>be me >2002 >parents have nasty divorce, dad wins custody of me and my fraternal twin brother, but not of my older half brother >move to a different home in the city >still saw my mom a lot >Hung out with my older brother, and my cousin Vic, and my black cousins SmaJ and daisa and Davieh. (yeah im an amerimutt. Make fun of me for all I care) >dad also was now In a relationship with a women, who was nice….. At first I cant really remember when they got together. I was 5 at the time. >dad goes to police academy, and after two years, graduates >be 7 years old >dad already has uhaul truck, ready to get the fuck out of there >Didn’t even celebrate my birthday, we just got movin >move hundreds of miles south, to Alamosa Colorado >got bullied almost everyday.(im not a beta cuck I at least fought back, and busted a kids nose) >lived for six months in a shitty house while dad did cop stuff, then moved to Hooper, north of Alamosa Cont.
Be me >2002 >parents have nasty divorce, dad wins custody of me and my fraternal twin brother...
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sorry for the shitty first post
>bullied even worse than the kids in Alamosa.
>fucking Mexicans. They would jump me at the bus stop and steal my back pack and dump everything out, and other shit. I hated it
>I may be related to black people but I still had white skin and dirty Blonde hair
>I was the moth in the chocolate technically
>eventually move again. This time 30 miles south of Alamosa, 3 miles south of a smaller town called Antonito in a rural neighborhood called sanantonio (not the texas one)
>and that’s when I met my first best friend, and had a meaningful relationship
Cont.
>be me, 10 years old
>2007
>My dad was kicked out of the police force, for allegedly breaking a suspects arm (which was proven false later)
>he was upset and angry all the time
>he was abusive all the time
> he would beat my back with a belt until it bled
>often did it for the most pointless reasons
>often was because of his new bitch wife (yeah I forgot to mention they got married before we moved to Alamosa)
>she was a Christian extremist, and always found something wrong with what I was doing and told me I would burn in hell (keep in mind I was around 10 years old. Words like that will stick with you)
>My older step bitch sister by 6 years was also a fucking cunt
>tfw when I thought at the time that was how a normal family was like
>I forgot about my true mom and brothers and cousins, and they just slipped from my memory
>and then I met Steve.
Cont.
Mexicans are bad in that area
they sure are
im kinda copypastaing from docs guys
sorry
>Steve was walking down the dirt road with his cousin TG, and I saw them walk past my fence
>I just blurted out HI GUYS
>steve was obviously older than me (by 2 years)
>he could have just ignored me and kept walking
>he actually responded
>I had a pretty cool conversation with him, and he told me I can hang out with him later
>sweet
I hung out with him after school everyday, and during the summer
>we would go explore the woods(we were literally in the middle of nowhere we could get lost but we didn’t care)
>he told me what sex was (I was astonished)
>He introduced me to his cousins
>we shot bb guns
>taught me how to fist fight better
>then we would get in fights for fun (and actually punch each other in the faces. Fun times)
Life was good
Cont.
>be me, 12 years old, 2009
>over the next couple years my dad worked as a janitor at a nursing home
>made shit pay so we had little food
>sometimes go for days without food
>he was still an angry man
>still beat me
>good news is that he divorced Step Bitch (they moved into an apartment in Antonito
>fuck them. At least they are gone
>Times were still rough
>steve was there to talk to me
>he listened to me talk about my struggles
>his family were also friendly and let me hang out with them
>some winters I would go into the mountains with them and help chop down a Christmas tree
>life was good, I guess, even though I started to wake up and realize it wasn’t
> I was starved, with sores all over my back, and wore dirty clothes that were rarely washed
>but steve always kept saying something that kept me from taking the easy way out with my dads old Glock
>“better times will come eventually, just wait man”
>he was right….sort of
Cont.
out of copypastas
now im gonna type here
Quit crying faggot
What a shitty song.
>grandma n grandpa moved into Loveland CO
(where i was born b4 i moved)
>Dad sent us up to see them ver large portions of the summers
>rarely saw Steve during school break
>I was in awe of what life was like back in a city ive long forgotten about
>I was an outsider and lived in a rural area, and lived outside of cities
>i actually liked it up there, more food, clean clothes..
>not getting beat my a belt
>when school came back up, i would go back down to my wretched home in sanantonio CO
cont.
wow so edgy
anyways
>be me, 14, 2011
>basically makes me and my brother move in with grandparents
>i was excited
>and nervous
>filled with tons of emotion
>i would not see my bro steve anymore
>i made an email specifically just to talk to him when i moved
>Enrolled in a new middle school, as an 8th grader, and realized i was a total outsider
>the school was filled with just tons and tons of city faggot kids i instanly hated
>and oh the fucking mexicans.
>i got bullied, but since i wasnt a beta pussy i fought back hard
>even knocked a kids tooth out once
>no one liked me for i lived outside of their society
>i didnt have a phone unlike everyone else
>i still wore my old ragged clothes
>steve was still my only freind, and we exchanged emails often
>grandparents were manipulative fucking kikes
>i know i know
"hey user you should be greatful for having grand parents!! you never know how long you will have them!!"
>they basically were the same as step bitch, talking down to me like i was some scum in the shitter
>i hated them
cont.
>oh yeah i forgot
>i found my biological mom
>she still was living with my half bro
>its been 8 years...
>i met up with my old cousins,and reunited with aunts and uncles
>but my bitch grandparents, who were on my dad's side of the divorce frowned upon me seeing my mom and bro
>i only saw them on the weekends and often didnt see them even then
>i rarely saw them
>i have no idea what my grandparents were on about, how they were "evil" (i forgot to mention they were catholic extremists. part of the reason i dont go to church today
>I still had steve (and Sup Forums, which i disvovered one fateful day. yeah call me a newfag)
>then he emailed me less
>and less
>and less
>then he stopped responding
>i was alone, despite being sorrounded by faggots everywhere
>i was abandnoned
cont.
I
Kys fag.
> surrounded by faggots everywhere
kek
>2012
>I was 15. now a freshman
> i had enough of my cuckparents, and moved in with mom
>David technically became my new freind
>we played xbox and shit.
>i was intriduced to his friends
>man my life was getting better
>kids weren't being total dipshits to me now
>i had buddies
>joined the freshman football team, and became a defensive tackle ( i liked hitting people)
>got gfs, became less and less of a loser
>strayed away from Sup Forums
>following highschool years became part of the varsity team
>me and david and mom of course were bonding
>i would play halo 3 alot with him. he made me the gamer i am today
>David, my half brother (yea he has a name) also listened to my stories of sanantonio,
>he was there to comfort me.
>kept me on track
>all was well
cont.
NOT READING HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH
Then what
I don't get the point of this blog
>be me. 18. 2015. I turned 18.
>life was well, i had a job as a mechanic, made money, and was working towards an apartment
>still lived with mom, so did david
>everynight after work i would drive home, and play halo with david on the 360
>I weightlifted
>and i had a gf
>then everything flipped upside down
>one day as i came home from work, and lifting weights, i saw david wasnt there
>normally he would get home
>ah whatever, hes probably stuck in traffic or whatever
>he was
>i got a call at l8r that night that david was in a car accident with a drunk driver, and was presumed dead
>everthing stopped
>i felt as if i was hit by a train
>david my bro was gone
>after his funeral, i just stopped going to work
>stopped lifting weights,
>dumped thottie gf
>just resided in my room
>i became a robot
dont know either man im kindw drunk rn
learn how to greentext faggot
anyws i dont really know why i made this thread
i just wanted to talk about some of my life to sime idiots of the backstreets of the internet for no reason. i guess this is the story of how i just ultamatly gave up
whatever see you later cunts
i got stuff to do on some other thread, i dont have anything to really say now
>user then became a degenerateneet and now lives with his mommy
>user has no life
>user is just wasting away as a pathetic piece of shit in his room
>
Was David your dog?
nahhe was my half brother
ojh wait this is a troll.
Is your life special or something?
Then sorry fur ur loss, bruh
well
>lived in a rural area, outside of society
>met a friend that kept me from biting the bullet
>moved back into the city thinking it would be better
>saw basically the same
>somehow managed to get up on my feet and make myslef worth somthing
>and my big bro died, who was my main support, leaving me to just give up
>lost jobv
>and now im a shitpostr like u dudes
So when are you going to stop being a faggot and get your life together?
Doesn't matter where you go, you will carry your troubles with you wherever you tread.
probably nevr
i grew up in the middle of nowhere
i almost made it, then gave ujp
and i dont have anyway of understanding this society anymore, since its all liberal left now
>tried getting some bourban from the liquor store
>some libtard dike tranny faggot antifa fucking kicked me calleing me wite scum
>somneone gt ablck eye
>smine gt chrged for assalu
(this was months ago)
i know mn. why evn try? my soul is weighed dwn. we are all going to the sam plave. we all will eventually dye
sory for the misspelling im kinda druk
So basically , OP is saying Jesus loves you
data rite mane
sorry dude
well, im off to beat my meat to traps.seeyalater OP
Don't try so hard.
I like OP, good on ya for posting.
Yea your story is a fucking lie. First of all the academy doesn't take 2 years unless you fail classes. Second of all his certificate is only valid in the state he went to the academy in. Meaning when you left the state he would have had to go through the academy and pass the state exam all over again. Faggot.
To sum up OP's story
was a little kid man. I cat remember all details.
Keep talking you dumb shit. I've been there before, it'll make you feel better to put it out there.
nothin to really live for now m88
ill jus keepp shittpostin
I take it you haven't been to a "muh gf/wife" thread?
bcus this isnt what my story is about
You pulled yourself out of the hole the first time you piece of shit, now do it again. Being a fucking bump on a log is just shitty selfishness, your brother fucking died and you honor his memory by just bumming around? Get the fuck out of bed and do something with your life because he didn't get a chance to. For fucks sake if you won't live the life you wanted live the life you think your brother would've wanted on his behalf.
what the fuck is hanging on his wall, napkins?
i guess so felow user
Bump on a LOG
>>I may be related to black people but I still had white skin and dirty Blonde hair
Bullshit. I bet you now have brown hair, "tan" or olive skin , and an unusual skull/facial structure.
hahaha funay europoor fascist
>a literal mongrel
Do your fucked up country and the world a favour and get sterilised.
I don't know if this will help but every time I've lost someone close to me and am moping around, I always think of what that person would think seeing me depressed and in pain. I think of myself if i had died and someone was like that over me. I'd never want anyone to be like that. So, I pick myself up and carry on and just think of that person occasionally. People are never completely gone as long as you remember them.
>it's another triggered Amerimutt assuming the insitigater is from Europe
Pretty sad. You'd be better off being full negroid for that paypal reperation money.
>as being an americmutt even matters
back to pol you go