A family has moved in next door within the last month and I've interacted with most of the family members but today I met their daughter. I only briefly interacted with her and I neither thought nor felt anything really remarkable. However, not less than 5 minutes after she left, I suddenly said to myself that she was going to be my wife.
there is a problem....
she is currently 5 years old and I'm 20 years old. I'm not attracted to young people at all and never have been, even when I was a child. What is so startling is the fact that such a thought crossed my mind because I've never said that about anybody before. I mean I've always wanted a girl friend and there have been women in my life where I seriously considered them but never followed through with it.
i'm not attracted to underage people though so what's the point?
Parker Bell
MODS
Daniel Campbell
not a pedo though
Evan Mitchell
Let me be very clear. I'm not attracted to under age people AT ALL.
Thomas Collins
How the fuck is this pic semi related to your autistic fantasy about a five year old
William Perez
she looks like her?
I'm not fantasizing about anything. It's just that I found it odd the thought cross my mind. Like as if years later I would marry her.
Cooper Flores
this whole thing reminds me of the movie The Hot Tub Time Machine.
Landon Campbell
Uhhh idk but look at this picture
Nathan Davis
He looks angry lmao
John Nguyen
That’s an incredibly weird thought to have. See a therapist and figure out what it means.
Juan Gutierrez
Ikr lmao I got another one
Hudson Bennett
Maybe I should have posted this in /x/ because this feels more paranormal than anything. I've had a handful of precognition thoughts in the past that came true. The fact that this thought would be for something decades in the future is surprising if true.
Samuel Ross
A family moved in last month in the unit next to mine too, except I haven't taked to any if them because they're always screaming at each other and fuck people like that
Logan Reyes
Of you can get her trust go for it, from what I hear literally nothing compares . Taking the time to slowly gain her trust , open her up little by little both physically and emotionally, all leading up to the day when you can slip it in her tight little cunny . I hear guys cum buckets deep inside the first time they manage to slip it in all the way, pumping that hot sticky love right into their small under developed cervix
Jace Wilson
NOT MY THING. Great way to fuck someone up permanently.
Isaac Young
lmfao i think what it means is that you are on Sup Forums too much and its time to say goodbye
Kevin Robinson
Only if you do it wrong. There's a reason girls come out fucked up and that's because other women gaslight them into believing they suffered through some fucked up torture when in reality sexual curiosity begins at a young as fuck age anyways . I started rubbing bits with my cousins when I was under 10 , and that happens all over the world .
Tyler Cox
Well, let's say it does come true, how would you explain this to people?
Ethan King
Well if you're right, then there's no reason you can't wait another thirteen years.
Jose Harris
>5 years old and I'm 20 years old kys
Liam Jenkins
trying this hard to get attention wew lad get help
John Russell
Assuming you're correct, those other people are impossible to control and you can't guarantee people will have a positive experience. A person could think they had a positive experience and then 20 years later a therapist tells them they had a negative experience and then they're ruined.
Even if I was a pedo (which I'm NOT), I wouldn't risk such a thing because it's certain the parents wouldn't accept it if they found out unless they were fucked in the head themselves.
Juan Foster
Can't get married to underaged people so it would be implied that I'd have to wait.
Lincoln Ramirez
i wouldn't explain it to anyone. seriously, everyone has fucked up thoughts out of no where for no reason. you aren't attracted to underage people but this thought popped in your head out of the blue. it doesn't mean anything, its just some weird shit the human psyche does sometimes. People have fucked up thoughts and deep inside they think "man, i can never tell anyone this shit." and they bury it deep in their brain and try to move on. don't think about it too much, and don't let it become a problem
Liam Parker
You're full of shit , it's hard wired into our brains , at the very least nearly every straight man in the world is a hebephile. Why do you think the universal #1 porn search is teen/barely legal? Why do you think the most voted perfect pussies tend to look young and puffy, soft and like a peach? Why do you think we reel roasties axe wound vagina ? Because it's visually synonymous with age , and old women are not ideal for breeding The prime breeding age is 14-16, and humans begin exploring their sexual organs as young as 6-7
Sebastian Moore
I don't think prime breeding age is 14-16, more like 16-20 years old when they've fully grown up. I reached maturity at 16 years old so that would essentially be the beginning of my prime.
Hudson Baker
i'm not saying its not hardwired. all im saying is everyone has weird thoughts at some points. i agree, prime breeding age is 14-16 and its hardwired because humans were lucky if they made it to the 30's back then. I don't think basic human instinct is made to look at a 5 year and think of her as a mate. OP is saying he's never been attracted to underage people before and even he's freaking out about it.
Everyone has weird thoughts at some point, and they don't share it with anyone. its basic psychology. just dont pay much attention to it and move on
Joshua Rivera
Well what if those "weird thoughts' become reality. If I marry her when she is 22, how would I explain to people how I met her and started dating her?
Aaron King
/x/file here. We would tell you to see a therapist. This isnt normal.
Isaac Torres
just a pointless thought, don't pay any attention to it.
you probably need to socialise more with people your own age. people normalise when they are around their peers regularly. really doesn't mean anything, i doubt you found her attractive, it is just your bored and detached mind.
join a social club/hobby/activity with a mixture of males and females and go to it regularly. once a week at least. hiking club, sports club, gym, dance classes anything like that. start chatting with the people there, if you like talking with one of the girls and she seems to like talking with you, suggest something to spend more time with her alone. "let's go for a burger" or "i'm going for a burger, want to come?" anything like that. don't ask a question, just make a suggestion and she can either accept or reject it. socialising and talking to people just takes practice, the more you do it, the better you become at it.
tl;dr; spend more time with people your own age and forget this, it doesn't mean anything apart from you are lonely.
I'm fairly certain that this is bait, but in case it isn't you need to get help. See a psychiatrist. They'll help you with this problem without judgement and you'll benefit immensely. Doctor patient confidentiality is a thing and it's not illegal to be a pedophile, but it's absolutely illegal and immoral to be a child molester. Get help before you become one.
