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the lady in the office next to mine likes to talk on speaker phone

Why do people do this?

I was very close to become a deadman, I saw a Grim Reaper, I looked into his eyes and I it was a very dreadful experience, now I am happy for every moment of my life, even with all this shit happening to me.

>for example, i'd love to just pack my bags, quit my job and travel the world, doing odd jobs just to get by, meeting all kinds of people, going on adventures, seeing new places and things like that

thats my dream too actually

How do one get to see a grim reaper other than being a schizo?

>for example, i'd love to just pack my bags, quit my job and travel the world, doing odd jobs just to get by, meeting all kinds of people, going on adventures, seeing new places and things like that
I'd love to do that as well. My illness prevents me from fulfilling my dreams. I wish everyone here will make their dreams come true one day.

I was there all alone, swallowed 300 sleeping pills, guzzled a bottle of vodka, thinking about what should I do with my knife, there I was in this state, sitting alone under an old tree. I heard a noise, like creaking of a rope. In my mind I saw a hanged man on a tree branch just above me head. I Smiled thinking that soon I will join him in his dance of the dead.
Then I saw him, the Reaper, I crawled back to my house pale like a vampire, with fright in me eyes.
You need to be very close to dying.

>You need to be very close to dying.
I'm dead already

spooky

The dead are not supposed to speak but they do speak to me, are you one of my hallucinations?

Probably not as I'm only dead inside, my shell known as body is still somehow working. Also why do you assume that voices who speak to you are dead people?

Some are like my dad, some aren't, like the people I meet, they laugh at me, I hear them commenting everything about me but their mouths don't move.