Being a guy

>Being a guy
>Liked flat girls
>Then started liking loli
>Then Develop a like for traps
>Then Started to doubt my preferences
>Once a best male friend fapped me while I was sleeping near him
>Even though I was with girlfriend at the time, I encountered with my friend a couple of times to just fap each other or do oral
>My friend wanted something serious but I was confused and practically decided by luck what to do
>Got Married with my Girlfriend (Is loli like) so was ok
>My friend kinda got over me and started a new relationship with another guy
>5 years passed
>I Still have feelings for my friend and sometimes while I have sex with my wife I think he is doing me
>Started to use women clothes in secret to fap
>Tried to get that feeling out of my head and did webcam so ppl could tell me I am horrible and stop crossdressing
>Surprisingly guys on internet just liked my ass, dick and clothes so that only stuck the idea more
>My friend broke up with his boyfried
>His ex-boyfriend sometimes flirts with me in text messages... not sure if he is just playing or being serious about it

So now I don't know what to do, stuck with my wife, try again to go after my friend, see what happens with this other guy that's also a good friend... to be honest I kinda have the same feelings for each one but I'm so lost in all mi thoughts right now...
What will you do if you were me?

>not having both a boyfriend and girlfriend at the same time
wow it must really suck not being polyamorous

Made, visit a psycho therapist. Do not break up with your wife, being homo is just a digital brainwashing done by todays age, do not go against biology.Even I fap to traps from time to time but still there is a boundary that should be crossed.

Mate*

Nah you're just a faggot that failed at evolution.
>kill yourself

Or just cheat. Polyamoury is fuckin weird dude

try ejaculating and see if you are still attracted to males/ your friend; i think its purely a twisted fetish nothing more. Which is pretty normal and I think most of us have them just come forth with them because of the danger to be misinterpret. Pretty much a pivotal point of your life but try to understand yourself, talk with your spouse if she seems reasonable enough to do so.

worst thing you can do is going against biology*

polyamory is only weird to people who arent also poly.
otherwise it's bliss.

yo what if im polynesian

Just. Ask ur bestie to fuck u in the ass and vice versa.

If it's really weird and nasty, say "holy shit man, I love u, but that's just fkn weird"
If u like it, tell ur gf u want to bring a guy into relationship for MMF.

She doesn't respect ur wishes, she doesn't truly love u.

Nigga you mad gay

You’re a fag. So what?

Try getting pegged by waifoo?

>>Then started liking loli
>>Then Develop a like for traps

statistically sound.
it's because pedo and gay eventually converge

shouldn't

Don't think that's the case for everyone.

fuck friend, his ex, and wife, like a boss.

Or just tell your wife to put on a put-on-dildo and fuck you just to get past your sexy time.

this

You look at too much porn. That's p much it and you seek attention.

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