If I have no motivation to do anything does it mean that I have some kind of depression? Really...

If I have no motivation to do anything does it mean that I have some kind of depression? Really, since last time nothing makes me happy, nothing interests me, just apathy af. I'm a young person, I have almost 24 yo, I've ended first-cycle studies year ago, now I work. I live in lodgings with other students and I really don't know how I can take life like that. I don't study, I work miles away my family home, I don't have a gf, but I'm sure that someone would make me a lot happier than now I am. I have no motivation to do anything after work, even go to gym. Since long time nothing interests me. Once I liked reading articles about cars, motorbikes, world etc. Always something made me interested, but not now. Since my childhood I loved motorization, car specs, their history etc. I feel useless and I can't find anything that would make me feel alive.
It's a typical thread here, "I'm a fag, I have problems, got no gf" bla bla bla, I know, but I'm really looking for help.

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Maybe, but not in the sense of you needing to see a shrink for the next 10 years while being on antidepressants

You're at a point in life where you need to figure out what interests you and what to pursue. Where are your priorities and what long term goals would you like to achieve?

Are you working and going to schooll at the same time?

You really need a professional diagnosis to determine if you suffer from depression, but you can have symptoms that are just as serious if they go untreated. It sounds like you need someone to talk to. I'm not available for about five hours, but if you want to Telegram for a bit leave your contact info and I can reach out.

Nahh, I just work. As I said, I've ended studies one year ago.

you are not alone

I had similar situation when I was studying and going to work at the same time. It really really drained me for years and it took many years to get back out of it. I would suggest forcing yourself to get back to doing the stuff that you liked. You might want to start dating too. You will be surprised how happy a quality GF can improve your life.

Similar problem here OP. I am 26, nothing interest me anymore. Games? Nah... Studies? I am too stupid to study anything serious. Doing something? I give up after first attempt.

I wish I could die, I hate myself. It started somehow 4-5 years ago. Still nothing changed for better.

Help me.

>Help me.

Have you considered going to therapy?

You should get help. But you need a goal to work for in life. Maybe trade school will be a better option in your life. You are TOO YOUNG to throw it away.

Here where I live? I do not have money to go to a specialist. Public ones would only give me meds, do not listen to me, and if they listen, they would put me in the hospital by force. Fuck this country.

Trade school? I wonder what would it be called here. I have a goal, money. I would love to create a company, manage it, grow. I do not have the capital, I do not have ideas.

Sometimes I feel like dry grass that lies on the road and wind sometimes moves it to a different spot. I feel like drowning in dryness.

You CAN die, but not before your time. Try helping someone else when you are suffering. This always works for me. Read about the Buddha. If you don't know his story, then learn it.

By the end of today, try to make sense of this sentence: "I see your armies, Mara, and I am not afraid."

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Will if you want a company then you need to save money. Sometimes it takes awhile to get ideas on how to create a company, so while you think up of something you should save money. You might want to try to get a GF. If shes a good one she will improve your life by miles.

Do you have a mortgage?
Wife?
Kids?

I got a fiancee, well, maybe I had until today?

And if she's a good one but dumps you, your self-hatred will keep you depressed and you'll be afraid of social interactions. 25 now and I still haven't gotten over her after 7 years. Haven't gone to the doctor about my health issues. Haven't spent the money I earn at work. Don't care about myself or anything really. I just get drunk to ease the pain from my illnesses.

None of that, so basically I should not have any problems... but I have just a mental problems. I'm young and I can change my life, I know, but I just don't even know what I really want in my life.

How about you join the military? That outta change your mindset if you really are that unmotivated.

I seriously hope that you meant this as a joke...