Sup Sup Forums, should I kms?

Sup Sup Forums, should I kms?
>be me, 18, m, I’m United States
>literally have autism
>have strange sleeping patterns
>generally ugly, never had a real gf
>procrastinator
>failed my resolution to start getting /fit/
>pretty good guitar player
>don’t smoke or drink
>parents hate each other mostly
>be in community college
>slave over classes
>dead end job at a candy store
>play PS2 every day
>masturbate too often probably, but less so recently
>probably have clinical depression
>want to teach languages in high school setting in the future
>be popular in high school but I feel forgotten
>in college
>fail at least 1/4 classes
>mother cries
>pic very related
>no one else will talk to me
Do you at least feel bad for me?

Mfw “suicide is the only option” but also
“I should learn from my mistakes “ also
“Did we expect anything different desu”

>cANDY

watch anime

Yeah op, I feel bad for you.

Also if you want to be a language teacher you should consider traveling abroad to teach. Some countries are sorta lax on what it takes to teach English. They just like native speakers.

Also niggers.

Thanks for the empathy
I know
I tried once, most anime is actually garbage

What ps2 games you play? And idc man kill your self or don’t it doesn’t matter

Yes most anime is garbage. 90% probably. But you find a well written one without all the cutesie shit and it’s solid.

If you’re going to use copypasta, at least update the damn thing. Ps2? What year are you living in?

Also, if you want to teach language, I would highly recommend reconsidering the high school option. High school level language classes will undoubtly be the most miserable setting you can teach language in if you live in the USA. If you’re teaching English to English speakers it’s different but teaching a foreign language in an American high school is a fucking joke because the curriculum is a fucking joke. USA doesn’t take foreign language learning seriously at all

dude,if your life is the worst,thats mean it can only get better :D and depends on the show you watch,some animes a garbages and so am

Thanks.
All the metal gear solids, Ace Combat 4,5,0, Cabella’s 2005 deer, Tony Hawk’s American Wasteland, GRAW, GTA: Vice City, Both LEGO starwars games, Need for Speed: Hot Pursuit 2, Sonic Heroes,both battlefronts, The Force unless, COD: finest hour, COD: the big red one, and Gran Turismo 2, 3, and 4

Thanks desu

I was gonna move onto university level teaching

Faggot

...

Oof

Suicide is never the option. It may feel like it, trust me I've been there. It may seem like the easy way out of everything, but it affects everyone you know. My great uncle whom I was close with committed suicide and so did some good friends of mine.

sounds ok

...

Don't listen to this cunt, he is a jaguar in disguise. Kill yourself

Wtf is that’s supposed to mean

>literally have autism
bullshit. what you need is self-control, self-awareness, and the willpower to change yourself.
Today, autism is over 99percent bullshit. It's an excuse, to you, to remain weak and unfulfilled. It's an over-diagnosed disease, which did exist, say, in the 1970s, but today is rampant.
Listen up, boyo. You rackuh dishupwin. Learn to meditate. Pay attention to your breath. Learn qigong. Delve into yourself but don't exclude the outwards directions. Become who you really are and stop listening to failure excuses and justifications.

Literal autism. THE kind that gets diagnosed.

BUt I’ll try to self improveme

Rip thread

to conclude, get well op

I know what I am saying. I was once suicidal.
> be me in 7th grade (senior in hs now)
>have no friends
>the only people you thought we're friends have only been using you
>get picked on constantly
>recently diagnosed with aspergers
>enjoy being by self
>stuck on a crowded school bus full of people fighting and climbing all over
>have no one to talk to
>main video game console brakes (Wii)
>grades are lower than they normally have been
>several family members have just passed
>diagnosed as bipolar
gonna skip ahead ahead a bit here
>hit my mother and step dad
>go to adolescent inpatient unit
>hate it
>meds cause huge weight gain
>want to kms more than
>get discharged a few months later
>doing a bit better and parents wedding is the reason
>not much improvement
>want to kms still
>readmitted
>there for quite some time
>great uncle commits suicide in city
>deviated
>depressed still
>meds from readmission help
>loss some weight
>some fun people there
>discharged and start at day treatment
>some people there go to day treatment
>day treatment (hs) gets me out of the unit for a bit
>start making some friends
>4-5 years later
>talk to most of them to this day
>soon to graduate
>have an internship in a mail room