/CHI/

existing is pain

please reply

:/

yes hello

thank you for replying user. how's your day going?

Why not just leave your problems behind and go live a quiet life in the mountains?

i have no money if i did I would probably do this

No mames guey, encuentra un nuevo hobby

estoy watcheando umaru chan season 2

i don't know what though
is that anime?

CHI, come with me to Russia so we can both find qt wives to make our lives better.

are you that CHI who had that cam girl waifu?

tfw CHI gf who makes Mexican food and not texmex

a lot of CHIcanas don't know how to cook

Yes, I ended up sending her an email telling her i love her and couldn't see her anymore because i know she didn't feel the same and then sent her $100 and deleted my account.

It's been a month and I am still obsessed with the idea of a Russian gf. I want to go there but I'm scared of going alone.

Mine knows how to cook
I don't care about the rest

tfw too smart for hispanics
tfw not white enough for whites

what the fuck do i do

well at least you aren't spending money on her anymore

is she traditional?

> too smart for hispanics
i am more cultured and intelligent than 70% of cumskins

I wish I was desu
She made me so happy

don't give in just go get a real one

She's a normal girl
She said she wants to have kids so I guess she's more traditional than the average girl in 2017

CHI
The qualifiers sure did deliver the memes.

i meant as in house wife traditional

i only saw the mexico

I guess
I mean she cooks and does the laundry

i guess shes a keeper

But surely you know what happened to the states. All 3 games went exactly wrong for the us. They didn't even have to win, a draw would have been enough for automatic qualification.

i know all that matters is that we tried

Did you browse Sup Forums at all?

yeah I was on there last night

Did you like Sup Forums compared to Sup Forums? I really like Sup Forums when there is any larger sporting event going on, especially football (soccer).

i've browsed Sup Forums plenty of times but i would never use it as a regular board

> a real one
Do qt traps count as real girls??

no

That was a trick question and you failed, obviously I can't take you're opinions into consideration anymore.

now you found out that i'm not a fag

WHY THE FUCK ARE HOUSES SO EXPENSIVE!
An empty plot of land in the middle of nowhere costs 200000!
Reeee at this rate I'll never move out

Because canada has a severe housing bubble.

There shouldn't be a housing bubble in a small village with 2000 people

just move somewhere else whats so special about canada?

It really is bitter.

Do lsd and come back and tell me that it's not working! Don't get addicted, you only need a couple tries to see a change in your mindset, and not in a bad way.
Get an engineering degree, or get into a scientific field with less women. Guys won't give a fuck if you work hard in the background. Don't get repetitive jobs like secretary stuff that will be replaced by machine learning. You'll be fine if you're smart.

You need to self actualise man. You must learn to be complete on your own.

>Do LSD
Good goy

Hey man, I assume this guy has been trying to correct his issue for a while. If everything else isn't working, he has to make a choice to deal with it, kill himself, get a lobotomy (results vary), alter his mind so he won't think about sad things the same way.

It's really no use.
For the past 4 months I've been telling OP the jews are the source of all of his problems but he only pays attention when an Israeli user calls him a fag.

Wh-where do I procure LSD?

M8, ain't no Jews the cause of all his problems. They cause of socialist and communist ideas that plague the western world and a few other things, but OP can solve his depression himself. We can take care of the Jews later when they've outlived their usefulness, but for now we need to get rid of their Frankfurt school bullshit and send the most terminally infected youth off to Africa or Venezuela.

You could ask a drug dealer. Alternatively, you could look for/ask for information and links on here or Reddit on how to make it yourself. Ensure your privacy obviously, so you don't end up in jail getting raped by Tyrone.

how would lsd change anything? also what if i have a bad trip

Por favor esto. Yo estoy tan occupado con uni ya no tengo tiempo para postear pendejadas en Sup Forums.

Go to community college or something OP Jesus Christ

Obviously, try therapy first. Try to understand your pain.
But if that doesn't work,
It's a mind altering drug, if you've tried everything else, you're only legal option is medication. Your illegal options are to warp your mind with drugs and there are trials where LSD reduced or cured depression.
>Bad trip
That happens, have a friend and try a different drug. But don't try more than is suggested by more seasoned drug users because then you will alter your mind more than you want to/beyond repair/beyond ability to function normally. The idea is to shift the bad place your mind is at right now to somewhere better and then STOP. If you go ahead with this, and feel like you can't stop after whatever length of time is suggested by regular drug users, REHAB.
AVOID HARD DRUGS LIKE HEROIN, METH, COCAINE.

Or try weed, long term use slows down your cognitive ability though, so this is more something to do when you're old and no one cares.

>try therapy first
already have for 3 years also had group therapy
>That happens, have a friend and try a different drug.
i have really bad anxiety especially when it comes to drugs

Give me a thicc /CHI/ gf that is catholic, cooks and will give me many strong /CHI/ children NOW

go to a mexican church and pretend you know spanish

That's my gf
We've only been together for 7 months but I'm already thinking about proposing to her after a couple years

It's either this, prescription, lobotomy, or suicide. Personally, I want you to have a long life because even though part of life is pain, it's those few beautiful things that make it worthwhile. Like holding your baby in your arms as you get her to fall asleep, watching her sleep peacefully. There's a moment when you embrace your girl or guy and feel like the whole world is that room right there. There's sex with your girl or guy where you see the look of pleasure of their face and fall asleep next to them happy. There's that feeling when you work hard on your passion and improve it, striving toward a figure of life only you could make. There's helping someone who had no hope, that feeling when you're their angel.

>Tl;dr

You must take the chance, you must be brave and live!

tfw i will never have any of that

You will m8, just try.
What do you think disqualifies you?

>be /chi/
>only thing keeping him from suicide is pity comments from Sup Forums

i don't know just seems like it isn't going to end good

Why? If you have a permanent disability, I see what you mean. Are you fat? Are you weak? Do you have all your arms and legs? I want to know what keeps you from becoming more.
Also, not trying to be mean, just trying to understand you.

Neck yourself

I went to college, got a high paying job, saved a bunch of money, have a lot of hobbies. I am very self sufficient.

None of this helps with crippling loneliness though.

Have you had romantic partners before? Have you had sex before? Are you ugly? (Hotornot site can answer this) Do you want children?

no, i'm fine on the outside it's my mind thats fucked

You're messed up because of crippling loneliness, right?
If yes, that's an external issue that may stem from an internal problem. Does your mind have trouble speaking to people or thinking of what to say? Or is your mind messed up because speaking to someone doesn't mean anything?

I see you were paying a Russian cam girl,how important is human interaction to you?

no, that was the other guy

Same questions
Also,
Is it that you are tired of the rat race? You said you have hobbies, but do you have a dream? Do you want to have a romantic partner?
I'm using these questions to triangulate what's missing from your life that makes you sad and proceed from there.

don't have any dreams or a partner or anything

But do you want a partner? If yes, I have advice.

Also, please answer every question so I can provide a reason to go on or point you in the right direction.
Your the one that had group therapy?
Actually, could you just quote all posts that are yours?

not really
i'm op

Are these you?
If yes, are you tired of your job/working? This question is vital so I could figure out what philosophy you work by.

This one also you?

yes except yup

Please answer this:
Do you care about having children? Or do you want to die/have depression because this all seems meaningless to you?

maybe, but i think i won't because of how i am

anyways i'm going to bed just stop by the thread tomorrow

Goodnight ma, See you tomorrow.