Alright Sup Forums I haven’t posted here in a while and I figured my first green text in over a year should be the...

Alright Sup Forums I haven’t posted here in a while and I figured my first green text in over a year should be the sad but true story of my life. Grab your popcorn

>be me in moms womb
>mom didn’t plan on getting pregnant
>doesn’t matter because she plans on having me anyway
>her and Dad together since junior year high school
>mom in 5th year of college for musical performance
>operaandstuff.jpg
>damn good at it
>Dad is a drop out
>while moms pregnant, dad becomes even more douchbaggy than before
>abusiveasshole.png
>the separate
>I’m born
>live with mom and grandma for a while until mom gets nice apartment
>tried dating around a bit but always put me first
>Dad had partial custody every other weekend
>would always promise to come get me but hardly ever did
>lots of nights sitting at the door with packed bags until the late hours of the night
>too young to understand that he doesn’t really care
>eventually meets guy, let’s call him Tom, and they hit it off
>Tom and mom love each other and when I meet him, I immediately like him
>after 1 year they get married
>I’m 4 at this point
>Start to call Tom dad
>occasionally Dad would try to have me on his weekends but would still fail to show, but at this point it doesn’t matter to me because I had learned that he’s a piece of shit
>when he did come for his weekend I legally had to go, so I went
>always put me down and made me feel bad about myself
>constantly trying to brainwash me to hate Tom
>continues for about 3 years and in that time we moved twice
>first house was fine, but school district sucked, so we moved again, which is the house that mom still lives in to this day
>mom and Tom have a baby, so I have a sister now
>situations with Dad persist until about 2 years later when mom and Tom divorce because Tom was getting abusive and was cheating
>mom devastated and so was I
>little sister too young to know what was happening

>about a year later mom finds a new boyfriend who we’ll call Dave
>Dave has 5 kids
>Dave is cool and his oldest son (who was 4 years older than me) was pretty cool too and we played CoD together
>Dave moves in with all 5 of his kids
>I’m very overwhelmed and mom starts to not pay as much attention to me
>go into super deep depression
>get therapy
>turns out I had depression, anxiety, PTSD, paranoia, and bipolar disorder
>at this point my grades are dropping, which was hell for me because I was and have always been the “smart one”
>eventually I recover somewhat and mom realizes that she kind of sucked for a while but I still love her because she’s a great person
>Dave and mom get married
>high school comes and goes
>get accepted into and Ivy League college full ride
>meet a girl
>talk to her for a while
>start to date
>get into theater with her
>she becomes my life and soul
>we date for over a year and eventually I say we should take a break, because we were drifting and I thought time away would make us get back into things
>eventually just never talk again
>try to fix things multiple times but she seems uninterested
>can’t do theater or anything else that I previously did with her because of extreme anxiety attacks and depression
>now we get to today
>it’s been about 4 months and my life has broken apart
>everything I love is gone
>I’m far away from home
>what the fuck do I do Sup Forums

Kill yourself

Yeah probably

Step sister you say? Heh, you know what to do.

user. All you gotta do is to move forward step by step. It wont solve everything. But it will at least bring you away from what you use to be and closer to who you want to be

Better you learn how to be independent sooner than later on in life. Find what makes you happy as your own person. And just remember loyalty makes you family. Not blood or any document.

You need to find inspiration. Better yourself. Your struggle can galvanize you in a way that normal people cant understand. Read up on stoicism.


Also can I post my extremely depressing life thats similiar to this

I’m kind of interested to hear your story

Trust me. I know about loyalty and family. My best friend was like a brother to me but he just disappeared one day senior year. That’s the main reason I wanted to get away from home and come to a college far away

u weak shit

yes please post

there's nothing weaker than the act of posting that comment

u weak shit x2

Weak shit^2

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Alrighty then
>be my mom
>be raised by (my)grandma c.(I have alot)
>grandma c. Is a deaf schizophrenic
>fall in love with my bio dad
>they moved in with grandma k. And left grandma c. On her own at an old peoples place
>they make my older brother
>turns out bio dad is a crackhead alcoholic piece of shit
>my mom moves in with my real/step dad
>she makes me
>older brother is getting used by both my bio dad and mom to get back at each other
>little brother is born
>don't know I have an older brother until I was like 6
>real/step dad is diagnosed with diabetes and he is doing dialises or whatever
>at 8 i visit my older brother at my bio dad kinda frequently, older brother is an emo because his dad abuses the fuck outta him
>real dad is in critical condition, and my mom is kinda treating me like shit and doing xans alot
>grandma c. Moves in with us
>our next door neighbor is really friendly to us, almost like family
>be 9
>real/step dad dies, don't exactly know how to deal with it
>mom is a complete mess
>grades start dropping tremendously

Cont.

Pupinia is queen.

>Ivy League college
which one

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Duke

Is that pupinia?

such a qt

Damn user that’s some fucking shit :(((

yep

Too bad that Pup decided to date a spick though, or a muslim or whatever he is.

>we start getting extremely poor
>mom gets abusive
>literally have meltdowns every week
>it gets so bad my mom beats the fuck out of me
>she starts talking to a guy named Shayne
>I settle down a lil
>they move in with each other
>shayne is a literal piece of shit, slightly better than bio dad
>me and mom get into argument so bad I run away
>I was a homeless 11 year old
>for 3 months i fought to eat and stole soup
>I finally decide to go to grandma k.'s house (my brother and bio dad live there)
>situation from my mom to there is so much better
>still horrible
>my biodad and older brother get into a fight one day and biodad leaves
>older brother is unstable and grandma k. Is batty
>I'm extremely depressed and try to kill myself at 12
>everyone finds out and I get help
>eventually move in with grandma s. and grandpa
>I literally live in a fucking ice cream stand that's out of business
>I sleep on a shitty twin mattress because they'res no space
>start learning about history around 14
>get into politics around 15

Cont .

Yea it gets better though. It always has and it always will. There is no silver lining, there is just a metaphorical yin and yang

nice if real
also if not a LARP then you're overreacting by a fuckton, breakups are the retroactive price of being in relationships

I have a kid that I never bother seeing. I don't even know if she knows I'm her dad.

>16, extremely depressed
>start browsing the chans
>discover Sup Forums
>basically do a years research over Hitler and race and shit
>find a meaning in life, to serve my people
>become a devoute Christian Nazi stoic that focuses on esoteric transhumanism and ethnonationalism
>becoming a nazi literally made the depression go away

The break up itself wasn’t the bad part. It sucked but it happened. The super shitty part was having to move out of the apartment and all together just being to anxiety driven to do anything I love anymore because I did everything that I loved with her and if I see her I have panic attacks

If she finds out you either need to be in or out of her life completely because that sometimes there and sometimes not fucking destroys a kid

In fact I think its that very quote that motivated me.

Oh trust me I am never going to be a part of her life.

user what video is that from

Kek

2nd

Did this thread die

What do you want us to say then, just find new things you like or accept that she'll be at the previous things you like. At the end of the day what's it matter if she was there if you enjoy doing an activity you've gotta just move on heartbreak happens to everyone

I think so... only a few seemed interested in my crippling depression

People tend not to care about others that wallow in their own self pity, you have all the tools to solve your problem you're just choosing not to.

If you want, I can talk to you privately.
That way we don't have retards posting"kill yourself faggot XD" every 2 seconds that we have to read to sort out the actual posts

Sure that’d be cool... just don’t IP track me and rape my asshole

You think in suicide you fucking weak piece of trash? You make me sick. The only way is forward, stop crying be a man.

Do ya got discord?

Not really I was just feeding into the satire of that guy

Yeah let me redownload it

leJaden #4882

Can you add someone just by name? Haven’t used in a while

Nvm I got it.
Blade#5513

get anxiety meds
if i was on a full ride to duke dealing with shit like this would just be finishing touches

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