in the woods with a broken leg and I killed it with a stick. I don't know why. Thanks OP.

Hearing the weird gurgling sounds my best friend made when I was trying to do CPR on him. The sound is stuck in my head all the time

That poor dog just wanted help, it probably trusted you

it's ok man i made it up

lying about such a horrific event is now the thing i want to block out

My ex. Meet her. Fucking her. All the dates we went on.

Basically my ex.

You know the two guys one hammer vid? The sound the guy makes haunts me forever too

I would block the memory of ever posting in this thread

I wanna block you out.

I wanna let you.

/ b /

- - - - - especially Andy Sixx meme and all related objectionably repulsive garbage.

[ every possible offence very much intended to the cunts that propagate that nauseous ordure ]

You win this time.

when i was 14 i got out of a mental hospital after being there for 6 months i haven't spoken to another kid my age in 6 months so when i get out the the first time i see another kid my own age its a kid i knew from school desperate for communication i talk to her and autism kicks in i say "hey i know you from somewhere" (i knew her name but didn't want to sound creepy Shelby) "yeah you too haha" she scratches the back of her head and looks away frantic to find an excuse to get away from me and my awkwardness no one in sight i frantically search my 2 brain cells to find a topic anything i just wanted communication "what school do you go to" oh i go to west "thats where i went before i went to the mental hospital" her face transforms from annoyance to terror she says she has to use to restroom and leaves quickly fast forward 3 years in the park chilling watching a parade i vividly remember every character in the parade im still a lonely fag and barely ever talk to people she walks up to the spot im at and starts to watch the parade she turned really hot over the last 3 years reminds me of ugly duckling story she's with her boyfriend or atleast thats what i assume i think of something to say since i know her and i should atleast try to say something right? my conversating skills have improved immensely when she sees me she quickly turns to her boyfriend and whispers in that piercing way that everyone can hear "we cant watch from here there's a creepy guy who i had an awkward conversation with" the boyfriend responds with "the one you told me about" yeah mfw she remembers the experience as well mfw even though we only talked once it was bad enough for her to tell people about me she walks away stealing glances at me with a disgusted face my mind races about what i should do she walks farther away i think of 10000 scenariors hundreds of which contain me beating up the boyfriend hes 5'7 ish skinny faggot im a 230 pound 6'2 beta male she's out of sight
con

My first drink

i stay at the parade and walk around more and see her again a few times still dont have anything rational to say autism kicks in again and i stalk her until she gets in her car and leaves i hate myself for not doing anything and walk around in a zombie like trance (thinking back now i shouldnt have done anything) i want to forget all about that experience i think of it so often now and so vividly

I would block out 9/11 or the Holocaust.

I just joined 5 minutes ago, was that a bad decision?

Sounds like 1 of a million girls you could potentially sound like a fucking creep to.
And half of them are hotter and cooler to be with, why not try being a creep to them?
Maybe this time you won't seem like one, you'll just seem rational
You know girls can be creeps too right?

Idk man, you seem way to caught up on this

i have a girlfriend now and am adept at talking with people but i just always come back to those 2 moments i cant let go of them even tho ive never seen her again i just always remember so vividly

The memories of my dad forcing me to watch porn with him as a punishment

Fapping to femdom so I could fap at it again!

But that sounds chill af

I must say, those moments of looking back and going "man I coulda said ANYTHING but whatever the fuck I just said" can really do a number on your self esteem
Idk, good on you for doing you and getting a gf and shit, you could be doing hecka worse

I really didn't like most of my childhood. I wasn't abused per se... at least not by any adults, but I was fucking miserable.

For my late teens and early twenties, I fucking blocked out my early years. I had a shit memory too, because I actively DIDN'T want to remember things about my life. It was horribly unhealthy and I'm mentally stronger now. I think I could face my old memories, but, well, a lot of them are gone.

So, this is not a great thing to do.

That being said, I'd probably want to forget the time I leaned on my older cousin and said "give me something squishy to lean on." She naturally said "Ew, what the fuck, no, I won't give you something squishy to lean on..."
She's dead now, suicided years ago, and that's one of the strongest memories I have of her.

that murder is illegal

Opposite. I wish i could remember everything I've ever seen, heard and done vividly and verbatim.
It would be a lot more valuable than the flawed, fading memory system we have.
Mind you I've never been raped in prison or anything so I dont mind revisiting any traumas I've lived through

I'd forget living. So it wouldn't hurt to pass.

Just one, you jew

You make them happy by posting this

> " You make them happy by posting this " ;

I don't particularly care if they're happy to be honest.

I'm sure they know that they will not get a direct response, in any of their threads, from me or any other marginally normal person that routinely posts in Sup Forums.

I can tolerate the thought of them wasting their time endlessly posting, & replying to, their own threads in some sort of psychotically misguided effort to bury their heads even further up their own arseholes.

Santa isn’t real

I have moments to where whenever I go to do something for someone, let's say I have to get my brother a pair of scissors, I have a very abrupt and strong urge to hurt him with said scissors right as I'm about to hand it to him. I'll want to gouge his eyes out, or cut his throat open, or pull down his pants, and cut his balls in half. Or if it's a solid object, I'll want to beat someone over the head until they become literally retarded. And considering that the "Multiverse theory" might be true, I'm paranoid that I've hurt, killed, tortured, and mutilated sooooooooo many fucking people in the alternative versions of my world. So, what do I want to forget? I want to forget about hurting people for no reason whatsoever like I do.

Lift weights, diet, no more bad thoughts