I never felt so miserable in my entire life

I never felt so miserable in my entire life
>be me
>18 yo
>vacation from college
>feelsgoodman.png
>travel to my grandparents farm
>they live in the middle of nowhere in Brasilzão
>bad internet connection but I can get some rest
>1100 km between my house and some rest
>16 hours inside a fucking car
>I finally arrive
>now I can finally be happy for some days
>no college
>no responsibility
>nothing can ruin my vacation
>nothing...
>i put my bag on my room and take a bath
>sleep like an comatose paraplegic rock
>wake up 25 years later
>grandma calling me to eat the lunch
>walks to the kitchen
>a 8/10 cute girl cleaning pans
>she's the cutest girl I ever seen
>white skin with cute spots
>small and cute body
>and she got the most beautiful smile I ever seen
>fuck.me
>my brain tells me to calm the fuck down
>my dick ignored the order
>she's obviously working for my grandmother
>but she's look one or two years younger than me
>i never felt like that before
>for the first time on my life i need to try
>there is obvious obstacles but the reward is big
>my grandmother doesn't know how to keep a secret
>asking my grandma about her isn't an option
>asking HER isn't an option because BETA
>I make a friend some days later
>ask him about the girl
>"oh user, you're talking about the cowboys wife"
>what in the actual flying fuck
>she lives in the house outside the farm
>20 meters away
>she's married with one of my grandpa workers
>he take care of the cows or something like that
>they have a daughter
>"oh ok, thanks "
To be continued

Pussy

Inb5 OP cucks honest working farmer.

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>I felt bad but wasn't that bad
>I saw her every single day
>almost 2 weeks later
>she somehow is even cuter than before
>tomorrow is my birthday
>I invited my new friend
>I didn't knew anyone else so whatever
>the day has come
>happy birthday to me
>I gonna have a "party" at night
>just the cake and some stuff
>the night has come
>I'm still waiting my friend
>he didn't come
>he needed to go to his mom house
>nothing new because I always spend my birthday with my family only
>it's ok I guess...
>until...
>my grandma invited the girl earlier that day
>I didn't knew that
>" oh, she arrived "
>she's wearing a beautiful black dress
>with her beautiful hair and some cute makeup
>she's a goddess for me
>but...
>she bring her little daughter

>but...
>she bring her little daughter

I've been here long enough to know where this is going

i know what the main goal is user. spiderman is watching.

Anda logo que já estou paudurecido

Guess that's the end of story time. Thought OP would confess to a crime or something.

Come on OP, I don’t have all night.

wake up OP

Guess this means that this is where we make up our own story?

Good ideia, give it to us While we wait

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>my 19 yo birthday
>my grandma, the girl I like and her fucking daughter
>my grandma talking with her
>I wasn't able to say one fucking word
>I just awkwardly stare to nothing for hours
This shit broke me, I spent the next days thinking what I'm doing with my life, I didn't have any real good friends, any skills, I'm not even a good student, I'm just miserable beta who thought that spending all his life in useless videogames and shit is ok.
This shitty day makes me remember all the cringe and retarded days and decisions, the time I almost make my mama kill himself because I was to weak to say no to my dad, every birthday I spend alone, everything.Maybe there's no connection between this fucked up birthday and the way I took my life. But it make me want to change my life for better, and maybe don't end up in this situation ever again.

There's no sexual or good ending and sorry for the delay, internet connection here is awful

Oh okay so no crime was committed. You're just crying about something doesn't mean shit. Okay OP, look I've heard of virgins getting married at 30 and losing their virginities to each other that way. you have nothing to worry about.

Step 1: get off 4 chin

what a waste

>and the way i took my life.

confirmed, op was kill, rip op, he lived for his videyas and learned about the countryside

>Mama kill himself

One day at a time user. I dont want to sound like a soyboy, but we are all works in progress.

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You're at least ten years from feeling like shit for meeting your qts daughter.