Every day i wake up is another day i have to fight to make it through the day the feeling of wanting to quit and just...

every day i wake up is another day i have to fight to make it through the day the feeling of wanting to quit and just saying fuck it. the spirit has been broken down widdled away until it feels like nothing is left. no joy no happiness it just feels empty and cold i miss the days when i wanted to be awake now it just feels like i rather sleep and not deal with the world maybe a simple life would be better a life of just living instead we are stuck in a endless loop of school work problems it never ends nothing is ever finished if its not one thing its another the sun has left and i just feel cold. empty and tired.

i have almost no one to vent to picture not related.

:(

Know the feel Sup Forumsro

A couple of my friends are also like this. We're all so sick of the constant grind, nothing to enjoy, no time to think. An hero seems best option.

move cities
exercise
stop porn
stop smoke drinks
meditate
watch comedy
listen to aggressive and calm music
listen to more music
set boundaries for work school and relaxing time
go for a walk

good luck!

*whittled
Learn how to punctuate, tard.

i know that feel

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Missed porn in there. I only jerk off once every few days for comforts sake.

this kind of hollow "advice" is why depressed people can seem stuck in their ways. they've tried the "top 5" lists on google, this is their life.

You aren't alone in that.
>be vehicle inspector
>same work cycle every day
>35 vehicles a day, every day
>check the same things and mark the respective items on my clipboard
>immediate lead is a useless tit that is rarely around when anyone else or myself needs help or insight on something and when they are around they want to cut corners to reduce cost, but if something is found later down the line we get bitched at
>managers are detached from staff and have ridiculous expectations and never listen to feedback
>we all work our asses off and just get shit on for our short comings every day
>high worker turnover so it's hard to build rapport
>come home to my empty apartment only to be reminded my wife of seven years is no longer here
>my dog looks bored, confused, and lonely most of the time
>she sniffs around looking for something that will never been there again
>go to bed as early as I can manage just to go do it all again the next day

>every day i wake up is another day i have to fight to make it through the day
Only 65 more years to go buddy

How do you think this is going to play out?

The Jewish dream for the New World has been realised.

This caused me to stop trying and basically fail out of college. I might go back eventually. I guess it might not have gotten so bad if I had been doing better before but idk. I just try to make my over-arching goal in life rebuilding the motivation to do things. I stick to habits and practice them just because I choose to believe it will help me care about something again. It's good to consider that most people don't really know or care much about my past or anything, so at any time I can pretty much do whatever I want and change whatever I want if I try enough. Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and talk to myself about the things I can do if I try. That briefly makes me want to improve or go somewhere. I am getting stronger lifting weights, so I'm starting to feel like that might change things.

I think the most important thing is not to feel like you are stuck in what your life currently is. I am living with my parents now and basically doing nothing but I'm slowly starting to realize I can just do some random shit and move the fuck out just to be somewhere else. When I start taking baby steps like "just do basically anything to get out of here" they build on each other and I start realizing that I can accomplish more than the bare minimum. You have to throw yourself into the fire first. Thinking too much will kill you.

Take advantage of corporate benefits to get a few more ASE certs under my belt, transfer to another dealership, then eventually move on to another better paying one. Eventually I'd like to move on to something independent, preferably a race team.
I like you guys but Sup Forums pls. I'm not a cuck, she died.

Why not go to the race team now? Seems you have nothing to lose.

For me listening to music is good when I'm trying to transition. For example, if I'm jerking off and doing nothing all day but I want to make myself go for a run or work on something, I listen to music and focus on it while kind of thinking of the thing I was planning to do. After listening I don't feel so bad about doing the thing.

take your dog out camping, sell the house, tell your manager to ram the job

It's okay. Find a hobby to take your mind off things; I recommend something productive, like writing songs or light carpentry. It sounds stupid, but it takes away time from the things that make you depressed. Something new, something fresh. You need something that takes you away from yourself, because it sounds like you don't like yourself at the moment.

The only way to get better is to tell yourself that you will.

Lack of experience mostly. I can diag stuff for days but I know fuck all about how to fix it.
I take my dog out all the time but she still can tell something is wrong. I can only hope that she eventually gets over this. I would tell my manager to get fucked but I need the paycheck and cost of living around here is pretty damn high so I don't want to jeopardize my own livelihood because I shot my mouth off.

Depressed when I was in the Air Force and on my own for the firs time.

-The cure was finding interest in hacking lol.

Got depressed again later on in life so I decided to read a ton of self help books that might trigger a thought or idea.

-Found day trading stocks and crypto as a passion. I couldn't be happier.

You need a purpose and a time sink. It's hard to find your passion, but you have to spend time and energy to find it. It's the only way to make yourself happy in life.

Well, there's your problem. You need to set a goal of fixing what you don't know how (what is it, welding? EFI?) and accomplish it, then tell boss to stick it.

That direction and momentum will keep you going and feeling better.

I know how you feel. My best friend is the only thing I really have left and they're in the balance of killing themselves too, I'm scared I'm going to wake up to find out they died to the point I just don't want to wake up, and to the point where it just feels like nothing really matters :/

SERIOUSLY...ALL...OF...THIS

Just pick one... baby steps

It's not baby steps to repeat advice you saw on Oprah, that's wasted steps.

I'm scared to do everything so I hide from my problems. Eventually they'll catch up so I'll just admit my self to the mental hospital.

>Millennials, the post

Bunch of limp wristed pussies that agree w this horse shit

>widdled

>>Millennials, the post
I would put money on this being posted by a millennial in denial.

What money, you and your millennial ilk don't work

Gen x here
> be me parents say muh go to college
> get sociology degree
>get done
>wtfamlgonnadowthis.jpeg
>work in factory for 3 yrs
>thisshitsucks.png
>apply for insurance sales in city 3hrs away
> not make money right away
> bartender and construction for six months on top of insurance job
>fast forward 18 yrs
> own insurance business and make well into six figures
My point anons it can be done
What my wife (btw is a middle school nurse) sees is every kid is a fuckin snowflake. Parents bail them out of school for everything
> muh I don’t like the lunch
> muh I have a headache
> muh my period
The unintended result of this over parenting is once they get to high school and college is the parent cannot bail them out.
Parents still love them and they end up in the basement at 35
You young fags need to accept that you will not start out at a job paying 100,000
>btw I have been a bartender, garbage man, picked up animal carcasses off the road and worked fast food for 7 years in college

Join a mercenary group

Goddamn!! Please post more of that flawless Asian Goddess! MY COCK DEMANDS IT!

I know how you feel OP. I really do. I feel the EXACT same fucking way. You're definitely not alone.

Buy a motorcycle.

How old are you?