I love vicariously through other people. I love professionals. Chefs, programmers, body builders, funny guys...

I love vicariously through other people. I love professionals. Chefs, programmers, body builders, funny guys. I admire the excellent ones maybe a little too much. I think I’ve given up on myself. I can’t see myself being the renaissance man that I want to be.

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Live* fuck.

You can be anything you want

I need hug. And not that fake lustful shit I’ve been used to.

I've never heard someone describe a hug as lustful.

Frens come out to play.

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Just like. I would be close to a gf or fuck buddy. Hugging idk. Seems like we both just wanted to fuck. Anyone who ever loved me I’ve let down. Recently it’s like any type of physical contact with a female is for sex. Idk why. Idk what’s wrong with me.

Maybe it’s cause I’m drunk so often now. Most of my emotions come out when I’m shitfaced. My last gf didn’t like my drinking but I think she liked me more when I was drunk.

That's upsetting.
Sounds like you need better people in your life that get you emotionally.
Try to limit your drinking

It’s not always like that. It’s just recently gfs haven’t actually liked me for myself. So almost no comfort involved. Btw if you’re a agent or glowing African American. Just come and take me already. I can’t live with the fear

Why are you wasting what little time you have with someone who doesnt like you?
Also, I dont understand the last part I guess I dont speak in memes

I can’t even sleep at a normal time. I can’t do anything right. Is anyone else here scared of boomers? I mean most people scare me but boomers. Idk. They look at me like wasted youth.

Start small. Little successes give you the encouragement to make bigger ones. Be patient and never quit. You'll probably never be what you imagined but you can be better than you are now.

Honestly they probably had the same fears us younger people it's just they dont have a digital presence and can lie about the past and get away with it

I take what I can get I guess. I’m not much of a ladies man. I guess for now I have my looks though. I’m also somewhat charming to some girls I guess. But not really. Most of my exes after hs have been very low tier. It’s a shame really. As for the last part uhhh. Did I do something wrong? Officer?

Just live for you and not other people, if you dont feel like your life is a waste then it isn't.

I know it is. It has been for too long. Years I won’t get back. Possibly many more that I won’t get back.

You must have something to hide.
I dont know you should aim higher, if date anything that moves I mean makes sense that you're disappointed

Man,
If you keep up with that mentality you're going to be stuck forever. It's what you do with that negative feeling that matters..

Just paranoid idk. This site is. A waste of time but it feels cozy sometimes. I always wonder about the user behind the other screen

You are still a kid. Talking about hs is how I know you are still a kid. Being in your 20s you still know nothing about yourself or the world. Man up we all have problems.

What if you have a massive boner? Would that change your answer? It did for my little sister.

No

No.
I cant sexualize hugs.

I would be careful getting too comfortable here, I think it's nice sometimes but, its usually a circle jerk of depression lol.

Mostly I browse ck an gif x pol and v

Are you?

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haha. I only browse Sup Forums , just cause sometimes I relate to people on here.
The dream is to come here and not relate to anyone anymore.
To outgrow the "cozy" feeling

I browse b a lot but sometimes it has really low quality threads and endless porn.

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Also the pedo threads make me feel like I’m on list just for using this board. It’s pretty uncomfortable. I think my goal in life is to a jannie

Be*

Nudes have lost all appeal to me.
Its just interesting to see what people get off to, I can't relate to it at all..
People are weird

We probably are.
Never understood lolicon really..
Just go for flat chested grown females.

Yea when people scat threads idk if they are doing it to be gross and morbidly funny or if the actually are jerking off in a septic tank posting.

Yea right? They don’t think that way though.

Some people are actually jerking off to it.
I think fetishes are what happen when you've reached the feeling I talked about.. like nudes and "normal" porn not having any appeal...

I know what they think lol.
I just find comfort in the fact that they most likely won't act upon their urges.
That's what I tell myself at least...

Yea so what’s your fetish? For me it’s feet. Some are cute.

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How do you know what they think

Cause I've dealt with people who openly like lolicon and I've had serious conversations with them and you just listen to the mental gymnastics, them trying to justify something over and over..

These conversations didn’t take place in a interrogation room did they?

My fetish is only dating white people.
Although I keep running into cucks.

No, do you think I should pursue a career in law enforcement? People tend to spill the beans around me.

So are you a bull but only for white women lml.

Have any beans been spilt here? And I mean. If you like the law and justice. Getting over the corruption in the justice system might be a hurdle. If you like true crime stuff maybe you should go for it.

I cant answer that without getting a tits or gtfo. Let's just say that fetish is currently being forced upon me, not sure how I feel about it.

M’lady

I like true crime.
I just think people dont like law enforcement much these days.
I'd rather not be hated.

Took you a while. Haha.

So you have a bf who is a cuckhold? I didn’t think thAt fetish was common. If u don’t like it find another man

I don’t think it will matter depending on where you live. Also what do you think I’m hiding? I’m just paranoid. I’ve accused the 2 most recent people I’ve meant of being cops. Also what do you look like?

It's super common actually...
I just dont understand it.
It's more about how I'd feel after the fact about myself that's the issue.

You also don’t have to be a traffic cop or prison guard. You could be a detective.

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Seems emasculating. Porno addicts

I dont know, I think if I talked to you enough eventually you'd expose yourself. Usually people talk at me, I tend to just listen quietly.

Cuckhold is too complicated for my small lady brain.

So now what

I dont know I've seen enough dead people online and researched too many missing persons cases.
Its probably not good for a person's mental health long term.

I guess I should abandon you now. Just know you can be anything you want to be, kiddo.

Aw so sad. So no tits either?

You aren't slick enough, mister.
Before I leave for good try to limit your drinking too.