I just want to fucking scream. Please mock me because I know you will. I don't fucking care.
I have been skinny fat most of my life. I decided to change that 18 months ago. I cut out all soda, alcohol, drug and cigarette use, as well as only allowing sugary foods in extreme situations such as birthdays or weddings.
Then I started lifting 5 times per week. I take in over 150 grams of protein per day. And yet I still look fucking sorry. To me there is no explanation I can give other than fucking estrogen or feminizing chemicals in the food and water supply.
I feel as if this may also be somewhat to blame for the dramatic increase in degenerate LGBT bullshit that's been going on lately.
Go ahead, mock me, I honestly don't fucking care. I have been trying so hard for 18 months, doing everything by the book, and still my progress is so slow, and I retain many feminine features, such as fucking breasts.
What can even be done? I cannot fucking herd livestock and farm to meet all my nutritional needs, although realistically is this the only way?