>Haven't played chess in 4 months
>Totally shit at chess now
>Didn't go to the gym for two weeks
>Lost momentum and strength now
>Same amount of money as January
>Body still looks the same
>Still no car
>Haven't read any of the books I had planned to read for over a year
>Haven't gotten started on the projects I had planned for months now
>Still unemployed
I CALLED IN SICK FROM YOUR FUNERAL
Get your shit together m8, so I can have motivation to get mine together as well
the sight of your family made me feel responsible
So what. You don't give enough fucks.
I thought you left Sup Forums and became a normie?
Don't think I can ever become a normie, and I am going to register for the Arab board exams today until I can figure out how to sit the American ones, pic related is the American one, its fun as fuck because its more sciency and boosts confidence
Also the SIngaporean bruv and the Australian Surgeon were right, the only solution was no-patient interaction fields like research. I refused to say hi to some girls because of nervousness and now they won't help me get a job.
At a certain point you're pathologically fucked, my brain showed autism signs on a CT but there's a mysterious lesion beneath my left temporal lobe, beneath the language centres, a lot of nonsense
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shit senpai good luck with that. You must leave this wretched place and become successful, just like I need to. My parents are furious lately I think they're going to kick me out for real if I don't start pulling my weight and whatever else arbitrary non-sense they want me to pay/do. Quite frankly not sure if I want to even keep in touch with them once I get on my feet but I guess milking them would be the best course of action here.
Honestly considering just turning my life into a productivity-fest by only working-studying-going to the gym for at least a few years and seeing where that takes me.
Good luck to you too, for me I am just going to use my MRCP to find a job in a transitory nation like the Gulf Peninsula, take the American exams and then use autism-memory to find a good residency program and sidetrack to research
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