Feels thread

>feels thread
feels thread from 2-3 days ago I posted my story with a girl that went to shit. the dudes in the thread chared me on and said there still was a chance if I was lucky and out alpha the other guy. so I did. a short summary for the ones not being there when it was told

>was alpha as a child
>geneticaly high testosterone and good with people if I try
>constant manipulation from my abusive friend changed me
>become the guy in class that girls leave the room if he enters at my new school because I became best friends with a tard
>ditch tard and gains popularity quick
>has no social skills due to isolation
>gain the quicky after going full fuckboy
>talk with 200 chicks until I get godlike social skills
>tired of the fuckboy life as it depresses me. feels alone as I'm surrounded by fake bitches
>meet 9/10 qt3,14
>play her like every other hoe
>she is pretty cool. she is a pure girl or something. she comes off as it a lot
>starts flirting with me all the time, calling me handsome and saying and doing flirty things
>do it back
>falls in love
>months fly and its current week
>almost together, can feel it on the tension. everything is more sexual, emotional and awkward yet natural
>gets told she needs to tell me something important by our mutual friend
>she said its something positive
>knows she is going to tell me she likes me
>the day comes, she calls me on skype and apologises not to have told me before
>tells me she likes someone
>feels crushed
>tell feels tread on Sup Forums
>people liked the story and tells me to not give up, but rather go all in
>here now.
cont

Post feels. am depressed af right now

I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

Wat do Sup Forums. A year and 2 months ago I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years, the person who for a long time I thought I would marry. We broke up because of different reasons but mostly because our lives were going in different directions, and I couldn't deal with the thought of being chained to someone for life.

The problem is that I still have crazy feelings for her. We tried to make it work again a few months ago but I had to end it because the same feeling came crawling back, but every day after work I end up listening to songs that we would have considered "ours". We remain friends but it's so hard talking to her without telling her I love her, but then this other side of me wants my freedom.

Months fly and she didn't tell you she liked you? WtF? Aren't you supposed to tell someone that like within the first few days of meeting?

DUde you dumbass you were suppsoed to ask her out early on you don't wait months

say truth eventually you gotta or else

>falls in love
so you guys told eachother you love eachother?
How can you fall in love so quickly u are unstable af.
>godlike social skills
oh please.

Nobody fuckin cares about your life or the way you are, and disgusting weebs and larpers on /b make absolutely no difference whatsoever.

Try to infest some other board, tumor.

I would feel terrible though. I'm the one who suggested we try to make it work again just to break her heart. I can't do that again if the feeling of suffocation comes back.

>be October-November
>her fat cow friends that look like a feminist adds me and starts flirting with me. she likes me too
>she asks if I like someone and I say I like her friend
>"but user, she has a boyfriend"
>suuuuure. how long then?
>"since summer" (i met qt3,14 that summer)
>tell her to be a psycho stalker to someone else and block her
>tell qt3,14 about her fake friend
>she is annoyed and explains that she is like that
>has an anxiety disorder so I get paranoid by everything as a side-effect or something
>ask her if it's true or not
>"user, do you believe me, your best woman friend that you have known half a year or some random creep that's obsessed?"
>convinced. feminazi sounds like a conspiracy theorists. she would tell me if she got a boyfriend. she would especially tell me to stop sending dick pics and flirting with her
>months fly and its right after Christmas
>our mutual friend ask if I can add feminazi back because she wants to speak to me
>I'm not childish so I accept. but tell feminazi to fuck off is she is going to lie to me again
>she is confused and says "but she really does have a bf. they broke up and now she is together with Dave. they were official since the 20th December (!important detail!)
>tell her to fuck off and block her
>think she is crazy. she would have talked to me and at least stopped flirting with me. I send her dick pics and she responds with pantie pics and stuff regularly so i ignore it fully
>tell qt3,14
>anoyed again and say "she wants to protect me, just ignore her. she is really kind"
>get closer and closer to qt3,14 until I have introduced her to all my friends and she has introduced me to all hers
>my best friend and her friend want to get us together
>works like hell
> I didn't know if I liked her or not. I could just be horny for all I know
>skip to after I talked with Sup Forums
cont

When you have the emotional intelligence of a special education student

Your love is shallow and weak. That's your issue
Not saying it's necessarily a bad thing though.
Just find an other chick you like and she should be easier to leave behind

That's surprisingly sound advice. Dubs must speak the truth.

>be me
>live in war torn country
>meet love of my life
>ripped apart by violence
>mfw think about her every day
>the violence continues
>miss you mew xx ;;

go get a job and focus on that

>
keep on bitch type faster!!

like yours? HAHAHAH

>relise how much I love her after she said she liked the dude
>Sup Forums told me to keep fighting and I'll win if I play my cards right. I feel the warmth of the opportunity. I know I can do this
>talk with my friends and tell them to do as they did before only more and all the time. the fact that she has feelings for another guy just makes this a hunt and she is the prized pray
>2 hours after my friends saying they're with me, I get a call from my best friend
>"Amanda said she talked to qt3,14. user... I'm so sorry. but she and Dave have been together since December the 20th"
> I go quietly in shock
>I'm close to crying
>suddenly remember... feminazi said 20th December too... and the same name...
>mfw I realise feminazi was actually right. qt3,14 had a boyfriend, but that probably more than fucking likely means she didn't lie when she claimed she was taken the first time
> I trusted her and she let me fall in love with her because she "was too scared to tell me the truth" she said afterwards
>send qt3,14 a message
>"was you and Dave together at Christmas? or did feminazi lie?"
>tell me she was single... then...
>just ask "how long?"
>she avoids my questions
>"are you going to be mad at me because I say one thing and your friend say something different?!"
>all sadness and love I felt for this girl. just burned up in an instance. it was replaced by disgust and anger
>she was too scared to destroy our friendship to tell me she was with someone
>block her and send a message to my friend telling him about it. then I tell him to screenshot my next message and send to her as my last message to her
>tell her she has betrayed me and that what she has done is disgusting and that it's not only fucked up for me but for her boyfriend especially. called her a cheating slut and told him to send it
>the weird thing after all this is that I still miss her as a friend

you a gay boiii like what the fuck man
she obviously wanted you to be her side meat, and if it was a 9/10 i would fuck her on the side eassyyyyy

Yeah I think OP is underdeveloped is some crucial areas.

>nobody cares
learn to read. I said it was a continuation of my last post. this is also all written in real time as I don't care about telling a story, just to tell my fellow Sup Forumsros that were there, if they see it how it went. you were the one reading it all for no reason. I cut all the text down into one post when it originally was 3 filled posed. no shit it will suck ass. it was only made to fill in the gaps for the ones that do care.
>nobodycuuurs
they did care when I posted the original post. "user, this was a good story. consider saving it" (i didn't. feel it was too personal and cringy. nobody died, I just miss a girl that I will get ower soon enough)
if you complain, you're the tard. I told you not to read if you didn't care about my mediocre story at best.

this
seriously, have you never heard of the concept of a side nigga?

yeah, I actually considered it, but I want to get a gf that cares about me. not just my meat. if you do that too long, you'll miss out on the girls that care about you as a person as well as your meat. I have learned that the hard way. take it as a pro tip

we can criticize all they want big boi

find a girl like your gf but hot. it exists

Here goes
>be me
> NEET mode activated, dropped outta uni 2x
>on antidepressants, drink/smoke every night
>one night drunk and bored I'm on omegle
>9/10 times it's a nude guy or some faggot
>literally last skip I said before I get off and pass out, it's a girl from EU 9/10. Face is to die for
>hit it off, get her SC.
>day 1 honestly don't remember too much, but we were texting all day
>day 3 we are texting and skyping and giving nudes non stop for hours so day
>day 5 feels like we've known each other for a year
>as I'm typing this she just texted me
>day 10+ we know it would be hard to meet but I tell her I need her
>we're sharing so much of our lives, we already know
each other at this point.
>she tells me not to love her, or anything. So fuck it ok
>proceeds to tease me even more telling me she wantsme every day
>like 5000 miles away the distance is fucking retarded
>she's the only female contact I've had since I dropped out of college
>wakes me up every morning at 4 am, girl of my dreams plus some
>we tell each other whenever we have sex with another fwb, and she tells me to think of her when I fuck.
>day 20+ I tell her I love her. I couldn't take it. She tells me to fucking stop and says she can't do this anymore.
>fucking destroyed, I don't remember how many red lights I ran that night
>next morning I hit her up and she for some reason takes my apology and just goes on like nothing happened, fucking pms
>I can't say I love her but I do and it hurts
>I want to spend the rest of my life with her, she motivated me to exit neet, she basically opened the doors to fucking heaven
>i doubt she knows how much she means to me
>every day is a fucking grind we have no goal on when to meet, if she stopped contacting me for good I'd have no idea how I'd react. I'm afraid to bring anything concrete up like our future and meeting up anymore
>she doesn't care if we talk about jews or niggers. Literal fucking 10

no. I liked her but she didn't know. I didn't know yet I guess or I was unsure. we were more like best friends that were sexually attracted to each other and trusted each other enough to do stuff about that. the problem was that she had a bf and didn't say anything. she then showed interest in me and loured me into falling in love with her we couldn't be together anyway.

HOly shit well, I'm sorry to hear that. that is some manipulative shit right there I don't think any of us guys could've seen that coming..

yeah and I can eat poo and drink my own piss. but what would people think if I did that? that I'm retarded.

that's why I was sad and angry about it. she told her friends that it was because she was too scared to ruin our friendship to say something. she is so mentally weak that she can be manipulated by anyone. she could be head over heels in love with me and we could be together, but if a friend of her would try and fuck her, she would let him because she would be too scared to ruin their friendship or make him sad to say no. she is beta at such an extreme level that calling her beta would be wrong. betas is alpha compared to her. if a beta dominates you, you are an omega. she is so submissive that a Reddit white knight would have a chance. even if she has a boyfriend

literally swipe 300+ women a day on tinder and 99% are overweight or pornstar thots

you should have higher standards for yourself mate. you could prolly do way better, mentally strong, not fucking completely retarded women are out there, rare but if you'll attract them if you are the same

happened to me once as well but she was a light sjw. she blocked me because I liked here

all the women I have talked to have been either crazy, fat, ugly, to horny to trust or taken. I should consider moving. I met a girl that was perfect actually. but I was in love with the qt3,14 so I introduced her to my best friend and now they are right around the corner of a relationship. it's ok though, I don't have feelings for her and he deserves it. his 6 past exes have been cheating on him for no reason. he is handsome, tall, has a big dick, is strong and funny and yet they cheat on him. this girl won't though. I can take a shot at her if they break up but then she probably won't be a virgin anymore.

>doing well
>no longer thinking about her all day everyday
>text message
>back to square one

reminds me a bit of

true. been a chad for a year and it's pretty fucked up. it's like having no women in your life because all the women I know are sluts.

bimp

>apoLOGises

lol

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