This is literally the stupidest reason to kill yourself, you really are falling for the suicide meme. Don't want to learn a trade? Fine. Don't want to go to college? Fine.
I imagine that since you are on here, you have a relatively good understanding of computers, moreso than the average person anyway, why not learn some coding? Don't pay for jack shit, they are all ripoffs, literally everything you will ever need is available for free online, start with the MOOC finland course, thats literally all you have to google, its for Java and its free, and its actually good not like codeacademy or any of that shit, an actual skill that employers would want, don't bother learning webdesign or anything like that, learn proper, core skills. After a year or two of work you will be easily employable if you learn java along with something else, I reccomend SQL as they will give you a really attractive profile to employers.
Don't want to learn to code? Fine, just fake a degree in Business or Commerce or something on your CV , its literally not hard at all and I've never had an employer check my degree or heard of anyone I know having to prove their attendance, just don't make it an ivy leauge school or anything.
Don't want to do that? Get a minimum wage job in the park service, you are in america, you have no idea how lucky you are. The national parks are fucking amazing there, one of the best things about the country that no one seems to realise. You will get seasonal work at the least, which will give you time in the winter to shitpost on here and watch animes for days straight as you get your neetbux.
Still want to killyourself? Fine, but atleast travel more before you do, and on a budget bigger than 1000 bucks, I mean, come on, your going to kill yourself, why not take out a few loans from your local credit union, sell your pc and shit, what have you to lose? You are literally going to die anyway.
I'll happily provide solutions if you want to listen