Guys, I can't seem to focus on school, it all meaningless to me. I know I should pursue my degree and make money but fuck I'm just so fucking lazy. Nothing seems to matter anymore. I even loaded a 12 gauge slug into my 870, but the moment I looked into the barrel I said fuck it. Suicide is just a no go. I'm tired of living; scared of dying. Two contradictory lines to each other. School is not interesting, but I know I gotta finish to please my parents. Nursing and medicine is not for the faint hearted, certainly not the lazy and sad. I work at Arby's and go to college, but I don't seem to have a goal. My parents are paying for it, and I'm just not into it, man. I'm just so indecisive. Man, I feel like I'm out of money, time, and energy for anything. Nothing seems to matter in this world. But fuck it. I'm still here.
Guys, I can't seem to focus on school, it all meaningless to me...
What year you in?
Shut the fuck up doomer. You truly are the most worthless and undeserving generation.
go away
It's my second year. It's one of the lowest quality universities out there. Though expensive despite it being the lowest.
>I know I should pursue my degree and make money but fuck I'm just so fucking lazy.
why do you think you 'should' - is that your real passion and love in life?
Passion? Nah, fuck that. I don't believe in passion in something I do. Eventually passion will turn into work either way. Unfortunately my "SHOULD" isn't .
Get your life together you lazy sack of shit and push through like the rest of us. You aren't even paying for your education. Man the fuck up and grow some hair past your happy trail, loser.
Man up and finish college. Life is 90% bullshit.
The fucking shit he feed us today “you can do anything”, “anything’s possible just think positive” all bullshit.
Such it up, grind through the bullshit, you’re gonna be grinding your entire life forward, unless you of course drop out in which you’ll feel even More lost.
Finish ducking college, not for your parents but for the rest of your life ffa
me too. something that helps is forcing myself to work for a long time (4+ hours). sometimes I get euphoria from the intellectual stimulation. sleep is crucial too. have a tight schedule. go to bed at 9pm, wake up at 5. exercise in the morning. Study hard. repeat. quit eating those (((processed))) foods
I'm still a doomer though, but a rather productive one. obviously don't kill yourself. there's a lot of euphoria to chase out there.
Then maybe you don't need to be in College and should never gave gone if you have no desire to work.
lol i have 'dropped out' and i am so much happier than you seem. you do have a choice user. it's scary, it's unknown, but there are choices out there. you would have to be extremely brave to try and convert your entire life like that, it would flip all your beliefs and expectations out the window.
Yeah, You should keep doing what you're doing. Don't "an hero" yourself yet; become a hero. To yourself, friends, and family.
so why do you consider yourself lazy if it's not something you 'should' do
you can do whatever the fuck you want to, we learn from every mistake we make - otherwise we succeed
That's true. We all have a choice no matter what even if it's a kel-tec shotgun pointing to our heads. We all have a choice on how to go out in our lives.
Yeah, I agree, We all can do whatever the fuck we want to do. Fuck society and their MK Ultra niggers.
Fuck your parents. You're an adult. Live life on your terms. If their love is conditional to you doing what they want, then they can fuck off. Drop out if it's causing you to want to commit suicide
Damn, thanks bro. I really need that pep talk. Life is bullshit, but fuck it. We'll all have to grind it out in the entirety of our lives.
Indeed. I have the feeling all of the intellectually capable doomers out there would really benefit from an elitist mindset
Thanks, I appreciate you all with your advice no matter the kind.
you have a choice to talk to the person holding the gun before he pulls the trigger, he could have shot you at any point, but he wanted to get it up close and personal, so he will listen to you.
Yeah, a elitist with a doomer mindset who understands the pains of the world could be a lethal weapon against this world.
>Pump those feels
Let's talk user.
i know the pain of the internet world but not irl
i wouldn't talk, i'd try and push the gun away and kick him in the balls - you're the man that would stay on his knees like a kid who's scared to speak up
Man is born of feeling; man is born to endure pain for the world.
>stop watching porn
>go to what ever your local place that people your age hang out ex. Coffee shops, YMCA's, library's
>eat a healthy diet
>have a healthy sleep schedule, get at least 6-7 hours if you can but a full 8 would be optimal.
>get fit, at the very least go for a mile jog once a day
Once you have your health in check, you'll be able to think clearly and make rational decision for your future instead of going aimlessly through life. And if it turns out you want to change your major or just drop out take the good and the bad that comes with those decision in stride, but if even then you still wanna an hero, get medication and if it still doesn't get better, you'll know what to do.
I'd probably take the slug to the face whilst bending the knee.
Thanks for the input. Porn is the greatest drug I ever took. I'm not sure I can withdraw, but fuck it. I wil. I'd need to go outside more. The internet and worrying about college has got me into a few screws loose.
You're not replying to OP but ok
>I'm not sure I can withdraw, but fuck it
remember yourself saying that, it will feel so good looking back and remember you thinking that way, it will change your perspective on life showing yourself what you are capable of and how your emotions can lie to you
I know the pain user, I was in your shoes about 7 months ago.
Porn was the first step, the withdraws aren't that bad your dick just won't work for a week or two and then it'll be back to normal working order, but I'm down about 70 pounds and feel great (300lb down to 230lb) you don't have to do any crazy exercises like /fit/ fags do just some normal stuff, some squats, a jog, maybe some push ups and sit up. Also I forgot to mention processed sugar is a big no no, go sugar free as much as you can this is the hardest part if youre american imo. You'll achieve great things once you get your health strait user, I believe in you.
good shit bro. it's great that we can share our personal success stories with each other, not many people outside of Sup Forums get to see it.