I was in love once

I was in love once.
Engaged even.
I still dream about her some nights. Less now though.

What about you, Sup Forums?

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dated my highschool sweetheart for about 5 years, been single for almost 4
asking out a girl from work later today, first girl I've been interested in since

hang in there OP

My wife left me about 2 months ago. A week ago she messaged me saying she regrets it.

Very confusing times indeed.

Each time will inoculate you more to the next time. I have a live in GF and essentially am in a LT relationship, but I'll never be in love again. It's all about getting pussy now; fuck love.

i don't know what i want and i'm angry

I never got my chance.

And now all I can think about about is what I missed.

I just wish she loved me.

True late lad. Move on. Self improve. Focus on job, career path and health.

It's nothing serious but just had a break up with my GF. Been together for two and a half years, I moved to Oregon with her family so we could stay together but she had a change of heart about 5 months later. Moved back to Colorado about a week ago. I'm still upset but whatever.

Been there, done that. Just look for someone new once you're over your ex. Finding a new gf has recently done wonders for me.

Opie, can you tell me the the title of the video?
I once watched it but then forgot the title and couldn't find it more.

Yeah righto guys.

I had a fiancé, house, dogs, cats, money.

Insecurities rotted the core of our precious apple blah blah.

Move on, date older chicks who use to be married and took all his shit.

No one pities you.

The most it will ever be is me crushing on her without her even knowing about it. We've never met but she looks so beautiful. I know she'll never be mine, but I think about her all the time. I dream about her most nights. It makes me sad whenever I think about her throughout the day, but I can't stop the images that my mind conjures up. Any ideas on how to get over her, Sup Forums?

She immediately fucked someone after leaving you, she prob had been fucking him for a while then she finally left you to be with him.

What married women don’t realize is the best part about fucking them is you don’t have to deal with any bullshit. Usually just fuck in a car or hotel room then talk about how much you miss each other when preoccupied.

Yeah we were in love.
What the fuck is it to you?
Like you're so much better. Why should you be any different?
Things were okay.
Okay was more than enough for me. But it wasn't for her. Happy now?
She left.
I still dream about her all the time.
Fuck all of you.

Fell in love for the first time in my life with a med student almost 3 years ago.
It lasted 3 months but I think I never experienced happiness before that moment.
She is in her second relationship now, i'm still single and I dont want to date anyone, think in her every single day and night.

Is this a feels thread? what do I supposed to do with the 700+ nudes /vids/calls?
I need an advice to get over her brothers.

I met my first "crush" when I was third grade. Didn't hook up until high school, and it only lasted a few weeks. Spent the next three years with a girlfriend that lived with me. Ended up leaving her (even convinced her it was her idea and was for the best) to get back with high school girlfriend. We were together for two of the best years of my life before she realized how much better than me she was and how toxic I am. Ripped my heart to pieces when she left me. Hurt even more that she never once spoke to me after, not did I see her around. Figured out in the last few years that she did it to save me the pain of having hope for us. Now she has a kid with a guy I've disliked since high school. She did message me recently to give her condolences for a family member that passed away. To be honest I never thought I'd love again... I did though. I've been with my current girlfriend for three years now and we're good together. Still, I often think back to the one I lost and wonder what could have been had I had my shit together. Sucks man, but that's life.

Actually here's the thing. I don't think she has been fucking anyone. I've fucked 6 women since she left. I think she's been sad and lonely.

You niggas turned this into a feels thread real quick

First ya gotta find a nice girl. If it works out delete everything you have of your ex lad.

Broke up 3 nights ago because she wasn't happy with how things were going. I walked away to make her happy, and honestly it feels like a burden lifted off my shoulders. Is it bad for me to already be looking at other chicks?

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>I was in love once.
>Engaged even.
>I still dream about her some nights. Less now though.
This is my life as of a month and a half ago.
I'm on more antidepressants than I have ever been on.
How long until I stop dreaming about her?
>tfw my dreams have been 50% videogames and 50% failing relationship
At least I know why.

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It's simple.
You become the sadness.

I was in a relationship for 1 year with a girl I thought was the sweetest
she left me 4 years ago for an older guy with more money
I'm doing great financially now, about to buy my own home in a nice neighborhood, have everything I need and more but I can't stop thinking about her everyday

Just upload them here and then we can help you. A first name would be great too

Not OP here.

Hey, let me ask...Are things okay?...

Like are they REALLY okay?

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I used to take between 150-300mg of zoloft per day. Therapist prescribed me a "flexible" dose to be taken at my discretion.

Do you know how GREY the world can be?
SO GREY.

heroes of the storm is for beta faggots

Are you shitting me? Goddamn nothing is okay.

Okay, Got ya.

And hows that make you feel, powerless?

I had a great couple months with a girl that I'm still head over heels for. She's 22 and I'm 28. I wanted a relationship, she just wanted a good time. We had good times but I became domineering as far as making the relationship happen. Long story short, it blew up in my face and now, months later, I'm still wallowing in regret and anger.

I'm scared in ten years I'm going to look at her as the one that got away.

>SO GREY.
I know.
I took a xanax derivative for a while "for sleep".
I don't remember much from that time, actually.
Sounds good, right about now.

nope

Never fooled myself that I had any power, Jack.
I knew from the start that we have no control over this crazy ride.

>You will never feel the rush of emotions like the time you saw her for the first time
Never had this. Makes me feel a little better, actually.

Yeah. Realize that you actually don't know anything about her and you're in love with your own projections of what you think she'd be. It's not necessarily wrong to fantasize but your fantasies should be rooted in reality.

I disagree.

Was it you?

I know what it's like to be hung up like that. I feel you Sup Forumsro, fuck you too

reminds me of when i was working on a 8 foot castle out of foam and my wife tried to get my attention rolling in foam dust on the floor naked

Exactly. Which is why I need help getting over her.

>8 foot castle out of foam
I also am more interested in the castle than your wife. Why were you working on said castle?

Was what me?

Edit: My fantasies will be just that: fantasies.

The break up.

Foam castle, you say? Absolutely delightful.
Did it have a drawbridge?

Reminds me of back when I was bent out on stupid amounts of zoloft Shit does weird things to your brain in high amounts.
>was living with my aunt in Auburn, WA
>almost had a suicide episode a week or so prior
>decide to build a huge blanket fort in the basement
>literally live in it for two months
>I was like 24 at the time
>Poor aunt probably thought I'd finally lost it
Those were dark fucking times. Thank god my blanket fort kept me safe.

Yeah whats this castle thing about?

Was it Styrofoam?

Married for 10 years. I don't miss her a bit. A cheater, a liar, and heartless.

After her I fell in love with a girl 10 years younger than me. She had a wonderful daughter. We lived together but I couldn't manage my anxiety and it led to her pushing me away. Having to see her ex during visitations and the fact that she kept in touch with the ex from before we started dating ate me alive slowly.

I miss her and her daughter more every day. Miss you Hazelnut.

It took me 3 years to get over my first gf. 3 years. In between those 3 years I dated 1 other girl for 6 months and was miserable the whole time. Broke her heart and didn't even give a Fuck man. I'm with a differemt girl now, she amazing, pregnant, we live together. Wouldn't give it up for the world. But I constantly wonder, "how long would this take to recover from if she left me tomorrow?"

Been with my girlfriend for 5 years and we are rencetly engaged, but I still think about this girl from high school who I chased for years. We were really close, but never dated. I haven't seen her since before my girlfriend and I started dated, but I think about her and what could've been a lot. Is that fucked up or normal?

No. She broke it off. It was last April, the week of Easter. We had just spent the night together. Things seemed great. She was so beautiful, like she always managed to be.

She worked as a manager at this stupid call center. The owner of the call center supposedly does a lot of charity work in 3rd world shitholes. She tells me she's going to Mexico for a week or two for mission work to help the poor, underprivileged retards or something. When she comes back, she's distant; acting like I was nothing more than an acquaintance and not the guy who'd been sucking her toes and licking her butthole all this time. Starts getting weird, telling me about how she was going back and ripping all the pages of her diary out where she talked about doing cocaine and other "immoral" things. Starts getting all Jesus-y on me. She had been a staunch tumblr-tier atheist before this trip.

My only explanation is that she went down with the owner of the call center (her boss) and ended up getting coked out and fucking him the entire time. Somewhere along the lines she managed to find jesus as well. This doesn't really surprise me, because I know hard drugs will make you see the lord.

She up and moved to mexico at the beginning of this year. Not so much as a call or a text saying "goodbye" or "thanks for being the only guy who loved me for the insane bitch I really am" Nothing. Not even a kayfabe pretend goodbye like she ever gave a shit.

Just left. Satisfied?

A 1.72 scale concentric Edwardian castle out of any kind of foam I could get, tight cell Styrofoam B, Urethane Foam (the blue stuff) etc. Carved with a scalpel, roughed up with acetone and painted with watered down Spackle and grey paint them touched up by hand brushing

After the first one, it gets easier.

If you plan on dating, I'd say go through it asap so incase the first one was a flop, it'll be easier for the second one.

But realistically that cycle of feeling that is pretty dreading.

bitches don't appreciate cool shit like that

And i made it for no reason except i accidentally had 1000 1/72 scale army men

Men don't need a reason to create things. This is something that women will never understand and it infuriates them. We don't make shit for the attention it will garner us from others. We make shit for personal satisfaction.

Women can't understand anything that doesn't come from a place of pure narcissism.

I think only about the physical aspect of it. Any time i find myself thinking about an ex i only think about fucking them. Ive never missed talking to them, spending time with them or even having especially caring about them as much as a good friend or family member.

I have my wedding proposal pics and videos up on YouTube and Facebook. Fiance just decided to leave and never explain herself. I look back at the pics everyday and jack off while smoking.

cryurbating is a confusing and emotionally draining experience.

Nobody can pull you away from those but you, dude. I know it's hard but you've gotta start cutting her out of your life.

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thanks, always wondered where this was from.

retired young and now divorced buying a house and will make sure it has a room with an 8 foot table so i can finish one

Should I continue sniffing her panties?

Ayahuasca man. The real jungle shit

i was once in love , but then i got hooked on painkillers , recovered since then , lots of side effects of drug use but im not heartbroken my whole emotional capability is gone so yeah...

>clearly fucking a bitch

I did all these things and more, n I’m still in my teens, does that mean I’m winning?

I know your pain.
Also engaged. Also went to shit. And I never loved again.

I recently turned down my girlfriend (the one after my fiancee), which is beautiful, smart, we were getting along perfectly. I just lacked that passion I had with her precedessor.

feels bad man

I'm not sure what you're suggesting. Try adding some context around what you type.

Are you suggesting SHE did ayahuasca or are you suggesting I take it?

I doubt she did. The coke theory fits more with her modus operandi.

As for me, I don't have any desire. Drugs aren't going to fix me. I've done LSD a handful of times since she left and while I felt quite at peace during the experience, I always end up back here. Escapism doesn't yield results.

I doubt I'll make it to 30. Don't really plant on it, anyways. Not because of her. I'd never kill myself over a female. They're not worth it. I'm just unhappy at my core. I've been that way for quite a while. Even before her. I'm not getting any less sad, and looking at how my old man still struggles with chronic depression at age 50 doesn't give me a lot of hope for the future. He's still the same sad, pissed off man he was 20 years ago.

It is what it is and it will be what it will be.

Pfft, you fools got nothing on me. Hooked up with a 9/10, somehow did everything right, waited the right time, made the right moves, did the right things to the point where she was clawing to sleep with me. Slept with her and guess what? Porn addiction got me, didn't release dat cortisol and now I'm just sitting here 3 years later just wondering what the fuck was wrong with me. Oh well gg no re second chances

She's only coming back because she's not secure in herself or her future with whoever she left you for. She'll just leave you again

Ah man that first serious love is a bitch.
Lost 4 years of my life to a pathalogical liar.
Every day i hope someone runs her over.

I've found love again though, been together for almost 3 year.

Don't lose hope buds

get a hobby like making 8 foot foam castles

and haunt disabled dating sight for chicks with all their parts but low self esteem

user what you had was lust, and evidently more clear by you not getting over her, not love. Just delete her number and change your patters of behavior and you'll be alright and move on

Obviously not bro lol

Got plenty of hobbies. A hobby doesn't save you from the bullet. You've gotta be pretty simp to stay alive for your love of knitting or soldering. Think about how dumb that sounds lol.

And I don't want to pick bones clean on dating sites. I've been with enough chicks. I had a good run. It's not being alone that ever bothered me. It was the part where I'd be laying right next to a woman and I'd feel more alone than if I was just by myself. That's what really started to get to me.

Stop trying to save faggots on Sup Forums, whitecuck. Human life isn't valuable.

Sorry you feel that way user

Learn the art of mint rubbing

Yeah yeah yeah
you're sorry I'm sorry we're all fuckin sorry, aren't we

Youngfag here. Still coping with the loss of my first love, we were together about a year and a half. I won't pretend its anywhere near as bad as other anons here but it still feels awful

Being nice might be a good start to a new life.

Then obviously you want a tiny but legal girlfriend you can dress in pigtails and sodomize and she says

Oh Please Sir fuck me Bum"

This. Fuck you man...

I still think about she inspires great love for something real in me. Even if she doesn't want me to inspire the same in her.

Thanks Satan. I'll take it under advisement.

Fuck off, Satan

I've been in "love" a few times. Too bad I'm an ugly motherfucker and never had any chance with them and I just got to watch from a distance while Chad had his way.

Give it a few weeks

Personally, I wouldn't want to save you. You're preachy, loud-mouth, know-it-all. You're like the Sup Forums equivalent of Good Will Hunting but instead of an arrogant prick genius, you're just an arrogant prick.

You're young and stupid and have already identified that you're part of the problem with your last relationship but you don't admit it. You also make an assumption that the only way she could possibly have found a better life is by doing coke and fucking another guy. Maybe she just realized you're a fucking loser and there was a lot more to life than spending it with a whiny.

You don't want to fix yourself then don't. No one cares if you you live or die, but stop acting like you have all the answers because you fucked a coke whore for a few months and you're 25.

all true love fades and is a meaningless in front of the one true desire and ultimate lust

>It was the part where I'd be laying right next to a woman and I'd feel more alone than if I was just by myself

ikr, most confusing feeling ever
dumped my gf because of it
i didn't feel any emotions since then, just plain nothingness. Starting to worry if I suddenly became a sociopath.

is there a medical term for not being able to feel love? i have never been in love.

Thanks Robin Williams, but didn't you neck yourself too?

And it's 'loud-mouthed'. So I still know more than you (:

I think it's 'autistic'

The most fucked up thing is the dreams. For six years I had dreams after her.

I dreamt of the two of us in space. We were together in a room just looking out at the universe, just looking at the stars and the lights and all of existence. I stood there holding her hand and feeling her warmth and knowing that we felt the same without saying a word. It was the only way I ever felt like I wasn't completely alone in all of existence. It was like having another person inside of your head. And the whole universe was out there, and it wasn't scary, because we were in it together.

And then I woke up, and I realized that the real nightmares aren't the dreams you want to get away from. They're the ones you never want to end.

>Those were dark fucking times. Thank god my blanket fort kept me safe.
fucking lol