Who else /suicidal/?

>Fail to commit suicide
>Family is heartbroken, mother especially
>She stays by my hospital bed for two weeks, almost getting fired from work
>I don't say a word to her
>When they finally allow me to leave I just lay in my bed
>Mum tries to cheer me up
>She brings home a Leonard Cohen record
>"Here user, I bought you this record. You always use to play his music around the house. I wanted to cheer you up"
>Don't even roll over the bed to say thank you, just lay there paralysed
>She leaves it on the bed
>Couple weeks later Dad divorces her and she moves three states away
>Never really talk to her again, only at christmas when she visits
>She's always supportive and interested in me wanting me to succeed
>I can barely look her in the eyes
>15 minutes ago Dad calls me to tell me she's past away

I fucking love you ma. I'm sorry I'm such a coward. I won't ever let it happen again. I can't do this anymore.

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Sorry, forgot to say that this happened over 10 years ago but I just got the call tonight. I don't know what to do.

>I won't ever let it happen again

Don't think yer mom can pass away again dummy

You want to talk about sad music ?

Go to grave of your mother and talk to her. O don't know if you are religious or something but mybe it's fell you better.

goddamnit man, I just got fucking hammered and put on some cohen.. you brought me all the way down...
try to get past it...

If this greentext is real, then I am so sorry, user. My best wishes go out to you.

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>youtube.com/watch?v=qM0zINtulhM

This. user I think it'll make you feel better

She hasn't been buried yet. I should've just typed it right but my Dad just called me to tell me she died

Go to his funeral and prepare yourself psychologically

>>Fail to commit suicide
>>Family is heartbroken
better lucky next time

dude i have been completely healthy, clean from drugs, all that good shit for months, and today i just find myself lookign at shotguns with plans for my suicide that i dont even remember writing...scary shit

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>my life is shit, I know what I'll do, go shitpost on Sup Forums for a while
Get your shit together or fucking finish the job already, scum

dont listen to this because if you do, you will try to attempt again. take it from terry

So you're looking for music or what? If so, listen to pic rel.

Stay strong user

youtube.com/watch?v=93XIO_fpMVU

Listen to this faggot.

fucking this

That's very sad but I have to say there's something pretty funny about bringing a Leonard Cohen record to somebody recovering from a suicide attempt.