I want to be better with girls.... but I also sometimes like the fantasy of being a girl

I want to be better with girls.... but I also sometimes like the fantasy of being a girl...

When I indulge one, I get worse at the other... it would be much easier for me to be a little sissy slut.

Getting girls is hard.

I'm about 180 lbs., a 7.8-8.2/10 face, 6'2, 7 inch dick... but i was a chubby kid and developed a low self esteem.

I've been into sissy porn for about 5 years. I wanna let it go and move on. My self esteem has been high before. but it's so easy for it to go low, then I do things like finger my ass and watch sissy porn.


I crave cock in those moments too.....


What do?

Wearing panties is legitimately exhilarating to me. It's a rush that I don't understand....

You sound a little like me, I have a guy side and a girl side. Girl side is a repressed slut.

exactly. If that repressed side came out, id be the biggest slut i know

i literally don't know what to do... :/

So would I. I watch gangbang and bukkake porn and imagine being the girl.

id suck any masculine man that gave me an eye.... it's a very hot thought to be check out in public and eyed like that....

the only time i've ever been able to go for a long time without masturbating or looking at porn was when i travelled out of the country. i forced myself to interact with people and i managed to hook up with a few girls. it really helped my self-esteem.

so, save up some money and go to another country for a month and stay at youth hostels.

and, don't take a computer or phone (if you won't be able to resist looking at porn on them).

28 days will free your mind and change your life, man.

I'd like to get sloppy drunk and let guys take advantage of me

Im a little bit like you, not so much.

Have you already think that the fact that we are insecure and have low self-esteem makes us want to be sissies? Isn't what depression does? Self harm? If we increase the self esteem, by getting a gf, or lifting weights and have a better shape, or whatever, what do u think is going to happen?

user just accept your faggot sissy life’s and go suck some cock, you’ll feel so much better.

You think so? You think it's a jungian thing and the porn pulls out that

I've thought of that too. I've had GFs... honestly, I still looked at this stuff when I got stressed.

I lift weights too."


It does seem to go away when I'm away from porn.

I was away from it for a week last time, i was surprised that it didnt go away as much as before.

part of me sees that as unfair... i want to be able to approach girls and fuck them with confidence...

instead, im awkward and rarely get to know them, although i am a good lay when i do.

get in shape you can do it i believe in you

What's your girl name?

Laura

Can somebody tell me how a guy with no friends completely isolated (only work life) can meet girls? I need to meet girls to get better approaching them. But honestly, I don't see how.

You aren’t meant to fuck girls, your meant to serve cocks user. Don’t deny it. Stop worrying about something you will never get and please men

how do you know

I like it. I'm Rebecca. Good to meet you sister.

"I lift weights"
"I don't squat or deadlift so I'm accomplishing literally nothing"

Duuuuude.
Once you pull lmao4plaetz off the ground you'll have a better understanding of life.

Work on it.

>lmao4plaetz
whats that mean?

I squat, but not high weight. I squat 100 lbs 12 times, 5 sets.

I'm afraid of the gym.

good to meet you

Get a hobby. A real hobby.

When you have to go out specifically for your hobby, don't be afraid to engage women using your hobby as a prop.

When I start talking to people at the gym, I meet girls and they chase me till I ask them out.
It was really hard on my gains which is why I wear big over-the-ear headphones now and lift with my curvy anime-tittied gf.

Can squat 350 lmaoooooo

> but I also sometimes like the fantasy of being a girl...

When I indulge one, I get worse at the other... it would be much easier for me to be a little sissy slut.

That right there tells me that your repressed sissy slut side is just begging to come out, don’t try to repress it’s any longer and just serve cock, Laura.

Let's celebrate with some nice cumshot compilations... You know you wanna slut.

ok

don't listen to him, hes just a jew that wants to annihilate the white race

Seriously. Quit the porn and cut way back on fapping. We're very similar, same height and weight and dick

I've been there OP. Was single for 2 years with very little female contact. Watched way too much porn and things spiraled. Went as far as letting 2 gay guys take turns on my ass, felt like such a whore and loved it in the moment, but it wasn't worth the shame, disgust, regret and fear of stds that lasted even longer.

Quit porn, or severely cut back. I might fap once per week now, without porn. My self esteem is at an all time high

Lmao4plaetz is chan for 4 plates which is irl speak for 405.

Do 3-5 heavy sets of 5, day 1:squat bench row, day 2: deadlift press latpull alternating with a rest day in between.

You won't see any changes emotionally unless you train your CNS. You can only train your CNS effectively through heavy compound movements.

Starting strength by rippetoe is the best real beginner program for those seeking mental solace.

Once you start to plateau, you can mess with your volume and schedule, but really stick with the basics until you got a squat booty and numbers that don't suck.

nice trinity dubs

I wore my best friends moms when I was like 10-12 haven't worn any since...I'm 25 now.

any CNS work I can do from my house?

This
you don't have to stop cold turkey (unless you think you can) but even just slowly cutting back helps. More than once a day kinda guy? lower it to just once a day, then once every other, then maybe twice a week, think of it as a special occasion kinda thing. Then, start using your imagination instead. It helps op

Shhh... Don't back out, serve cocks like you know you wanna.

Honestly, no.

1: you'd have to invest hundreds for the weight and stand.

2: you want to get out and meet people???!!! Why the fuck you even suggest not going out into the world?

It's true. And looking back now I can see my spiraling. Fapping nearly everyday, more than once usually. I started with solo or lesbian girls, to straight porn, to girls getting railed by big cocks, black and white, to gangbang porn. Then came the traps, eventually led to full on gay porn and me being dildos for myself. After a couple years led to me being on grindr and being a slut for two big cock daddy types that were both more than twice my age

I know nothing about the gym. I'd feel like a fool.

And that’s how it should be

says who

I was the same as OP. Getting more and more interested in the girl's side of sex.

if you were 7.8-8.2 in the face you would be rolling in pussy, stop trolling

I'm literally a 7/10 physically, like above average, 6ft, decent face, and lift

I can't go to a job or do anything around girls where they don't try to eventually make it clear they find me attractive and I'm just slightly above average, I have just about no redeeming qualities and I don't like to socialize...

you are fucked in the head if you think it takes something special to get with girls, just tell them you want to go out for drinks and if you're as attractive as you say they will agree and show up, if you're ugly they won't or will agree but won't show up and will make excuses instead

good luck virgin

It took me creating an account on grindr and an acid trip to fully realize I'm not a fag. porn really is a slippery slope. And not gonna lie, I still give into my urges, but I'm still trying. It really is an addiction, one that can easily take over your life if you don't moderate yourself

Whered you go?

Not a virgin.
Not trolling.
I have a fear of asking them out. My relationships have never started that spontaneously.

Read the book
"Starting Strength" by Mark Rippetoe.

Everything you need to know to get to a better place is within those pages.

You can doooo ittttt

You can’t just Say your straight after you stopped watching porn. You bought dildos and got fucked by men, and you loved it. Why stop the pleasure for yourself?

Be a girl with me?

im OP. lol

I've never been with a man or bought dildos

thanks man.

You and me both brother. I still get crazy urges. Porn addiction definitely is real

Hey Laura... You wanna be with guys, don't you? Make them feel awesome like a good girl?

jewbot

Post more of these if you have them

Tfw masculine man but want a cute skinny sissy boy to worship my cock and drain all of my cum.

Honestly you wouldnt be on Sup Forums asking for advice if you seriously didn’t want to be a sissy

Also was talking to the other dude, not you OP

That'd be me. And I never claimed to be straight, definitely somewhat bisexual.
I still crave anal play.

Forbidden fruit, it's difficult to ever go back

Oh, sorry for the misconception

where from?

Exactly, and gay men are just so fucking easy

Not to mention I haven't had any physical contact with a female in nearly 6 months, really makes it hard to ignore

ez m8, just transcend beyond the need for human relationships

Orange county

ANOTHER FAGGOT THREAD

WE NEED A FAGGOT CONTAINMENT BOARD CALLED /fag/

PACK ALL THE FAGGOT PORN SPAM IN THERE

ALL THE TRAPS, ALL THE DICK RATE THREADS, ALL THE OTHER FAGGOTRY, WHOOSH, GONE, SLAM THE LID AND KEEP THE FAGGOTS LOCKED IN THERE, WRITHING IN A CESSPOOL OF FETID STALE SEMEN, ISOLATED FROM DECENT SOCIETY. FUCK THE FAGGOT SPAM!!!

It'd also be my first time with a guy at all and I'm married

wow you worked really hard and clearly read the thread

stahp projecting, son

still there Laura?

If you want to quit the sissy stuff, you have to give it up completely and immediately. No slow weening. All at once, otherwise the weening will never stop. But you can do it!

I was like another poster in this thread. Sissy porn more than straight porn, butt plugs, hypno vids. Went to gay sex clubs/bathhouses on two continents. Got fucked three times. Used a condom each time (and made sure I didn't get ghosted) but spent miserable weeks afterwards worrying about the aids. Fucked twinks, bears, traps, and ladyboys.

And I wasn't happy at all. Just trying to live up to an ideal- promoted by these types of vids and threads- that wasn't really me.

Several years later- I'm engaged to a beautiful woman, haven't touched a man in 4 years. Rarely watch porn or jerk off on b (now being one of those times). No regrets, and no relapses.

I think its truly okay to want to be a sissy crossdresser slut. But only if its actually what you want to be. Otherwise- you can escape!

I hope for faggots like you to die.