Are there any ways to overcome the fear of killing one's self? I'm pretty much done being alive...

Are there any ways to overcome the fear of killing one's self? I'm pretty much done being alive, I get no enjoyment out of life, I have no future and I no longer wish to be "happy". I was standing on top of some building a couple nights ago, wanting to jump, but I couldn't make myself do it, and I don't understand why. I fucking absolutely hate being alive. Why can't I just end it? The thought of it all just immediately ending makes me smile, it's almost comforting. The idea of my consciousness just being -gone-. No feeling, no thinking, no being. I want that. I want to die.

I need help.

same man

kill yourself faggot

same

Go on a shooting spree, but if you want the cops to shoot you you're going to have to have some dark skin.

I have no fear of killing myself, what is the problem you're having? Is fear of a "negative" afterlife stopping you?

>Is fear of a "negative" afterlife stopping you?

Not at all.

Ive felt the same way fat varicose veins under my eyes keep your head up get a job uncover relics

Wat

Lmao just don't kill yourself faggot

And smoke some weed buddy

Morby porn

But, I want to. I'm trying to make myself do it.

Your thoughts on hanging?

OK good haha, anyways, life is full of suffering pain blah blah, so why not just end it when you feel your ride is up, or you get into certian predicaments, you'll feel nothing when it's done.

Not instantaneous. I'd rather shoot myself, or drive my motorcycle into a wall at high speed without a helmet.

I was thinking of taking a gun to the gallows once I get my gun, already got a 'suicide closet' w/ a closet rod and a bathrobe belt that's perfect for it, but getting the gun has proven out to be a tedious process where I live so got to do some things while shelving out some money and waiting until I'll finally own an exit gun to go with hanging. But it's a boring wait and every now and then I get the urge to hang myself without the gun so will see how it goes.

Coming from someone who hates life and wants to kill them self too, don’t do it. Just seeing your post and believing you really want to makes me wanna tell you not to. Idk life sucks but whatever I don’t do it cuz my mom would be really sad and probably kill herself and I wouldn’t do that to her so just don’t be selfish and think of those who will miss you. As for life advice, I don’t have any. Just gotta keep moving.

while shelling out* I tried to type. Sry.

If you can't bring yourself to end it then maybe you don't really want to die. It's easy to feel like you want to die or to not care about death until you're staring death in the face. Wait it out. The one constant in life is change. Things will get better. Persevere through your pain and it will turn into strength.

That's one of the biggest things keeping me from doing it, my family and my friends. They guilt me into staying alive, when life has proven to be nothing but pain, anguish, and disappointment. My mom tells me how selfish it would be to kill myself, and I think of how selfish it is of her or anyone to expect me to stay in a situation I no longer wish to be in.

...

this was it for me for the longest time. once i finally and certainly got over it, it turned out it wasn't that. it takes an incredible amount of determination to kill yourself, and i think that's why so many people get drunk or high beforehand.

If you can't start enjoying your life as you did before, then you could try one of these options. 1st - Forget about everything that makes you sad (happy too, bc all the good things end someday and it will make u only sadder). Start self-educating an dlive for yourself with no emotions. 2nd - Just live more to see if it can get any worse. I've lived like this for months and now I feel much better.

Because your entire subconscious is programmed to keep you alive, retard. Just because your cancerous consciousness has realized what a fucking waste it is doesn't mean the rest of your brain is just gonna roll over. If you wanna die, why not just go do a bunch of crazy fun shit that will probably get you killed? Worst case scenario, you end up in jail and hang yourself with a sheet.

But you won't, because you're vaguely aware that you don't really want to die, even on a conscious level, you're just depressed and wallowing in self pity.

Go to lostallhope.com, pick out a method, get drunk enough to turn your brain off, and become an hero. Or stop bitching and live your life like the billions of other people who do this shit every fucking day.

Wow I couldn’t imagine admitting to my family about it. I’ve told them I thought about it when I was like 12 but I’m 19 now and haven’t explained to them how I tell myself everyday all day how I wanna kill my self. I just don’t wanna put that on them. I just keep it suppressed in my mind and hope one day I’ll magically feel better. But it’s good they give you support about it.