Feels thread?

Feels thread?

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I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.

>be me
>be stoner
>have qt3.14 stoner gf
>dealer likes my gf
>gf cheats on me with dealer
>get into argument with gf
>gf mad at me
>we break up and she starts dating dealer
>shes still mad at me because of what i said when we fought
>tells dealer to stop selling to me
>dealer complies
>mfw

Pot ruins lives. QED.

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Win win. You stop using crap and dealer get life ruined by cunt.

big if true

Gets to keep all that good food to himself

I've been insanely popular my whole life, like... ridiculously popular... up until a few years ago.
My mental health got worse, I turned into a cunt.
A friend decided last year to do something for my 30th since it was a big one and she likes throwing parties, she invited like 50+ people who know me/are friends with me, put on a huge spread of food, spent 100's on booze... not a single person turned up.

It was at that point that I realised the mighty had fallen hard.
I used to be so cool and everyone used to call me daily to hang out but now I'm lucky if my gay friend messages me for sex.

julius got his birthday cards and support from Sup Forums so all is well in the world

i hope he's having a fulfilling life lately

The thing is, the older you get the more unlikely gets to become close friends with others. There may be exceptions to this, but in general you're never going to find friends later in life as close as those made in your youth (school for instance).

And this is coming from an oldfag of 45 who's used to being alone.

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>be me
>virgin

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Thats pretty much everybody

I do not appreciate my life so much, not because my heater doesn't work, nor because I don't have enough money to eat properly, that's my fault anyway, I'd be the happiest person in the whole universe if I could find people who could see me as someone worth to spend some tme with, one can dream right ?

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Having a rough time as of late don’t really have the time to talk to a therapist. I’ve tried so many different antidepressants and uped the dosage on all of them. I’m tired of going to the doctor it’s just a big waste of time at this point. Suicide is not really a realistic option atm. I’m really just feeling stuck. I’ve started cutting when I think about killing myself to give me an outlet. It works but it just makes me want to self harm more often.

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Kanye?

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got what you wanted then

Looks like an awesome party set-up.
Those suckers missed out.

All that and without a single instance of the word "nigger." Sup Forums does have its moments, you know. I wish I'd just see more of them.

call the cops on his faggot ass

This is the story of white trash since the beginning of time.

>23
>straightfag all my life untill discovering traps in early highschool
>recently discovered grindr and hooked up with a few cute cds and some transboys/girls
>finally meet the ultimate wet dream porn star blondie with Pamela Anderson tits and the most amazing face. She looks runway ready.
>shes also 40
>we started hooking up and then just had sleepovers daily
>were a month in and things are starting to get srs she wants to meet friends and vice versa
>tfw you have to tell your boys your dating a tranny bombshell....

What would Sup Forums do

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>best friend dying of cancer
>been taking care of him non stop every 6 months
>he cries almost daily about being afraid im going to abandon him or that hes an emotional burden on me
>didnt have more than 2 days off across 6 months
>his kids treat me like a slave
>lost 7 pounds just from puking after wiping up his bodily fluids for a few weeks when he became incontinent
>hes gotten stronger but its just been a dull endless haze of taking care of a dying person
>my light at the end of the tunnel was my other friend coming to stay with me for the summer
>we made plans, id saved so much money from not having enough time to do anything
>was gonna make it the best summer ever
>texted me the other day saying he was offered the lead role in 7 plays this summer
>has to take it
>no more light at the end of the tunnel
>just who knows how many more months of me taking care of dying friend with no more fun
>the other night just picked up a big ole kitchen knife and started pressing it against my gut
>just stood there for ten minutes with this blade right up against me
>put it down, feeling like an edgy teenager
>go to bed praying to whatever powers that be, promising them im sorry for all the bad ive done and just begging them to end this ordeal
>realize that 'ending this ordeal' means having my friend die sooner and feel even worse about myself
>spend the rest of my night writing suicide notes to friends

fuckkkkking kill me

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kek

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lol just kill your friend

Double suicide with your mentally ill fuckbuddy.

Just pay for hospice and dave yourself all this pain

i dont think you know what hospice is. we were on hospice which is paid for entirely by insurance but they only send a nurse about twice a week to do tiny things. they rarely stay for more than an hour. you also can't be in hospice care if you are seeking treatment, and hes currently on immunotherapy.

you are a good friend

and if you mean just pay for a live in nurse, if i had 5k a month i fucking would, thank god you do but not everyone does.

Lost a girl friend to brain cancer a while ago, so I can relate. But what is beyond me is why you put up with the situation so easily? I mean, he's your best friend, alright. But can't you voice your concerns without abandoning him? What about those kids? Are there other people involved in nursing and such?

You have my empathy, but I don't entirely get whats going on there.

well... bad news is, you might not be able to repair most of those friendships you screwed up, and you might not be that popular again.

good news is, you're seeing that you've gotten a little messed up along the way. Don't feel too bad. It's not uncommon. Im not sure who you are, or what youve done or anything. And even if you told me, it's like like i'd be able to help. I won't pretend to be an armchair-psychologist. But there's people who spend decades of their lives studying this sort of shit to help you get yourself unsnarled.

Nobody's ashamed to take their car in if they can't figure out whats wrong with it. Nobody's ashamed to go to the doctor if they've got a fever. You get what i'm sayin?

here's to better days, yo.

If he's got an IV (most cancer patients do), an embolism caused by a shot of air through the IV tube would do the job painlessly. Replace the tubing and dispose of it elsewhere, reset the IV, and leave for the night. Come back in the morning and call the police when you find the body.
>I'm so upset.
>He must have passed in the night.
>He was in so much pain.
>I guess it was just his time to go.
For maximum lulz, wear surgical gloves, do this, then put the needle you used in his hand (after wiping it down with alcohol).

(SATIRE)

True this. I moved back to the town of my youth a couple years back, and I don't have one friend anymore that I hang out with. All work friends, but never beyond that. Oh well.

Man the fuck up. It's 2018. If your friends can't accept the decisions that make you genuinely happy and grow into your most genuine you, then they aren't your friends. If you have a bad bitch, let it be known.

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Kek'd

What the fuck does >mfw mean anymore?

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I don't know how to help you, but good luck friend.

>can't you voice your concerns without abandoning him?

can and have. but it doesn't really lead to answers. a dying man who needs a blood transfusion every two weeks to stay alive can't really change his situation, let alone mine. it mostly leads to him crying because he feels like hes ruined / wasted my life.

>What about those kids? Are there other people involved in nursing and such?

one lives in texas with a wife and kid. he comes by once every two or three months for a weekend to boss me around and make my life more difficult. i stopped updating him on anything until way after the fact because he tries to add two hours of work to my day everyday.

his other son is a cameraman on the avengers and now ran off to paris with his girlfriend. he visited once, tried to boss me around, told my friend that i was planning to abandon him in november, then said i shouldn't be allowed to have private thoughts anymore (in order to better take care of his dad). i told him to leave.

we had a live in caretaker for two months when things were really bad. he basically took care of my friend overnight so that I could sleep in my own bed and take care of my friend during the day. Since my friend has gained a lot of his strength back we let go of the caretaker for the time being and i just stay over the night(s) immediately following an immunotherapy treatment or if hes just having a particularly bad night.

starting at the beginning of this month I have had several of his friends and previous clients of ours take care of him during lunch and dinner hours so that I can have weekends again.

slow day? go be edgy somewhere else.

You're a good friend, and a good man. The fact you've even cared for him at all, let alone for 6 months, is incredible. You're a better man than I, and likely a better man than all others you know. But I have to ask: why are you taking care of him full time, when he has kids capable of doing so?

I remember when Sup Forums mailed thousands of birthday cards to a 90 year old veteran and some even showed up at his birthday.

they refuse to move here to do so. I told the one thats 'in charge' of his care that we were probably going to have to upgrade to an actual nurse for the over night care (instead of a transient we picked up at a hostel) and he said 'we'll probably have to put him back in a home'. i do not want him going back to a home. even if he loses his mind. he will deteriorate in the worst way possible there.

what sucks is that this man has more than enough money for a full time nurse for a whole year. likely longer than he will be alive. but his kids the POA and doesn't want to spend it (spoiler alert: inheritance).

this man has changed my life in so many ways for the better and while it does look like taking care of him is now in my best interest as of last month, there was still 5 months before that where I took care of him not knowing what my future would hold.

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I never understood what was so sad about these pictures. 20 year olds dont have a bunch of friends over at moms house to celebrate a birthday, moms just get cakes and then you eat food and cake and then go party with friends. bday parties at moms house ended at 13

I understand. In my case I had the "advantage" that a glioblastoma is mother nature's way to execute people. Once diagnosed you have 3-6 months left, maybe a year or two with heavy chemo and radiation therapy and that's the best case.

Your problem seems to be that there's is no end in sight (not a bad ending and even less a good one), which will wear anyone down sooner or later.

The way I see it, something HAS to change. Otherwise you will be going down the same road as your friend, and where's the use in that? I'm not an expert so I can't seriously give advice, but you should actively seek help, talk to people, find a way.

Stay strong, user. You are, indeed, a good friend. You deserve better than to waste away like this.

Why can't his kids take care of him? You need to assert yourself. You need to personally tell him how it is. That you're just as emotionally miserable and feeling stressed out as he is and you ''need a break'' and it's ''nothing personal''. If he's really a great friend, he'll understand. But I do feel for him. I just wanna know why he doesn't have not one other person to take care of him.

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I had something similar happen to me, not as young as the kid in the picture though which I can imagine probably feels worse.

Happened almost a decade ago at this point & while I'm definitely not "sad" about it, it still bothers me enough that I don't want to go into details not necessarily because I don't want to share it, but because that phase of my life I like to pretend was fiction.

>the dog food
>i bet they don't even have a dog

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Guess I meant a live in nurse or caretaker of sorts

Death is only the beginning user

still makes me sad everytime
I'd send him a card if I could

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damn, that's a good spread. I would have shown up.

For us not normies that is true. But look where we are user

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what face? you didn't post a face?

Don't say "MY FACE WHEN" without a fucking face.

i talk to a lot of people. honestly without all these people i dont know how we would have gotten by. most refuse to commit more than 3 hours a week to help out and most of them just want to come by on sunday as you can imagine. but without their donations neither he or I would have been able to support ourselves financially to keep him in his home or me with any money at all.

unfortunately nothing really can change at this point. i can go in and say 'hey in eed a break.'. he'd understand. he'd agree. and he would be left alone for a week, or however long i stayed away. and he'd probably survive for a week with enough visitors coming in and bringing food. beyond that it gets hazy. doctor appointments are osmething he can't even remember on his own, let alone get to. someone has to be there to care for osmeone when they're at this point.

they told me he was going to die about a month and a half ago. then he sudden;y started getting 'better'. but hes not actually 'better'. the cancer has not only grown but its spread to his lungs now. but he has just been eating more so he gainedb ack some strength.

as much as it uscks this is a part of life for most people. a lot of america would just throw their loved ones in a nursing home, but im not letting that happen here. he'd die in about a month given the last time he was there.

throwing birthday parties at your moms house and expecting people to come?

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Holy shit dude same situation here.
Rock and a hard place.

Details of what's up?

>Be me
>Straight up rejected 6 times
>Friendzoned twice
>One girl agreed to go out for lunch then on the day she said no
>Been on 2 dates with 2 different girls and both of them stopped replying after the second date

What the fuck does a man have to do? I'm sick of trying because it always seems to fail. The most recent girl I asked out I thought would be the one to work because we had already made out once and we had been hanging out every week for a month. I asked her out on an actual date and she said "let's just be friends". My heart.

fuck.

Hurts, man

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>I just wanna know why he doesn't have not one other person to take care of him.

because everyone has 'lives' and no one wants to put their entire life on hold to take care of someone 24/7. we have plenty of friends who stop by, and at the moment we have about 7 guests a week who come by to bring him food for dinner so i can go home. people can't just turn off threi families, turn off their rent, their mortgage, their jobs and come take care of someone indefinitely.

the only reason I can do it is because we were business partners when it happened and a lot of our clients just kept sending us money even though we stopped working. honestly without them this would be hopeless.

i could just tell him i need a break, and at this point he'd maybe survive for a week on his own, but thats about it. he would understand but its not like im doing this for no reason. I've been there every day until recently cuz he needed around the clock care. leaving doesn't make someone else magically appear.

with his current strength he could go a week though. thats really iffy though unless im managing all his guests and such from my phone at the very least, but scheduling 4 people a day for 3 hour shifts on weekdays is a nightmare we just gave up on that early on.

costs too much for his sons to free up the money at the moment.

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This lmao

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it always gets me... always

just wanted to say i really am grateful you all responded to this btw. I have posted about it a lot in the last six months and most people just ignore it in favor of 'tfw no gf' posts.

i know its frustrating having me turn down all the suggestions you give. trust me when i say that I've looked at the situation from every angle and that I am already on the best path we have for him and my peace of mind at the very least.

but thank you for even just responding. it gets so rough when you come here to rant in a feels thread and people ignore you just to talk about how hard being single is. it makes you feel like you've been ghost banned or are just invisible.

just thank you.

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Ask once and move on.
Anything else is a waste of time.

I see. Well, people like us can't but do what they have to do, I suppose. Back when it happened people told me to pull myself out of the situation to "protect myself", but I couldn't. I wanted to be there until the very end, everything else wouldn't have felt right. Obviously, you have a similar approach. I truly hope that there's a (spiritual?) reward somewhere for you in the future. But whatever comes of this, you can be proud of yourself, and don't let anyone else tell you otherwise.

I sincerely hope you'll come out of this unharmed. My best wishes for you, user.

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>mom dying of alzheimers
>found out 2 years ago
>seeing her get more and more confused every day
>eventualy starts forgetting where her keys are, etc
>starts getting paranoid, have to put up with her calling me a thief every day
>eventually she starts wandering off and then I have to go look for her
>start smoking heroin just to dull the pain
>eventually the costs add up, have to find ways to fund my habit
>have boyish looks, thinking of prostituting myself
>start putting up ads on craigslist.
>eventually got a reply
>go to meet the trick
>a well groomed guy in his 30's
>come in user, want a drink?
>sure
>wake up in a haze, notice I was bleeding from my ass
>start crying
>walk home
>notice sirens coming from my house
>oh shit
>run to my house
>open the door
>see paramedics everywhere, my mom being put on a stretcher
>fall on the floor crying
>mfw my mom OD'd on alzheimers meds while I was out getting raped for heroin money

Yeah that's exactly what I've been doing man, I would never ask more than once.

Op is a faggot.
How do you feel now?

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Nice album but
>>Sup Forums

I don't know about spiritual but there is definitely a reward on the horizon now. we had a talk a few weeks ago since he seemed to bounce back a bit. we knew he would still pass 'soon' according to the doctors but no real estimation of when. hes expected to pass this year. but we talked about my goals in life and how I came out here to LA to make it into a writers room, and he promised that regardless of his health he will have me in a writers room by the end of 2018. it helps knowing thats there, but knowing that i could be here for potentially 9 months of who knows what while my year slips away from me is terrifying. but its like you said, anything else wouldn't feel right. its really fucking tough to do and really fucking hard on me, but in the end its what makes me feel best about it.

hes already done so much for me that even if his promise doesn't pan out, I hold no regrets over it. doesn't make it any less frustrating or sad or even traumatizing but it is the right choice.

thank you user.

I'm 46 now and gone through hard times and for reals this is still the gayest shit Ive ever read

Fuck do I even need to say this? user, everything will be fine. You're not going to win life and be a fucking scientist on the moon or shit. But you'll probably find a girl, settle down, have some kids, have some great times, struggle through some shit times, make it work or don't, live a bit.

But NEVER read some faggot jpeg on Sup Forums and agree with it. Fuck

cringe

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Lol Americans. Love that you can't even die with dignity without paying (while disagreeing with the idea of universal healthcare)

radio exercises?

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