Browse Sup Forums a while ago

>browse Sup Forums a while ago
>read about western society and degeneracy
>read about how my generation, the millenials, are wholly unprepared to face adulthood
>realize that i am in this category and spend most of my days browsing the net
>weeks pass
>realize that after Sup Forums much of my time online has been spent looking into health and work
>stopped masturbating to porn
>started standing with better posture
>stop blaming the world for my problems and make due with what i have going on now, opting instead to unfuck my shit

What the fuck have you done to me?

dunno but all this degeneracy and neet shit in the world is making me workout daily and im probably going to join the military considering my life has no direction whatsoever

This, I've been researching workout methods.

It never used to be like this, I used to be horrendously lazy.

Once redpilled I went from being a shitty poor artist to being a wealthy STEM fag in about two years. I've also dropped about 70 pounds and exercise three or four times a week. Shit is crazy brah.

Just do High School football drills, those keep you in shape, and with regular gym time you'll get ripped within a few months.

Fucking nice, man!

This is weird, my plans involve military and weights too
Good shit user, how much until your net goal weight?

>>stopped masturbating to porn
enjoy you're prostate cancer, lol

so, to what do you masturbate now?

Are you me?

>Watching porn
good goy

Yes, the subliminal messages are working. Soon, we'll all have our balls back.

If you can afford it, it's better to fuck some call girl.

>implying you need porn to masturbate

Fair enough. The important thing is to keep the juices flowing and the swimmers fresh.

trying to stop jacking it to porn

ive been doing well but i cracked today

Are you guys porn addicts who masturbate for hours on end or something?

Softcore porn is best.

Met-Art is goat. Any porn without dicks and video is good.

Usually I try to keep it to once a week for maintenance.

Exert self-control, you know you don't like doing it, yet you feel a pull. Why is that? Deep down you enjoy it, but it's clear you enjoy it in the same way that a fatty fat binge eater enjoys cake.

Cake tastes good, it's easy to mindlessly eat slice after slice, but your health will take a toll. So avoid eating it save for special occasions like a birthday party. Otherwise you just become 'that fat fuck who spends most of his day eating cake.'

kek I'd say I'm more addicted to the net than anything else, but I'm breaking away a little bit day by day.

I'm also trying to improve my life, but I still can't be arsed to get a job/education. It's like I know deep down inside that it's all for nothing anyway. Why would I get a job if 95% of women are filthy whores? Why would I even want to put children on this god-forsaken planet when I curse my parents for doing the same to me almost every day?

i was, yeah

quit the internet entirely for a while, or at least Sup Forums


or cancel your home service and only use it in public

Take up celibacy

...

To become eternal.

Honestly, and this is just me after having spent last year in a depression, doing something, anything, is better than rotting away in front of a screen doing fuck-all nothing. Doesn't apply if you actually do productive things with your time but I'm guessing you just browse around, correct me if I'm wrong.

As far as women go I'd avoid online dating since it mostly attracts trash. Live your life and if it happens, cool go for it. If not you have your hobbies, focus on being outwardly successful in an area that keeps your interest.

>ID: FLAG

kek

> be lazy r9k fedora
> muh steam games, muh Sup Forums shitposting
> laugh at clearly backwards "race realists" and crybabies lamenting at their loss of meaningless social traditions
> make arguments for the necessity of government and welfare state
> begin to take small doses of redpills
> talk to Sup Forumslacks on skype
> introduced to Molyneux and listen about applying philosophy to your real life
> listen to intro to philosophy series
> start on a course of self improvement
> read Bastiat, Rothbard, Smith, Kant, Hegel, Kierkegaard, Buddhist Canon
> realize the combination of audiobooks while working out
> actually get a gym membership
> stop externalizing the sources of the problems in my life
> have an epiphany about karma not as a supernatural force that dispenses justice, but just chains of causality
> stop carrying "so-and-so wronged me", "x and y is responsible", "my parents blah blah" -- i chose to associate with people who wronged me, i subsidize the behavior of low-quality people
> there is no such thing as things that happen "to me"
> start changing my nutrition, stop drinking shitty energy drinks and corn syrup, chips, sugary snacks. drink black coffee, water, eat mostly whole proteins, dark greens, nuts and fruit
> more mental and physical energy every day than the day before, clarity of mind, sense of peace
> focus on achieving virtue in my everyday interactions, being emotionally present, calling out degeneracy and self-destructive behavior
> cut ties with friends who have no ambition and lead vacant lives who want to feel better about it by surrounding themselves with the same, creating an illusion that there is no other life
> delete my facebook
> dont even recognize myself from a year ago

what happened

I'm already a perma-virgin m8.
I've also tried no-fap, but I always give in on the 7th day. I'm on the 6th day now...
I always tell myself it's okay to fap on the 7th day because I've already maxed my testosterone, and then there's always the people who keep telling me that no-fap is a meme/placebo.

that's fine if you plan on getting married. But if you don't, I'm talking full-on celibacy, never fapping and also eliminating sexual thoughts altogether

...

Decide sooner than later. Some programs are closed doors to you as you get older.

25 is the cutoff for most things.

I'm losing interest in porn by the day. This place really changes you.

Protip: NoFap is only effective if you stop wasting time mindlessly browsing around online.

I'd argue No/Internet or Severely Reduced Internet Use (the latter being the one that would surely be the preferable one unless you plan on going innawoods) would be more effective.

fear porn is even more addicting than real porn

that's what Sup Forums and similar sites are.

I've been a NEET for like 6-7 years mate. Probably been in a ''depression'' for a good 8-9 years. It's not like I'm a sulking piece of shit all day, it's more that I find less and less enjoyment out of life as time passes. It's also like I've become completely tranquil, I don't even care that I'm in this mess anymore. The only anxiety I have left is the doubt I have for my future. There's always this thought lurking in the back of my head that I might regret living like this when I'm older, but then I stop giving a shit again and go on about my day.

The only ''productive'' things I do is practicing guitar, mediation and yoga. If I don't do yoga/meditation I feel like complete shit for some reason. Like bodily and mentally I feel like a wreck--even more so than usual. Maybe I should earn my money with this, but I don't really have a lot of people skills.

What would I gain from that? Genuinely curious.

Semen retention can lead to increased concentration and skill in something if you dedicate your energy to it.

It's not for everyone though, most people are better off just marrying and having kids

The funny thing is, I've always wanted to live innawoods, but my internet addiction is stopping me. If I could live innawoods with a steady internet connection then I probably would've left this place a long time ago.

>joining the military
what a fucking retard, I hope you get paralyzed in some pointless war

>If I don't do yoga/meditation I feel like complete shit for some reason.

I do this, too. Definitely helps keep the mental state calm.

>it's more that I find less and less enjoyment out of life as time passes.

Know this feel, is there anything outside of being on here that you like that involves a social component? Learning people skills takes time but it will ultimately serve you well to read on social cues. I'm a diagnosed sperg and still have my days where I can't tell what the fuck a person is trying to get across.

So do I but really, it's my career that's stopping me because I just started work as an engineer and I'm stuck in cities/suburbs. I'm planning on moving off-grid at least somewhat in a few years once I pay all my loans off and save enough to buy land. There's still ways to get internet by satellite.

But I'd imagine it's even harder to do that in Europe than in burgerland

Isn't it dangerous for your prostate, though?
I've always tried improving my discipline, but after a couple of days of no fap I feel like I could explode at any given time.

Grab guitar, find busy sidewalk, bum life

Zeg me dat je geen wajong hebt.

Ik ben klaar met alle NEETS die een wajong hebben.

NEET voor 9 maanden terende op spaargeld hier, dit gaat misschien verkeerd.

that's bullshit. The problem is you're doing nofap without also controlling your thoughts.

I've never gone that far either, but during the times I've done nofap (for 2-3 week periods) I eventually end up losing all sexual urges until I force it back becuase of boredom.

I am in many ways both worse and better because of this place. Sup Forums inspired me to lift, but the Ironpill comics are what got me really into lifting/general volkisch behavior

It's a shame I see a Jew behind everything now.

>military=foot soldier

You sharpened that edge with a good meme

Fucking this. Sup Forums is both a bless and a curse

>internet addiction

Ding ding ding, biggest fucking problem on my end (and probably the majority of people here).

It's best to overcome this shit/only use the internet for a purpose. Though the first thing is to actually find other shit to fill the idle time with, which is at first challenging and depends on what you actually like in terms of activities you derive enjoyment from.

Here's my solution to beta millenials. All able bodies must go through a military branches basic and ait to gain skills to fight in case of time of war immediately after high school. If you want to pursue a contract with the military you can. This will not only make men and women not be cucks, but it will also give them great lessons in the powers of comraderie, facing and enjoying adversity and becoming adults. Not only does it provide them with useful skills, but the entire country is ready in a moments notice to be a fighting force. Costly? Yes, but you know what's even more costly, cucks.

>I've never gone that far either, but during the times I've done nofap (for 2-3 week periods) I eventually end up losing all sexual urges until I force it back becuase of boredom.

Same here, my record is 3 weeks without any fucking problem. I just thought about that nofap period as a test to myself and it worked wonders. Came back after 3 weeks out of boredom too keks. Lemme just say the load was MASSIVE.

I'm currently enjoying my last 3 weeks of time wasting since finishing school, before I start my full time job in July, then I'm probably going to leave my computer at work 3-4 days a week.

>is there anything outside of being on here that you like that involves a social component

Well I hang out with my friend like 1-2 times a week and we smoke some weed. (we've been doing this for like 6 years, it's become a tradition of some sort) But he's kind of the same as me, aka reclusive and not really sociable. I also hang out with another group of friends like once of twice a month to (you guessed it) smoke weed and play some stupid old games like Mario Party. I've tried to let my friends get into different hobbies besides playing games all fucking day, like maybe they could pick up an instrument so we could play together, but they don't really seem interested.

Socializing has always felt like it drained me of my energy for some reason. Even with my friend whom I've known for nearly 10 years I have a lot of awkward silences. It's not even that I'm too shy to speak my mind, it's just that my mind becomes completely empty after a while. This silence is what I'm afraid of the most, it makes me feel like I'm broken or something. It's not that I mind the silence, but I know the person I'm with does mind.

>But I'd imagine it's even harder to do that in Europe than in burgerland

Yeah, especially in my country. There's literally no nature here except planted trees and shit. I've got enough money saved to move far away though, but I don't know if I could go by myself. Even with all this autism I still have the craving for social interaction.

Al 2 jaar, vriend.

Ik ben er niet trots op, maar ik heb helaas geld nodig.

Silence probably means you are stressed out by the situation. Ever heard of neurosis ?

You're welcome, familia.

Well I've always been called neurotic.
I don't really feel stressed though, unless I've just grown used to it.

Stress is usually halting all interaction, so I'd check myself up if I were you. Like you said you might have grown used to it, happened with me too.

>Sup Forums inspires some to make good money for themselves
>Sup Forums inspired me to abandon "career" along with most monetary and material desires, and live innawoods farming and hunting

Well I don't get anything to brag about but to each their own, I guess. Thankfully I have family that already lives like this, and I'm making arrangements to learn their ways soon.

Also this. I've only ever known a handful of others who get off on the feeling of "sucks so much it's kind of fun."

This.

This society and culture is shit and every day I browse pol with glee knowing Muslims and shitskins are going to replace us. Who knows maybe it'll be better than this consumerist wagecuckery we subscribe to to have a tenth of what our parents and grandparents got. I'll never have a house or kids or a decent wife. I'll be renting and dating whores (it's not even a meme, most girls have fucked well over 10 men) all my life till I end it when my youth runs out.

This is my problem.

Depression is a bitch. I never feel like doing anything at all. It's like I can't quit being worthless.

I've already been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, but it''s gotten a lot better over the years.

I think it's got more to do with me forgetting how to have small-talk. Or maybe the idea of small-talk is so useless to me that I never bothered to learn it.

I really take ''speech is silver, silence is golden'' to heart.

>I think it's got more to do with me forgetting how to have small-talk. Or maybe the idea of small-talk is so useless to me that I never bothered to learn it.

I know EXACTLY what you mean. Maybe it's a skill that some people just don't have ? I can small talk with buddies totally fine, but with strangers I don't really bother to.

Wajong en sparen. Iets klopt niet. Geen aanstoot bedoeld.
Ook; voel me t zelfde, maar dan met nutteloze baan erbij. Wil bijna NEET terug maar het houdt me nog net overeind. Zou t niet aanraden

> Sup Forums inspired me to do what I wanted to do.

Really makes you think.
HUH

you grew up. welcome to responsible adulthood

I can also have small-talk with my friends just fine, it's just that after a while I always reach this moment where I become completely aware of myself and the environment, like I've just ''woken up'' from a dream or something. When I reach this place I just become lost in the moment, and I lose my train of thought. Finding words to speak is literally impossible in this state, all I wanna do is just embrace the moment without the constant need of filling the silence with useless words.

Ik heb geen vaste lasten behalve mijn smerige wiet-verslaving. En ik ben nooit echt materialistisch geweest, dus sparen is redelijk makkelijk.

I will tell you a tip that works for me: Every time you masturbate, you are deforming your dick. If that doesn't help you then, pray to Jesus because obviously the devil have you dancing on your palm.

Stay strong user and work those legs.

Mid workout now

God bless /fit/

I think I've wasted it all. I've never experienced teenage love and other vices. I was so preoccupied with studying(which I gave up ultimately, I'm really mediocre now) and I'm borderline NEET now. It's not like I didn't have occasions, I've just blown all of them.

Over years I gradually self-pilled myself but it only caused short outbursts of "life", when I met new people/new environments before I've given up each and every time. Maybe they gave up, I don't know.
Now I'm in my 20s, completely redpilled and not autistic about it and wanting it - life- again.
Yet, the world is not what I've remembered and hoped for, getting worse with each passing day. I remember 2008-2010 were the best.
I'm too far removed from it and I can't enjoy it fully, sometimes at all.

I've recently carved myself an itty-bitty sphere of influence and boosted my self-confidence levels.

Still, I've given myself next 3-4 moths - either I will forever forget about NEETdom, man up and start it going in a hardcore accelerated way or I will stay that way...till next outburst or else.

that's my Sup Forums experience.

Cliché maar waar, wiet verdoofd je. Lang in gezeten (niet verslaafd, bestaat niet).
Ipv nofap beter een maand nosmoke. Als je iets wil doen natuurlijk

Do it right twice a week and you'll get a six pack with an even diet- no carb overloads.

thinking of reading this book.

the thing is, I can't talk to people period, so I don't know if it'll help.

the fact that charles manson used this to manipulate people gives me hope though.

Nosmoke tijdens de zomer is fokt op. Al mijn vrienden willen dan smoken, en het zweten van de afkickverschijnselen helpt ook niet echt.

Ik weet dat ik teveel smoke, alhoewel het een stuk minder is dan het ooit is geweest. Ik wil eerst al mijn andere problemen tackelen voordat ik aan mijn grootste begin. (aka mijn verslaving)

>all these world problems caused by the jew are gonna make me join the army and fight for the jew

Switching to murrican if anyone wants to contribute; not saying I'm better of, I still feel the same way you do, but with the burden of a shitjob and fake pleasantries with coworkers.
I got out of being completely NEET by quitting weed all together, at least improved my motivation somewhat. So I'd start with that. The rest though, lemme know if you figure it out. Not there yet myself

I know what you're talking about.
I've quit weed a couple of times, and I usually have a lot of excess energy in those periods. But I always get the cravings again after a week or two. I'll begin to feel like I've earned a ''break'' and I usually give in to those feelings pretty quickly, because even without weed I can be pretty apathetic.

I'm already gradually smoking less and less every day. I used to smoke like 5 joints a day, and now I'm down to 2, and I only smoke at night anyway these days so it's not like it's getting in the way of anything.

It's just that killing time is so easy with weed, and I have a loooot of time to kill.
I don't even want a job or anything, but I guess I could need some more motivation in life. I'll give a weed break a try again once it stops being so goddamned hot.

I basically switched from weed to meds to alchohol, so no saint. But there's a noticeable difference. And I've been completely clear for a month now of anything. The craving is bad but only momentarily.

And your comment about killing time, that's exactly my problem too. I don't spend my time, I kill time

>stop blaming the world for my problems
you'd be the first one on Sup Forums to do this.

I've already nearly drank myself into a coma once, and it's given me a distaste for alcohol ever since lel. I wish I could just be straight edge, but it's hard when you know that drugs can be fun as fuck.

One day I know I'll reach that place, but for now I'm...comfortably numb.
hue hue hue

It's also a frustration of sex. Not the real thing, the orgasm isn't as good, and the pre/post aren't either. Honestly it's like playing vidya games instead of going to war--just damn frustrating.

>american doesn't know how to influence people
you have guns for a reason dummy.

You will find a direction in the military, assuming you're not a fucking retard.

Good goy. Accept the world as it is and keep working for your masters.

>educated myself more
>started working out and became /fit/
>learned to pick up girls
>learned to be social
Have always hated niggers though ;^)

>We blame the world for our own problems
No we blame the world for what they are doing to society, none of us are delusional to think our situations are anyone's fault except our owns.

Or you could just get laid.

I'm doing my second MSc and i still have no idea where I'm going with my life.

Same here.

That's actually hilarious. Are you really arrogant enough to believe you're fully in control of your life?

You'll grow out of the distaste at least I did.
But consider iwether the numbness is comforting or just familiar, a safe habit so to speak. Actually I think that might be the addiction

Based on what you say, I'd guess you are an introvert. You should try to go out with groups of 10+ people at least twice a week. It really helps. Even if you only go out for an hour or thirty minutes, these exercises will really help maintain your social skills.

The biggest problem is that introverts go down rabbit holes. It's hard to realize social skills are a habit you have to hone to keep them strong, and the more time you spend socializing the better your results.

Pic related, just look at how much these aryans are having.

And, contrary to the prevailing opinion on this board, the more you socialize with people of other backgrounds and other races, the more it'll benefit you.

>go out with groups of 10+ people

how?

Sup Forums has made me much more confident desu. I feel confident both surrounded by people and by myself. I disassociate from toxic people without feeling like a loner (giving in to the societal jew). I also talk to girls much more easily, and I can actually flirt without being a fucking spaz. Sup Forums also made me start fitness, even though I have small bones, shortened tendons and a bad posture that has gotten considerably better over the years.

I've become more interested in sciences and started getting excellent grades at school. I read more, and read actually good books, not shitty John Green-tier novels. I'm currently reading the Divine Comedy. Fuck, Sup Forums has even made me more interested in arts and more creative than I already was.

Thanks Sup Forums, you've ubermensched me

Has anyone else here embraced a red pilled/ degenerate lifesyle?

In the past month, shits gone crazy awesome for me

>start selling drugs
>making mad $$
>working a very good 48 hour a week job with OT
>go to a strip club on a whim to see the degeneracy at its finest
>end up banging a stripper and becoming good friends with her and the other strippers
>end up boning 4 more of her friends
>they are all cool with it
>end up making the club they work at my trap spot

Feels good man. I've never felt so alive

>quit weed
>quit smoking
>quit being liberal douchebag
>trying to stop jerking off
>trying to work out
>trying to go to school now

Just waiting on some student grants then I'm off to university.

>my trap spot

You got HIV bro.

If you're really a boss, organize a club. Otherwise, join something that sounds like a swell organization to you. Pic related.

Sports teams/sports, a small concert in a personable venue, a family outing (this one's actually gold. If you bond better with your family, I can almost guarantee you'll feel better), go to a park, even stuff like just hanging out at a bar for 30 minutes to an hour and start convos, maybe invite some frands. Hell, go stay in a hostel in your city for a while and guide young tourists around.

The most important step is just getting out there -- you will eventually get wrapped up in cool niche stuff that you like, and be exposed to more events/opportunities.