and will bleed to death to death over the course of the next 30 minutes.
(this can be suicide or an accident, depends on your state of mind)
What do you listen to as your life drains away?
and will bleed to death to death over the course of the next 30 minutes.
(this can be suicide or an accident, depends on your state of mind)
What do you listen to as your life drains away?
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I'M FUCKING TIRED OF ALL THE PERKS I'VE TRIED NOTHING EVERYTHING WORKS FOR LESS I'M WORTH I'VE SERVED MY BID ALL FUCK LIFE WASN'T WHAT IT IS
Deloused
Go on
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As cliché as it is, probably Unknown Pleasures, skipping the first track because of how fast and energetic it is. I would lay there and listen to the slower, quieter songs while I bleed out.
Souvlaki or Disentagration would work too, although those albums sound like being drunk and drowning.
Suicide then?
Madrigals of the Rose Angel - Harold Budd
YOU IDIOT KID
YOU DON'T HAVE A CLUE
30 minute loop of this.
pink moon is just under 30 minutes
Yeah, probably.
>not Green Bird
"bang"
Too soon, user...
It's been 20 years.
Assuck - Misery Index then Husker Du - Metal Circus and I would die during Diane
bare naked ladies - chickity china
the sound of running water
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Doing it in the bath or over the sink, my man?
a video on how to best stop the bleeding to help myself live long enough for the ambulance to arrive
>Present annum
>wanting to live
Wait till the last 8 minues, then fade away to Rhubard by Aphex
the only answer
that album is made for drifting off into the abyss
is there a way to su side that doesn't leave you in agony. Excluding explosives and guns
google exit bags
is there a way that involves minimal effort and isnt scary for my bitch ass
If you're scared to kill yourself just choose life nigga
but im in constant pain
i did it in the bath lol
A/s/L
And do you have life insurance?
>Your hand on his arm
>The hay stack charm around your neck
>Strung out and thin
>Calling some friend trying to cash some >check
"18"/f/usa
probably from my parents
FINALLY!
drop a bunch of acid
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Just light me one last joint and that is all I'll need.
how to do if i haf no acid
If you live even somewhere semi populated it shouldn't be hard to find. Just ask around through your druggie friends, or go to a concert or club and look for the guy who talks to a lot of people but never for very long. Ask for acid and try not to get raped.
Nothing because I'm too stressed out by the fact that I'm all of a sudden fucking DYING.
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too much effort i think ill just call the cops and tell them im fucking my family to death
Do you have handcuffs? Can you get some?
what do handcuffs do other than bdsm?
I guess if it's good enough for Europe's top jazzman it is good enough for her.
physical or mental?
por que no los dos
throw on oracular spectacular
yes
Yes, generally although it needs to be much more secured and guaranteed. You cannot be saved. If you get saved you are completely fucked with brain damage etc.
Pink Floyd - Echoes
Only like 23 minutes too. Imagine fading away just as that final crescendo happens...
>much more secured and guaranteed
handcuffed to a heavy weight is pretty fucking guaranteed unless the do-gooder that sees you jump has bolt cutters handy.
Well, true in that instance it was secure. I'm showing the Hudson river is an average of 150 feet deep. However I was thinking of shallow more commonly found bodies of water. Even a 100 lb weight doesnt seem secure enough. Someone could just walk you out especially if more than one person was trying to save you.
plus drowning is super painful
Yeah but you only have to do it once and you get to join her club
So? Life is painful. That's the point of suicide.
i prefer no pain ever
wish i could just load up on anesthesia
>i prefer no pain ever
That's your problem.
You aren't a coward because you're suicidal - suicide requires desperate courage
You're suicidal because you're a coward. If you avoid all pain you aren't living m8
I would strongly recommend doing it sober. If you get saved you are completely fucked.
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Swans - Helpless Child
Imagine dying during those last 3 minutes
Nattens madrigal or forgotten legends
i admit that im a coward but thats not why im suicidal. theres way more shit in my life, being a coward doesnt reallly register
When I do decide to stop living my life I'll probably play something happy and uplifting. I would want it to be a pleasant experience.
I run out onto the freeway and die on my own terms. This should take about 4 minutes.
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This is my favorite song from my favorite album, pretty fitting.
I know very well how to stop arterial bleeding, so I I'll just do that.
why are you suicidal?
Shouldn't you be in college or something? Aren't you even excited about turning 21?
things, stuff. kinda personal honestly
where is this wiki page, I cant find any information on him is it all made up?
I'll have the perfect combinations of settings and patches on giant modular synth room which will be so good I'll logically commit suicide after as there would be nothing more to achieve so that as it is the last thing I hear on my way out it's the first thing heard on the way in for whoever first discovers me.
>is it all made up?
yes
i hope it's not cause you wanna fuck your sister like in op pic or raped your mom or something
nah. ive dropped out of high school twice so far, first because i got depressed and failed everything and second because of a suicide attempt. i don't seem to be doing too well at my new school either cuz really im destined for failure.
too fucking dumb and sad to get shit done
on yourself?
what if it's internal?
sounds fun but no neither of those things are true
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Seems like a lot of work, do you know the story on this, only heard of it from that screenshot.
>new school
So you're still in high school?
Yes on myself. I've also applied a tourniquet to myself, not recommended.
I'll give you internal. If I'm bleeding into my pelvis or something I've always thought dying to space oddity would be nice.
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>Sometimes painful things like this happen.
It's all part of the process of exploration and discovery. It's all part of taking a chance and expanding man's horizons. The future doesn't belong to the fainthearted; it belongs to the brave. Nothing ends here
Here's the full wiki draft. As far as I'm concerned he exists. It looks like somebody discovered the album and posted it to discogs, then somebody on discogs found a source in german for his biography and wrote a wiki article since he was virtually unknown.
Someone is spamming a fake LP with a "the artist was real fucked up" story. I was mad because it sound interesting.
yeah. its a shitty hippy school though. they pretend im smart and not failing even though i missed last three weeks because i couldnt get out of bed
>en.wikipedia.org
thanks a lot seems pretty interesting.
last 4 tracks of Spirit of Eden
Yeah me too, really makes me want to search for the lp even if it isnt good.
If you're still in high school then everything's fine. You need to find out which in-state university has the lowest standards and then get the easiest degree. I got loans out the fucking ass for university and I doubt much has changed.
>even if it isn't good.
You mean real?
its all pretty much pointless though
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The point is to alleviate pain. Money usually helps. If you are stupid then thats all the more reason for University. I would not recommend that stupid people enter the work force out of high school. Especially if they have a low tolerance for pain.
Or make a good decision and go to a trade school. Electricians and carpenters are this generation's future millionaires and they don't need to be all that intelligent.
Some people aren't made for university, we as a society need to learn that or we are fucked.
Great choice user.
>having your final moments during Challenger Part 2
That final crescendo would make everything alright.
>On base
>Missing family
>"This Place Is A Prison" starts to play
Bad times man.
YEEZY SEASON APPROACHING
and i skip black skinhead through new slaves to hit the 30 minute mark
Needle in the Hay
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Start off with Cat Naps
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I'd let the warmth take me over with Jenny Hval
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And since I knowI'm going to hell: Mutant by Arca