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Hey Sup Forums ,
What's weighing you down?

I hate niggers

Also feels thread.

Op gay

ur mum :)

Only eels like feels >:(

Still hate niggers btw

Hi church o wait this isn’t bible study

There's no afterlife man.

Post em

Why do you hate niggers, user?

crippling vore fetish worst of all my gf found out and clacks her teeth near me ear in public making me diamonds and racing my heart but its kinda cool though she downloaded devourment for skyrim for me remember to get you a girl whos dated nothing but psychopaths so you look normal

ive seen it chill and go in peace

my life is so fucked and dont know how ima get out of it

I mean everyone has their kink user. Don't be too embarrassed to like what you like.

Remember you are anonymous here, user. Let loose.

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sigh, you all will think ima fag but here we go.Life was good I had a heroin problem, lost everything fucked my credit up, got arrested. Moved back home. My parents now think its cool to babysit me . (they always been mentally abusive which is why i moved out in the first place) They dont let me go anywhere dont let me have a life. Wonder why i drink all the time and im super broke. Ima b on probation, get screamed at and locked in this house for wanting to live. So end up stealing their booze and or money to find booze. Became super lazy unmotivated . Just about have given up, have a dream but impossible to chase with these fucktards

All I want is to not be another ghost that no one can remember
I can't figure out what is going on anymore
I'm 18 and im supposed to have a goal or something i want to do but I dont

Well I'm grateful I have a secure job but we had a huge pay cut and my hours are bad, I now have to work a 2nd job to make up for lost money. My girlfriend is great but she has a kid.....I like the kid and the father is out of the picture but still I'm hesitant about being a cuck and raising some other dudes kid....I want to apply to other places to work in the same field but that means I'm gonna have to go through a 6-8 month process again....I have to do it but it sucks.....I was planning on buying a house but now I have to wait because of the pay cut.

Mind you I'm only 22 so I feel like I'm in over my head in alot of ways

You'll be alright user. Keep up hope man.

It gets better and easier with work.
The life and living part i mean.
But it takes work, that's the hard part.

Hey dustin

I'm literally a sad fuck for no reason. I was born like this. I either feel sadness or I feel something that I can't describe. I don't think you can get any faggier than me.
What's stopping you? Social anxiety?

Yeah I know it was just such a pain in the ass to get my current job I had to do several interviews and tests as well as a background investigation and a psych test so to have to do that again is gonna suck

Who is Dustin?

I used to be happy, but this negative household i live in sucks. I fucking am so bored and cant get on my feet by staying inside all day. got food tho and internets but honestly i feel like i could do better homeless

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If you truly like your girlfriend and her kid, then you'll go through help to get the job to see them safe. I know you'll make it user.

Oh God, I miss her.

Another night spend with the drink and the loneliness

I feel your feel user.
I'm starting over after a 2 year relationship.
New job, new place, new town. Had to leave my pups behind.
Gotta remember that for whatever reason it wasn't the right thing. No matter how faggy and unlikely it seems, we can be happy again. Believe it user. Maybe I will too.

>best friend is dying
>hes getting worse every day
>his left expetancy went from 'up to a year' to '6 to 9 months' to '3 weeks to a few months' in just a month.
>other friends keep on insisting 'yeah but i just dont ''feeel'' like its his time to go yet (friend is a psychic so other friends are all low level 'psychics')
>they check in on him once every few weeks, one or two comes once a week
>they stop by for lunch for 2 hours and think 'he looks so much better'
>they're not there flushing his cather 30 times a day
>taking him to the hospital ER every other day
>they arent there changing his diaper cuz hes lost control of his bodily functions
>they arent there watching how he literally can't walk because the stage 4 cancer has literally demolished some of his bones
>despite that he literally can't take ANY treatments and has been sent home to die they keep saying 'i just dont think its his time yet'
>they get offended when i update them on the prognosis
>i just want to spend a few more months with my friendb ut every day is a struggle just to stop him from feeling massive amounts of pain
>we were business partners and were living off company money
>when he dies i also lose my job

My multitude of mental "problems" I guess anxiety could be part of some of my problems but not the main problem.
I have no motivation to do anything so i just don't focus on it and let time drift by but now im gonna graduate after this semester and I cant go to college because im gonna end up dropping out and the only other choice i have is the military

Have you burned all bridges with others? If not, couch surf but help clean their house. If you have- it might sound tough to hear but- sell tech and anything else valuable for rent money. Find a roommate. Then try your damnest to get a job. If you have to, voluntarily commit yourself to rehab and get paperwork showing you're clean for better odds at landing a job.

Well I do like her alot and I like her kid, part of the reason I want to change where I work is so I have better hours and can be around more

at least u have that choice. im a felon so cant even do this. noone will hire me. i get reminded of how much i fucked up everyday. lost all friends bc cant go out. wana start business bc thats the only way but cant even go out to meet contacts bc locked in house

Grad school applications
I have been waiting to hear decisions, knowing other people are getting offers, every day I don't see an email I die a little inside

did that , its how im clean bc i checked myself to rehab thanks tho. dont have enough friends to couch surf bc they all married moved away or i burned the bridge by dope. but i gots felony so hard to get job. i would like to get a part time job and use it to start a business but idk this negative household leads me to wanting to just die. Sad bc i was very successful

I'm infatuated with a girl I haven't met in person. I had a total breakdown a few months ago. Now I have to take xanax just to leave my house without having a panic attack. I can barely function in my day to day. I'd off myself but I won't because I'll fuck that up like everything else in my life. Better to be alive and miserable than a vegetable.

I found that the cure of lack of motivation and temporary cure for my sadness is to have the light shine on me. Muster up strength to go all out on night so that others can egg you on to be a better person. But I understand if it's hard. God, it took me 3 years of neetness to muster up strength. Pic somewhat related

Tl;Dr-
Pic is saying "I hate how people say 'stop being sad and unmotivated' when things out of your control push you down.

I hear that there are programs that don't wipe it off you record, but act as a flag to let people know to give you a second chance. Try researching user.

That's brutal man. I'm sorry that's happening.

Love is a powerful force user. It can make or break someone. Use her as a source of determination. Tell yourself that you will get that job and you will be a loving partner and a role model to the kid

its been rough. some people get all uppity when they find out that we havent tried 'magic' to heal him yet. point me to a psychic with a proven record and ill try it. fuck. ive seen some crazy shit in our line of work, but nothing like that

Thanks fam. I send you a hug

Shit bro, reminds me of a friend I had in high school that was diagnosed with cancer

Key word "had" :(

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thanks man. just need a job for like 2 weeks to have enough loot to start company

rip man wish i had some advice but i hope you find some way for it to work out
it isn't as hard to meet and talk to people for me as it is to keep the relationship going because i end up getting tired of people and i use to have a small friend group but it isnt really a thing any more since all of them went to college and the main guy got a girl and put all of his interest in her and lost it for his friends

Hope you make it on the NASDAQ one day and retell the story of how an user gave you motivation to get where you are.

>Be me
>Junior in HS, couple of months away from summer break, feels good
>Been in and out of inpatient/outpatient programs for teenagey bullshit, move from one crisis to another cus I'm pathetic
>successful discharge from Linden Oaks, from their outpatient Chemical Dependency Unit(CDU/CD)
>Meet guy off app
>hit it off pretty well, into the same kind of music and we progressively spend more and more time together
>decide to officially ask each other out, even tho we'd be pretty intimate for months at this point
>relationship is amazing, I love this man
>going into senior year, he graduated the year before me, getting back into the groove of school-life after being away for so long
>tfw he becomes more and more distant
>tfw we stopped all communication
>tfw he's happy with someone else now
kms

recently i've been watching some of those science videos on youtube that talk about space and shit. They always make me feel like a fuggen ant compared to the rest of the universe and I just feel like I wont ever have an impact on anything important.

also i think im problably a virgin for life

I wish I had something else to say.
We'll still be here to listen no matter what Sup Forumsro

You're with us anonYou can be happy. You just have to work on yourself. Someone will show up. Someday...

just acknowledging it is better than trying to find something to say to be honest. there is nothing that can make it better and even if someones been through it there is no positive here or any advice on getting through it. you just do. so when people TRY to give me advice, especially if they havent had to deal with this shit it just makes me angrier.

people saying 'i dont know what to say' is the most comforting thing I hear. because it tells me im doing everything i can. there isnt some path or knowledge im missing out on. it just is what it is.

If the relationship fizzes out that quick, then it wasn't meant to be. In High school I knew everyone, not because I was good looking or athletic or any other Chad traits but because I went around to everyone trying to find my place. But then again, I have been told by many people that I naturally have charisma and can form or feign connections to make friends. Practice your charisma and one day, you'll find your group.

Jesus Christ Tim just fuck anything with two legs and get it over with! Most aren't proud of their first but once it's done you have a basis to work off from!

>/end rant
>also know you are not Tim
>I wish my friend Tim would just fuck someone already

I know that, I just don't know if I am in over my head like I said I'm only 22 do I really know what I'm doing.....I mean I feel as if I do and I really do like her and her son, I've met her family and they really like me but I have no idea how to introduce her to my family. I don't care what they think about her having a kid but like any other person it makes me nervous to think about it. She works alot and is going to school full time and have offered to pay before so I know she isn't using me for my money, I'm just afraid of investing alot of time into her and her son and for some reason it doesn't work out... meaning that the child would suffer if I just disappeared from the picture one day...idk maybe I'm over thinking it

The old ball and chain.

Ill try but i plan to end it soon enough. Within 5 years if I haven't improved in the way I want im done I struggle just to get up and go to school and im about to quit my job i have had for nearly 2 years

Yeah. I'll agree there. Sometimes nothing is the best.

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I'm uncertain about my future, I don't want to be a wage slave for the rest of my life. I want to live in the woods, work at building a house and farm. I want to work and directly reap the benefits of my labor. I don't want to pay taxes, I don't want to be live in this world and be nice to people who hate me. I don't want to fake social interactions or pretend to care about people who don't care about me. I don't want to play video games, they're turning into mindless cash grabs, same with movies and tv. I just want to be left alone, I want to live alone, I just want to die alone. I'm afraid I can't do it tho, I'm afraid I'll die before I get a house built. I'm afraid rangers or cops will come and tear everything I've worked for down. I'm miserable, perhaps I'm just throwing a tantrum like a child but I just feel so helpless in the world. I'm running out of money to live in society, I have to choose something fast

repetitive threads on Sup Forums

>implying there is ever anything else

Your other points are vaild but one point that I'm having trouble grasping is the part about introducing her to you family. The problem is caring about what they think. Hand on a bible, the next part is completely true.

>be me
>sad fuck
>Family comes from California to visit us in Colorado.
>Hey user, want to stay with us for a while in Cali
>Why not.jpg
>a one week stay turns into a 3 month stay.
>my cousin is getting ready to propose to his gf. We are all hype as shit but we are traditional and he goes ask for his gf's hand in marriage to dad
>Dad says no because he doesn't have a job or a house. Expects to have a house paid in full before he can marry her.
>We are 20 minutes away from Compton. This isn't exactly job city.
>Cousin's gf gets mad and the next morning she has her shit packed and is staying with us for 2 days before all three of us, plus a friend we invited to drive 6 hours up to Sacramento to stay at my Cousin's, my Cousin's sister's house, who got pregnant with someone else's kid and is now married for 5 years to another man with 2 other kids that's his.

That trip taught me that true love triumphs anything and fuck what family says about love.

I'm living pic_related.wav 100%, shit.

Shit is complex man.
As long as you have faily, friends, or a significant other to slog through it, you'll be okay

depression

I got the ncis on my nuts man.

I'll be honest I've never introduced any girl to my family because they embarrass the shit out of me, my father is basically fine, but my mother is a hoarder so the house is terrible my one brother is the same and the other is a pot head so I'm pretty embarrassed. I told her the truth and she was the 1st girl I ever told about the life I try to keep hidden and she still accepted me after that. However I'm still terrified to ever bring her over even though I'm sure she wouldn't care. It's more of a me problem then anything else. I'm just terrified of losing her, which I guess shows either how much I like her and or that I'm insane haha

I'm in a productive but empty part of my life.
I'm doing great in the university and have a lot of people who want to be with me. But the only thing that I do is browsing in this shit hole; and then, when I'm bored, read a novel to forget how empty I feel; when I finish the book, I watch an anime to the end.
Then I start all again. All to live in those imaginary places. Even here I feel like if I was a different person.
I don't want any girlfriend or any friends. I just want to die in a comfy way. Go to sleep one night and then never wake up.
I love you guys, but it's so tiresome live a life that I should be supposed to enjoy.

Lack of focus.

My big ol' heavy log cock. I been lugging that shit around for decades and now I got knee problems

I don't know. I just feel like there a heavy weight on my chest. I can't see what my life can be like in the future. I don't know who I am or what going to be.

Alcoholic family members...

Sometimes it's a mindset. It's hard as fuck. I have a really time with it myself. You just have to do what you can. Get by, try to enjoy things, share with people. Eventually we'll get better over time. That's what I hope anyway.

How old is she? And Yung chad?

We are both 22 she has a year left for her specialist program I graduated college and have a job. Her son just turned 3 about a week ago

>have tinnitus very young to have it
>love music
>friend who taught me how to play guitar and bass died of cancer
>miss him so much
>cant play since he died
>listen to music to cope
>tinnitus gets worse
>only other passion is cars makes tinnitus worse too
>im fucking baby driver expect i never get gf

You should impregnate her

Gravity.

Why would I do that if she still has a year left in her program? Also what would that solve, I'm not saying I haven't thought of it because I really want kids but I am missing your point.

I'm hundreds of dollars behind on the bills, despite working my ass off all last year, and then had to cut back my shit hours due to health concerns. I'm constantly sick, I can't eat, can't sleep, feel like shit 24/7 amd can't evem afford to see a doctor. One test on a list of 10 recommended tests costs over $400... I haven't had $400 to spend on anything other than power ainve 2014. My car is falling apart, my house is in shambles, my alcoholic brother basically lives on my couch even though he has his own room. We had to get a title loan on his truck to make his half of the rent which is essentially all he pays. His $150 a month ensures that I pay over $300 out of pocket for everything else. Im stressed to the point that I lose my shit and have panic attacks every 15 minutes or less. I'm entirely certain I will be homeless before the end of May. I'm wholly incapable of socializing, I'm apathetic to the point of literally sitting at home in my free time waiting to go back to a job I despise, so I can make just barely enough to pay the bills so I cam keep the cycle going. I have no quality of life. The most exciting thing to happen recently was receiving EBT benefits which I didn't want to have in the first place. I hate everything and I have no idea how much longer I can keep this up before I just cease to be functional...

Sorry to keep you waiting. But I suggest taking everyone out somewhere and introducing there. I know you are on a tight budget but you can always ghetto it and go to Golden Corral. Would not recommend but that's a last resort.

What the hell do you do for a living that you cant afford 300-400 a month for rent man

I'll think of something but yeah I know I definitely need to get around to everyone meeting

Shit, I know that feel. Alcohol replaced my dad's side of family blood. I too have alcoholism but I have a somewhat lid on it. Distance yourself from them. Except the one's you already have a close bond with.

After impregnate her of course

What is me getting her pregnant gonna solve?

When people in debt are asked what was their regret, some of them said not pawning things off earlier that they ending up selling later to make a dent in the debt. I suggest pawning, not selling. Difference is that when you pawn, you take a loan using your item as collateral if you can't pay it off.

god dammit i need advice

Sorry user, I've been busy with other advice and classwork. My advice, as stated before, I had a friend with cancer. This friend showed me anime (laugh it up) INB4, go away dirty weeb. I couldn't even stomach my favorite anime for 3 months after he died. But decided that he would have wanted me to keep him updated with his favorite shows. So I do what I loved and he loved to honor his memory. Even though anime doesn't bring you harm like tinnitus, you can always take aspirin and wear earplugs to block out some noise. But honor his memory, user by doing what you two loved most.

I don't know what to tell you user. Spend as much time doing what you love. I think your friend wouldn't want his death to stop you from enjoying music. Tinnitus,who knows thye may come up with something to help it in the future; until then try and protect your ears. Hope for the best. That's really all I've got. I'm sorry you lost your friend user.

I have a volunteer job that requires me to interview people. I hate it but I can't just give this up. The experience will look good on a resume. But it's so stressful to me.

How many weeks you have logged? If more than 12. Straight up tell them to either change up how interviews go because it sucks the life out of you or you walk. Find another internship. One where you actually have fun.

Pro tip, some companies barely glance at resumes.

thank you user ive been considering trying to play again just been so long i know i wont be as good as i was when i was jamming with him i almost got the hendrix style down a week before he died