Fucked up memories from your childhood?

Fucked up memories from your childhood?
i got a few
>be me about 6-7
>my dad was having one of his freaks outs before I went to school
>Just recently found out my dad was addicted to crack when I was a kid
>my mom is on the floor crying her eyes and out yelling at my dad
>he’s standing over her screaming and spitting in her face
>my mom tells me to run to my neighbors to call 911
>im putting on my boots
>my dad grabs to steak knifes and presses them on both sides of his neck
>says “if you fucking leave I’ll kill myself
>I have my hand on the zipper debating if i’m gonna zip up my boots or not to go to neighbors
>felt like time just stood still
>i don’t remember what happened after that but dad calmed down and stormed off
>i grabbed my backpack and went to school and acted like everything was fine
I still wonder what would have happened if I zipped my boot up. I wonder if he would have killed himself right there in the kitchen in front of me and my mom.

Here’s an other one
>dads freaking out and my mom called that cops
>he took off into the woods
>my aunt and the police showed up with an ambulance
>man hunt has started
>a police officer was talking to me
>the police found him in my grandpa camper taking a shower
>we were rushed inside my aunt so we didn’t have to see my dad get arrested
>me and my brothers snuck out and watched my dad get out in an ambulance.
>we didn’t see him for awhile after
>assumed he was in jail for a bit

>zip up your boots?
what sort of fucking crazy world do you live in?

i was 6-7. most cheap kid boots have zippers on the side

here’s an other one
>be me 4-5
>i turned down to walked down the hallway
>see my dad wrapping a cable around his nick standing on a stool
>my mom shows up behind me and starts freaking out
>dad kicks the stool out from under him
>my mom rushes down the hallway and cuts the cord with a knife
Didn’t actually understand what was happening till years later

There was also the time my dad put a loaded gun to his head in front of me and my brothers.
He also came after me, my mom and my brothers and mom put us in a totaled car with broken glass in it cause my dad took the keys to the other cars and i remember him smashing the windshield in
and the time my dad drove his truck into his shed. no idea why he did that
and the time he took our huge fish tank and smashed on the floor during a freak out
My dad was absolutely crazy back then

>crack addicted dad

he’s clean now since he’s been in prison since 07. I just found out a month ago that he did a shit ton of crack. as far as i knew my dad only smoked weed. My friend her from a women she met that my dad broke into her house to smoke crack out of her bowl. didn’t believe her for years till i heard it from my brother who visited my dad

.....Dude, are you ok?

oh yea shit happened years ago. Now i’m just dealing with my own bullshit. I got a couple other stories too

post em friend

my dad smoked crack too, barely knew him and he died 2 years ago

>be me 7
>about an hour or so after grandpa funeral (dads side)
>older cousin put me and my brothers in a room in the basement of my grammas to watch Mulan
>assuming my dad and my family were smoking weed
>all of a sudden a fight breaks out
>my dads trying to come into our room
>i remember their being blood on his first
>step grandma cunt calls the cops
everyone splits
>my dads license was suspended so we get thrown into his friends truck
>cops are actually chasing us
>we pull off into some wheat field and the cops flies by

damn yo i’m sorry

OP are you currently a law abiding citizen?

its no biggie, hes more of just someone I heard about growing up so it wasnt even a big deal when he croaked

here’s moar
>late at night
>i wake up to my parents arguing
>my dads throwing plates at the wall
>my brothers wake up crying so i put them under my bed
>I remember there being blood on the kitchen floor
>don’t remember much after that besides that i grabbed tomato’s out of the fridge hid under my bed with my brothers till the fighting stopped
Now i have this weird thing when i’m really anxious i want to eat raw tomatoes

also there was that time my dad tried to kill himself at work while we were with him. I don’t remember what happened but i remember him smashing his knee on the ground and i remember him telling us to tell my mom that it was an accident

he also killed a bunch of kittens that stray had. I didn’t actually didn’t witness it but i was watching from the window and he did it really far away. I just remember him using the ax

Hey my mom smoked meth
I'm 18 now and free of her, but I got some crazy stories of being homeless and on the run. We moved like 40 times.

She also was a prostitute and stripper. She had sugar daddies around and gave "massages" to people in our hotel room when I did go to school (though rare)

I'm female and have a pretty skewed sexual view now. I've been raped and molested, so there's that.

My mom definitely was schitzo/BPD/maybe some other shit. She sometimes would see me "possessed by the devil" and kick me out, beat me, throw me on the street, threaten to kill me...

She was amazing at manipulating your emotions and victim blaming. She was a spider of a human being. She always knows how to make you break down.

Ever been beat with a gogo boot? Shit hurts yo.

Once I got caught in 8th grade with child porn of myself on my phone. It was for an online bf who was 23. I was interrogated because they distantly knew my mom was a prostitute and thought the CP was because they put me in a sex trade.

I almost killed someone when I was 12 with a can of sloppy joe by accident. I lived in chicago, 20 stories up, and dropped the can in the street in the middle of the night. I was bored and alone for two weeks (my mom often left to go to a different state) and the adrenaline rush was the best thing I had. It landed two feet from someone, splattering sloppy joe chunks. I was going to be tried for attempted murder.

When my mom was in jail and I was 5, I was molested by my second cousin she got to babysit me. When my grandpa told her through the visitation phone/glass booth, s he bashed her head against the brick walls to kill herself in front of us because the same guy was actually in the same jail as of today for theft

I hid in a carpet roll and a garbage can and an attic and a car trunk and a dishwasher and a dryer when we were running from cops and hiding in friends' houses

I've seen my mom get beat/and beat boyfriends and such

Eh I have in depth stories but char. limit

Not really from childhood but close enough
>16yo.exe
>meet dad after not knowing him because be hailed when mom was preggo
>first morning after meeting be invited to breakfast at a local diner
>be following him there while he rides his motorcycle in my car with sister in passenger seat
>have license for a month following too closely
>sister spills cup of orange juice all over
>slam brakes and scream at sister
>dad's handlebar starts to wobble
>flips over handlebar face first w/o helmet
>dad bleeds out all over the pavement
>car barely stops in time of missing dad
>nomoredad.jpg
But I wonder to this day if my sister didn't spill her juice if I would have ran him over

>be me age 6-7 with single mom
>mom bf likes to drink and get rowdy
>mom tells him quiet down cuz it's late
>whatyousaybitch.jpg
>argument breaks out
>mom bf grabs her by the hair then drags her into the room
>I grab my skateboard and try to swing at him
>he slams me to the wall then throws my skateboard downstairs and locks bedroom door
>proceeds to beat my mom up
>all I hear are screams in the room and can't get in
>skateboard to my cousins house for help
>came back bf is gone mom is crying

I don't remember much after that but was one of many traumatic childhood experiences

also my dad has crazy stories too.
He laughed when I tried to commit suicide and failed

he and my mom, no matter who I ran to, would lock me u p and not let me leave the house. Took doors off my room and bathroom to make sure I was there

Dad liked to torture mice and rats in front of me even though I would get upset because they were some of my only friends

My mom loves her dog more than she's ever loved me

my dad was in prison for a lot of my early life for robbing strip clubs with my mom lol

damn yo that’s insane. I’m glad you made it out not come play screwed up.
You kinda remind me of Phebie from Friends
I was never molested, but when my me and brother lived with my uncle (my dads brother) both my brothers were monsters by my older male cousin. he never touched me cause i was always with my older female cousin. saw some messed up shit living there too

yes/no I do have a court case going. my so called friend fed my boyfriend a bunch of lies while we were having a lil party at a friends house. we we were so drunk we ended up in all our brawl. only me and my boyfriend were arrested for assault but i’m following all court shit

You know the rules

damn that must have been rough

...

>be 9
>Stealth play soldier with uncle's rifle in basement
>rifle disappears
>too scared to ask anyone about it
>few days later they find my uncle in a field. Suicide.
>Feel responsible but can't express it into adulthood
>carry that around for 30 years
>finally comes up in therapy
>didn't realize I was carrying that around
>finally clue into why family was so weird
>holy fuck
>cry a lot
>understand and come to terms