The Last Letter from HJK
To my wife,
I am so sorry. I promised you that this would never happen. You have the biggest heart of anyone in the entire world and I need you to use that heart to care for our son and baby. This world... It is so full of hate, anger, obsession. I just can't take it anymore. When we met I was sure I would scare you away after I told you about my problems, but you stuck by my side. The therapy isn't working like we want it to. The world isn't changing and if anything is headed further away from what it could be. I love you. And always will. Be strong my dear. Be strong for our boy. Tell him his dad loves him very much and he will watch over him.
To my son,
Hey there little boy. I love you. You are probably too young to remember your dad, but I hope your mother will speak well of me. Take good care of her. Love her. Listen to her. Be a good big brother. You are going to grow up to do amazing things. I just know it. I love you.
To baby,
You aren't even here yet and yet you fill me with love. Your daddy is very sick, but it is all ok because he is going to be better soon. I love you very much and I need you to grow up to be the best person that you can be. Do not let anything hold you back and always know that your parents love you.
Mom and Dad,
I am sorry I didn't call. I know I promised I would if things ever got this bad. I want to thank you. Thank you for making me the man I have become. Thank you for showing me unconditional love and teaching me everything I know. Please forgive me. I know it will break your hearts, but it will be ok. I will be happy now.
This world is just too much.
He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you
Never, ever, during your trials and testings.
When you saw only one set of footprints,
It was then that I carried you."
