Ask a former extreme sex addict anything

Ask a former extreme sex addict anything.

Are not you tired of jerk off so many times a day? How do you feel about that? Empty, useless maybe?

How did you overcome your addiction

Ever had a girlfriend.

Do you mean that you were extremely addicted to sex, or that the sex you were addicted to was extreme?

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I am still a very horny person and masturbate at least 5 times a day. I really miss my old lifestyle but I like having a life.
I really, really miss actual sex, though.

Slowly. I think it just took a while to realize what the fuck I was doing. I mean, I was doing really depraved shit by the time I was 14. I slept with dudes despite the fact that men disgust me, fucked old people, got shat on, forced to swallow urine, tied up, filmed, put on the internet, fucked animals...it was horrible. It had to stop.
You don't slam the breaks if you're going 120 mph. You have to slow down first. So I went from fucking 10 random people a day, to maybe 8, to 5, then 1, then once a week, now I'm working on avoiding sex entirely.
There was a point where I wasn't in school for like a full year because of it. I had to get held back like twice because of it.

I have never been in a serious relationship. I actually am repelled by the idea of being loved. I liked the attention but can't stand the idea of being lovey-dovey with someone. Sharing my life with someone. I find the idea kind of 'icky'.

Both fit.

What was the largest age gap between you and a partner? and how old were the two of you at the time?

What kind of porn do you watch?

m or f?

About 60 years. I was 14, he was in his late 70s.

Used to be a huge collection of horrifying unforgivable porn but I threw out my collection because I am NOT going to jail over ones and zeros.
Now I just watch normal porn for normal people.

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why are you such a virgin faggot?

Although now I'm trying to avoid porn entirely because at this point all it does is make me wanna relapse.

getting fucked by black guys in the ass dosent count virgin

What was the most extreme in your collection

how did you find time to skip school? did your parents find out? do they care? and how did you meet these guys?

Yeth it doeth.

I'd rather not elaborate there.

>how did you find time to skip school?
I'd just leave the house. My dad didn't care where I went. Come home at maybe midnight or 3 AM.
>did your parents find out?
At first my dad used to yell at me for ruining my life but I guess at some point he just sort of...gave up. He burned out and started drinking, eventually stopped caring.
>Mdo they care?
No, but he's happy for me now that I'm back on track.
>and how did you meet these guys?
The internet is full of scumbags. Also I would go to shittier parts of my city and cruise day in and day out and find someone.

Sexiest woman you've fucked?

It got really bad. Like Requiem for a Dream bad.

Was it a hard or software collection? And how did you bought them?

There was this one woman whose name I never knew. She had beautiful blonde hair and crystal blue eyes. An hourglass figure and 2Ds.
I never got to fuck any woman that good-looking ever again. It was like a dream.

She vomited everywhere afterward.

Soft.
No buying.

She drunk or drugged?

She was drunk and I was high. I didn't drug her, though.

Who/what is the thing you most regret fucking?

how did you cope with sore dick?

was it very much stress?

When I was sixteen I went to this old fat guy's house and stayed there for three days. He made me do coke and fisted me and made me do a lot of other things that I didn't care for but didn't say no to. He involved his pets.
The whole thing was kind of a blur. I only have patchy memories of it. He was a gross bastard. Turns out he had a family. He had children and a wife.
He was arrested for raping his daughter.

You fuck through it.

I became really paranoid and dismantled that computer and destroyed its components. Bought a new computer and nothing even legally dodgy has ever touched it.

what were his pets?

There was also the time I tried to have sex with my father, that I really regret.

He had a great dane and a really big snake. I think he might've taken photos of me. I don't really remember.

did your dick skin peel the fuck off

I honestly thought that it would but nope. I have mild ED though, from my pleasure centers being blown out. I don't get 100%ers anymore.
My doctor says that for 100% hardons to return I would have to stop masturbating and watching porn for a few weeks, but I know I can't manage that.

r u BI?

woah did he used the snake

Did you ever service chunky housewifes, if so, how many?

Not attracted to men but have had lots of sex with guys. I just liked the idea that anybody liked me enough to fuck me.

Yes.

I think there were about 18 chubby 40-somethings I had sex with. Don't know how many of them were married, but I'm sure two of them were because I saw a ring and pictures of their families. One of them was really proud of the fact that she's cheating on her husband and wouldn't stop mentioning it.

any hot 3ways?
Ever with multiple girls?
How often were you at motels/hotels?
Any richfags whore you out for some time?

Answer whatever you want.

Did any of them have you cum bareback inside them? and did the one that was proud of cheating turn you on?

>any hot 3ways?
Only a few, it wasn't like every other night. It was like a special occasion. The first one was really awkward but after that it was pretty fun.
>Ever with multiple girls?
Girls are really hard to have sex with let alone with multiple people involved. There were only maybe two occasions where I had sex with more than one woman at a time.
>How often were you at motels/hotels?
Almost every other day or so. Almost always shitty cigarette motels.
>Any richfags whore you out for some time?
I did some stuff for a few rich guys once who gave me a surprising amount of money for simple things over time but none of them really whored me out.
One of them did leave me alone in a room with one of his friends and told me to do whatever the guy wants for the next few hours, and he paid me for it. But that was about it.

>Did any of them have you cum bareback inside them?
Only one, but she said she was on the pill. I didn't care.
>and did the one that was proud of cheating turn you on?
I found her kind of creepy. She was babbling and kind of hyper. She tied off the end of the condom after I came in it and saved it.
So yes it did.

Did any of the others say or do anything disturbing?
how old were you with the first one?

The first one I was 17. She said I was "younger than my youngest son" and that that turned her on. That was kind of disturbing.

how did you find these women specifically?

Mostly through the internet. Craigslist was pretty lucrative.
But it's not glamorous at all. It's mostly just sad.

How was the snake used?

How old are you now?

I'm 19.

Augustine Fellowship? SLAA?

>I am still a very horny person and masturbate at least 5 times a day.
Are you me?

can i be your gf :) I'm 20 and female from germany

I never went to any of those sort of meetups. Things just got so bad that I hated living and wanted to die. I still kind of do but the urge isn't so strong. But I think support groups are kind of dumb. I've mostly just been doing things on my own.

I can't be your bf.
I can't fall in love.

You can be mine

I'm sorry I have to do this but: T-ti..ts o...r gtfo

Do you regret any of the things u did?
If you don't, what's the one you are closest to regret?

I regret a lot of the things I did. I regret pretty much the last decade of my life.

kik me on shizzle1979

Go to seduction moves?

Humiliatingly.

What do you mean?

W-was the snake in your ass?

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You're in my prayers

Did you know they weren't slimy before or did the disappointment come all at once?

Edge-fag

how do i get laid easily

Being able to realize by yourself is a huge step. Good luck in your recovery, you have my respect

It wasn't really slimy per se, just very slippery.

It's true though. I didn't intend for it to come across as edgy.

The trick is to only have sex with people who are at rock bottom and have nothing left to lose. And the internet.

What's funny is that for a while I knew I had big problems but didn't care enough to fix them.

Genuinely not true, just a feeling you have that can't be substantiated because you're too into your own head to consider love as possible, just go cry onto your erection you selfish fuckstick

>just go cry onto your erection you selfish fuckstick
Now THAT's edgy.

1.) How am I selfish?
2.) Are you a psychiatrist? You sure seem talk like one.
3.) No, I really can't fall in love. I never have and likely never will. The idea upsets me. Some people don't always feel the same way you do.

Any more questions?

have you tried smoking weed? that might help a little

I have but it didn't really improve my living situation at all.

I bet youre still a virgin you fricking faggot.

I got my degree in psychology from U of Sup Forums, it seems as though you need a couple sessions

How do I convince my wife to fuck someone like you? I've always wanted her to get railed by a horny insatiable teenager. And where do we find people like you? Just browse Craigslist, or actually post there to attract more like you?

You're more likely to get someone by making a post but generally shouldn't make your wife do anything she doesn't wanna do.

Who did you lose your virginity to, what age were you and was it a good experience? Did you start by experimenting with friends or did you just rush head-on into cruising? Why do you think you got so carried away with it at such a young age anyway?

What made you care enough to fix it? Was there a bottom of the barrel u never thought possible that made you just stop? Or maybe just therapy and slow healing?

Can you elaborate on how/why you tried to fuck your dad?
What's the filthiest thing you've done?
In hindsight, what's the one thing you're attracted to

How do I get into the extreme sex lifestyle? I'm 28, m 6'4" 260lbs. Is it too late? Do i just fish on Craigslist all day?

Also, how was eating shit? Good texture And horrible taste or...? Did they just shit down your throat, or did you have to actively close and swallow that shit? (Pun) and was it both guys and girls, or just one gender that was into that?

Sorry for all the questions, scat's always been fascinating to me. I can't watch it, but I'm morbidly curious.

And did any guys ever fart on you while he was cumming?

She's cool with it, she's just a little on the heavy side and is uncertain if a younger guy would want that. We've already fucked around with a couple friends, both guys and girls.

Was there something that set you off, like a switch FLIPPED and oops I'm needing sex forever now.

Did you ever have an emotional attachment to someone? Like a crush, etc?

For example, my first friend with benefits was age of majority, but had the body of a 14 year old, and whoops now I get off best to Lolis, chasing that feeling I got in highschool.

Pic related

Why are you such a whiny bitch? I'm not even trolling, this is some serious "boohoo poor me" bullshit.

What is it that makes apathetic retards like you tick?

>Who did you lose your virginity to,
A family member.
>what age were you
9
>was it a good experience?
No. Not at all.
>Did you start by experimenting with friends or did you just rush head-on into cruising?
It was a very gradual slip into degeneracy. Mostly started by having sex with friends and it was downhill from there.
>Why do you think you got so carried away with it at such a young age anyway?
I don't know. I liked the attention. My life at home was horrible. Really bad. It was nice to be attractive.

>What made you care enough to fix it? Was there a bottom of the barrel u never thought possible that made you just stop?
I think it was when I was homeless and realized it had basically consumed my entire life. Nobody I knew wanted to talk to me. I started thinking about all the horrible shit I did and I wanted to vomit. I'd lost count of how many people I'd fucked but it's probably in the 300s by now.
But it was mostly just the fact that my life and family had been completely destroyed because of me.

>Can you elaborate on how/why you tried to fuck your dad?
I hadn't had sex in like two days that time and I was going to explode if I didn't. Literally every single thought I had was sexual, I was some sort of hyper-nymphomaniac.
Anyway, he didn't entirely say no. He resisted at first but I was kinda pushy and he gave in.
I felt horrible afterward.

How do I get into the extreme sex lifestyle? I'm 28, m 6'4" 260lbs. Is it too late? Do i just fish on Craigslist all day?
Don't. It's really horrible. You will do horrible, disgusting things and it will shatter your psyche. Just don't.
>Also, how was eating shit? Good texture And horrible taste or...?
I've never eaten shit, thankfully. Things never got that bad. I drank urine but never consumed fecal matter.
A guy did shit on my chest and smear it in, though. I cried afterward when I came home.

How would you feel about being in an open relationship, where the person doesn't need you to be lovey and clingy? Is that a long term relationship you can fathom? Remember, there's more than one kind of happy relationship. Not all love is meant to be sappy. It can just be a best friend you wanna bang

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>and was it both guys and girls, or just one gender that was into that?
It was just one guy. Scat isn't really a common thing. Most people who want to try it with you usually pussy out last minute but he actually went through with it.

Well then in your case, yeah, craigslist is probably the way to go.

>Was there something that set you off, like a switch FLIPPED and oops I'm needing sex forever now.
Puberty did it. One minute I was a child then BAM I NEED IT I NEED IT I NEED IT
>Did you ever have an emotional attachment to someone? Like a crush, etc?
Nope, never.

>Why are you such a whiny bitch? I'm not even trolling, this is some serious "boohoo poor me" bullshit.
I'm actually trying to answer questions as clinically and objectively as possible. Sorry if I'm incorporating emotion a little bit.
I'll try not to.
>What is it that makes apathetic retards like you tick?
Nothing, that's why they're apathetic.

>How would you feel about being in an open relationship, where the person doesn't need you to be lovey and clingy?
I could try that but I'm not sure how long I could keep it up to be honest. I think it would need to be a fwb sort of arrangement. But yeah, if someone wanted I would totally try that for a while.

You mentioned you were 9 when that happened. Was that non consensual? Do you feel that may have spurred on your addiction, or were you already mentally addicted before the event?

>You mentioned you were 9 when that happened. Was that non consensual?
Um, sort of. When I was 8 he said something to me that was really sexually explicit and it creeped me out but later when I was 9 the offer was still on the table. So I took it up. It was weird, he was pretty gentle.
>Do you feel that may have spurred on youre addiction, or were you already mentally addicted before the event?
By that time I was only just beginning to turn into that horny kid that fucked everything that moved and everything that didn't. I think that may have exacerbated it, maybe it broke down some mental barriers that kept me from acting impulsive? I don't know. I know it didn't help anything.

Just wanted to say: thanks for taking the time to answer these. Really interesting shit, and an honest perspective we usually dont get.

No problem, I thought it would be a generally interesting topic for you guys to talk about.

wait a nigger this nigger fucked his dad?

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Yes. I had sex with my dad. He doesn't talk to me anymore.
I know, right?