To be honest, I am afraid of dying. I've got my suspicions of what will come after: the void, then something: maybe reincarnation, or any afterlife would look astonishingly like this one.
This life is fucked up. I've been beaten and abused, and am still powerless. It will be longer than I can conceive of waiting before I can imagine helping anyone on a large scale. I'm not stable enough to even truly help those around me. I don't think I can be anymore.
My only hope is that when I do it, something better will come my way afterwards. I wouldn't claim to deserve that. I probably deserve far worse suffering.
I'm tired of living in this purgatory. I would much rather start over, or become nothing.
Jace Sullivan
Life is still better than nothing. A sorta afterlife exists but most stay on earth trapped in a mirror. Some have learned to embrace the pain every day until there is an end. Who took something from you? Can you look inside yourself to forgive them? Did you lose something? Can you get it back? If your answer is no to all, you must surrender to feel true power.
Jose Peterson
Who took something from you? >My parents, and those I loved dearly Can you look inside yourself to forgive them? >No. Did you lose something? >I lost my ability to feel happiness or connect with another human being >I can't get it back
>>How do I surrender?
Elijah Ortiz
Once this life ends, what you become is something other than yourself. You won't remember it.
Maybe that sounds appealing.
Anthony Bennett
I am 100% certain that when we die we go to a cloudy suspended pool of smegma and get raped in the ass for eternity by r kelly
Gavin Anderson
That sounds most appealing. I only want death anymore. I used to long for a soulmate: that won't happen, and I doubt I could truly love and be loved by someone. But even now, I would prefer death to continued failure in this pursuit. I can't suffer enough. I'd like to stop suffering.
Jeremiah Nelson
I'll tell you from experience. Don't go in to the light. It's a lie.
Connor Brooks
how else should it be done?
Wyatt Nelson
If it makes you feel better OP, what you conceive as yourself is just a very complicated biological structure, when it goes you go too and you and all of us will cease to exist for all eternity. May as well sit back and get real stoned everyday until then if you ask me.
David Nelson
did that for a few years, didn't help. I just repressed my mind
Jacob Anderson
Anything but going in to the light. Use every ounce of that anger for life to stay out of it. The light is the sun. Once you enter, there is no coming back. The EM is immensely overpowering to the point you will be mixed in to the consciousness of everyone else that has died in human history since we've been.
Consciousness is a bunch of wrapped EM fields that are self-sustaining. In death, they have been measured to "snap", in a similar way to the EM fields snapping in solar flares. 8 minutes. You have 8 minutes to avoid the sun sucking you in for the next several billion years.
Thomas Reed
Ain't nothing on the other side there kid
Dylan Ross
This is good to know, thanks
Leo Powell
I'm partially terrified. I'm gonna hang myself; seems the least painful way to go. I'm partially excited: I don't know what to expect. I'm fed up entirely with life and having to live after all that's happened. If I get another shot, maybe I'll avoid fucking it up constantly.
Brody Peterson
This is a real thread. I live every day knowing that nothing exists, nothing matters, and everything dies and restarts in a cycle until our rock implodes. You don't have to think of the bigger picture anymore, what's out there, how do we technologically advance, how to spread peace. Peace literally doesn't exist. Our very existence is supposed to be a very physical struggle, but the second we became safe and comfortable our brains took on this struggle to compensate for a deteriorated sense of purpose in living. Become nothing, nowhere You already are Like that guy said getting stoned and even drugged usually helps Couldn't hurt
Kayden Jackson
Go and watch some Jordan Peterson videos, clean your fucking room and get over yourself. Nothing matters, true, but that doesn't mean "nothing matters all the time".
Luke Anderson
It would just make me hurt less. Nothing would feel more real than that.
Lincoln Fisher
Please And I mean please elaborate more
Justin Moore
What happens if I successfully avoid being sucked in?
Jonathan Foster
I like you Only suffering is real Take comfort and acceptance of your own mortality and enjoy your existence recklessly
Connor Reyes
What the fuck is this thread about. Who wants to get shit on by logic? I will fuck everyone here up. There’s nothing after you die, if you believe otherwise then youre a fucking retard.