I am finally happy

I am finally happy.
why are you not ?

Jews

How'd you get there? Greentext your story, Pepe.

fpbp tbqh fam

I got past being suicidal.
Now im suicidal again, ive layed in bed all day and havent had a meal in 20 hours
Its tough being all alone again.

I'm drunk so I'm happy

blacks

sjw

No job, live with parents, gf left me.

It's a blessing, it's a curse, it's whatever you want it to be

I've been suicidal in the past, got treatment, medications, got well.
Now I'm back at it, but came to conclusion that some people aren't meant to be with others and I'm one of them.

incredible loneliness and no self esteem

>be me
> 18
> 175 cm
> 90 kg
> virgin
> traumatic childhood
>bullied all through elementary school
> for reasons lived alone from age 15
>recently moved in with my father
> decided to go on diet and exercise
> never been able to do a single pull up now 5 in a row
> grades greatly improved
>self confidence also
> won school english competition
> applied for job and invitted for job interview
> cut people holding me back

I did not feel happy happy since I was a child.

Happiness is for children my friend. Grow up and deal with it instead of complain like a little cunt

Can't talk to girls

Can't make new friends

To autistic to live

Too ugly to live

This week is the first time I've actually wanted to kill myself

enjoy it while it lasts, user

Happiness isn't a long lasting emotion. It's a temporary feeling like all others. You'll be back.

Girl left me
I have that bitch now but kinda miss her and want her back at the same time
Love's a bitch

It may be.However, is that not what we all seek ?
Does not dealing with things lead to happines ?

Why aim for something you cannot have? Whatever you get, whatever you do, you will never be as happy as you could be when you was a child

we're all just trying to be okay

So is saddness. It may be temporary, but I w ant to make the most out of it while I can.

im ugly af.

Then your goal can not be to be as happy as you were a child. true happiness comes from self serenity. While not everlasting,It may provide the needed strenght