2:30 am depression thread. what's Sup Forums currently doing/feeling?

2:30 am depression thread. what's Sup Forums currently doing/feeling?

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heartbreak

just like 75% of this website's population

ayy its you again.

Im drinking coffee and getting ready for work.

i think most here never even had love, just depression.

Drunk missing my cheating ex, I don't know why.
Bouta go for a drive maybe

Welcome back op what you doin bitch

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>molly plug fell through for the night
>hydrocodone plug fell through too
Fuck, guess it's xans and vodka tonight

sitting out in 33 degree f air havin a stick, having a blank mind.

Same as you, nigger. Nothing and nothing.

I got close once

It just hurts now

tired. A girl is in love with me and im in love with her but we have to part ways.

what they reject you?

My moron parents who grew up in the late 60s.

Currently thinking and feeling numb.

sort of, it's complicated. but yeah, for the most part

You're doing your parents?
Like both at the same time?

Parting ways for why?

How do you almost fall in love if someone rejects you. Usually you date said person

exactly what I thought when I read that.

I'm in bed thinking of her. .my ex.
Ive cried over her every single day. ..for years now.

by having a really close friendship that one drunken night complicates

Yeah. It's the wife's fault. The bitch is spoiled, used to getting what she wants. She decides to start crying to my mom, and dad, about me.

well you're pretty stupid

Bout to snort some addys i want to end my life

litaf 10am

Just got home from work, having a glass of whiskey and listening to some music and trying not to think about the fact that I have to be awake for school in 4 hours.

Putting my depression to use by working overnight. I dont know from where my depression originates from

for school. youre a total virgin at life

What you listening to? Im want some new music to enjoy

Just went through a rough breakup so kinda just sad I guess

Jerkin my dick and feeling like shit. I need money but have no car to get a job. I also despise living, so there's that.

sitting in my room
watching vinesauce and flipping between youtube, flstudio, and drinking cheap vodka
wondering why i keep trying to make music even though ill never become professional at it

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...what? By school i mean university. I have like a month left before I'm done. Meanwhile I'm attending classes full time and working 50 hours a week minimum.

I too would like to leave existence.

jerma

Smoking meth, ruminating about our discrete spectrum for any traces of a path to nihilo.

what
not user but hobo johnson - peach scones, brockhampton - sunny, and samsa - tinder samurai are all pretty good songs (in my shitty opinion)

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Finally sinking in that me and my gf are split. Was rocky for a week or two and then it was a break from each other and now it’s been one week with no messages or talking and it’s setting in. Before there was hope it would pan out and we would make it work like we have every time before. The hope is fading fast and it makes me more sad now than when we first broke up

What am i gunna do faggots? I have no social skills and am not even sure how the heck i got her in the first place. I keep telling myself to start bettering myself and to start the process of finding someone else but not sure where to start. Feels more lonely now than I’ve ever been despite being alone forever really before her

checkd
keep doin the lords work Sup Forumsro

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Just finished listening to some piano music from Stefano Battaglia (listened through the album Pelagos, which is amazing but not on youtube so I can't really give you any samples), now I've got some Alcest playing- currently on this one

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Putting off the work I need to do and trying to figure out what's going on in my head. My cheating ex showed up in my last dream and her lover the night before (both women). It's been over four years since I've seen either of them. I don't know what it means.

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alright

never put passion into a relationship. they're only ever going to be under 50% of your control. Put the passion somewhere else.

Am addicted to porn and people found out

I fucked myself literally and figuratively

What do i do

Drinkin' a brew, smokin' a bowl and watchin' South Park. Feelin' pretty cozy, I'm a pretty positive guy these days.
>Drunk
>Bouta go for a drive maybe
I've got a brain injury that says that's not a good idea

anxiety, general depression, parents splitting up, and feeling sorry for myself cause of a fuckin' girl.

oh no you are a human and want to reproduce, what a sin. You should say fuck them.

Fuck. Im framing this post

Mostly just wondering if I should actually approach the girl I like. This isn't like a crooked grind where i can try again if I fail, this has social consequences if it doesn't go right.

It makes me look like a pervert and i probably am

The few friends i had now know all i think about is sex

I cant talk to females because of this. It feels like they can sense my thoughts

I have an 8 year addiction to opioids. Pills, H, poppy tea, whatever it is i gotta have it. Withdrawals feel like death. Barely have enough cash to make it to the next paycheck. Will probably blow most of the new paycheck on pills. Don't do drugs faggots. If i ever off my self i'll stream it for shits and giggles. Not today though. Today i will sleep and wake up then snort some blues. Goodnight /b

jesus i think you are a highschool student or younger

Im 19 and at uni

thinking of ways to shut the fuck up and deal with everything tbh

Was born in 1988. Yes synchronicity , I still see you and it's okay if you tag along tonight.

The finite realms Jesus and Buddha put together are half-assed and unacceptable. I'll get all of us, even the rats, off this sinking ship even if it takes me infinity.

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I just busted a nut it felt so good

so barely out of highschool, i see. Realize that you need to not care about what others think about you.

My exgf shows up in my dreams every few months. And those are the more lucid dreams i ever have. The curious part is that we always end up just doing normal stuff that i do with my wife. But the difference in how happy i feel with my ex kills me. Because my wife loves me and does everything for me. We have a kid together. And still sometimes i never want to wake up.

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