what has happened to me.
>5 years ago
> run small business
>pretty successful
>had house, cars, pussy gud life
>got hooked on dope
>jail & lost eevrything
>now 29 live back at home
>parents dont let me do anything , scream constantly
>no more life, want to start company but just want to sleep
> i want to die im tired of being worthless
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Wich kind of dope?
started with percs then went to shooting heroin . over 2 years . completely fucked my life. i used to have such drive and fire to make money but now i feel trapped in this house with no motivation
i know its pathetic. i totally can startup another company but ive become such a lazy fuck
thank you user i really needed that. ill be honest ive been sleeping so much because in my dreams i have a life. in my dreams things happen. i just need to make the switch. bc i used to hate sleeping when life was good
>live with parents
>dad gets surgery and gets a prescription to 30 oxycodone/APAP 10-325
>parents and me get get sick around the same time and we all get a bottle of hyrdocodone cough syrup
>dad never took any of his pills neither of them used the syrup
>take combination of hydro and oxy for 2 months
>run out go through withdrawal
>tell my parents i got the flu
>cant get more or alternatives cause i have no social contacts
>everything goes back to normal and my life hasn't changed at all
sometimes having no life can save your life
If you want to win, you have to play the fucking game!
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see that was my problem, i had money and contacts so quickly people who caught wind of my addiction were like "oh lets go see the white boy with money" because they knew i was hooked. ive been clean since but i was so careless and stupid
What type of business did you run user/
compooter repair. i actually had 3 stores. started out of parents basement and within 2 years i had 6 employees and 3 stores. was making amazing money since there was really only geeksquad around here and i didnt ever rip anyone off. also did business for monthly contracts. life was gud
did you go through withdrawal in prison?
that was more or less how I quit amphetamines. I have a very small social circle and all of them quit within a month, so with nowhere to get it, I quit too. I kinda miss it, cos I think it did improve my life. It made my mind clear, my muscles sore and my days productive.
yeah , they do give you tylenol 3 with codeine and vistorol to help with withdrawls tho. sucks bc the food is complete trash so when you finally start feeling better and want to eat you have to eat sub par dog food
>be me years ago 22 good looking athletic
>carpeting contractor good money each week
>started smoking weed with some friends from work
>started drinking more than usual
>started going to bars and wasting money getting black out drunk
>unprotected sex with many sloots
>started avoiding the hangover and drinking more
>started drinking all day long by myself
>started not wanting to go to work instead just sleep off hangovers
>get fired
>truck shits the bed couldnt repair cause of drinking up all my money
>used to drunk top shelf booze now scrounging change for cheap vodka
>parents came to live in my house to help out
>now fiance is making all the money and im an unmotivated guilt ridden loser
>dont understand how I go so lost
>now im 28 and been having wierd anxiety problems which I drink to manage
>cant find a reason to even get up and go outside and mow the yard
>180 pounds loser who barely showers and is on the tipping point of alcoholism
>dont know how to get out of this hole of demotivation Iv fallen into
>used to be so energetic and motivated..
What the fuck happened!?
Better clean your room and pull yourself together, bucko. Roughly speaking.
i never liked amphetamines
a friend of mine had a prescription and every time i took them i would get the worst headache when i came down
fucking love opiates though
make do with kratom and phenibut for now
i cant even imagine how bad that would have been
i think that my withdrawal was minimal because i had been taking rationed doses and only for 2 months
if i was doing smack for 1-2 years and then had to suffer withdrawal in prison i think id kill myself
>computer repair
>carpeting contractor
both of these are pretty in-demand jobs, or at least jobs where you can find some work, and both of you have experience, so that's a good thing.
it was hell for sure.
yup computer repair. 130 a virus removal, got 5- 10 computers in each store a day . (i live in a bretty populated area) plus charging small businesses 1000 per month for remote support
You're a huuuge idiot.
How did you find where to buy dope?
nice trips and ya i know
one day couldnt get percs. was sick as fuck. my one boy who i knew kind of fucked around with percs said hed get em for me. waited at his house for 2 hours. he finally comes back and says only got dope. snorted it. loved it. next thing ya know im buying a brick a day and shooting it