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Nothing special here.

Tell me how you're doing anons.

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I feel weird

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Just in general or psychedelics

I feel like shit dude. I'm scared I'll have really bad alcohol withdrawals whenever I quit drinking. Although technically I think I already do

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just in general probably something cosmic going on

Usually with long term alcohol addiction, the objective isn't to cold turkey and be done with it because of the possible side effects. Like with a lot of medications the goal should be to slowly ween off of it until your body adjusts.

Elaborate on that

The atmosphere feels thick around me and time was very quick today, it has something to do with gravity or sun rays or something. It happens now and then.

I don't know what will happen. I drink every. single. night. To help me sleep.

I don't drink during the day, and for the most part have a normal productive life, but I have really bad in anxiety that I manage for the most part. When I was younger, I drank as a kid because I got out of school by 15. By 16, my brother and I started partying and drinking, and by 17 the anxiety hit.

I was confused AF after my first anxiety attack, as with most people are after their first. And I quit drinking and partying cold turkey. I had trouble sleeping and my dipshit doctor at the time prescribed me ativan to help me sleep.

I took it daily until I was 19 and my medicaid (poorfag) stopped, and I was cut off cold turkey. Without the medication, I, as expected, had trouble sleeping. Have had to rely on alcohol to help me sleep every single night since and it's ruining my life. And is probably the cause of all my anxiety

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What do you think of pursuing a career in CID?

Try some dxm cough medicine to sleep, gives you nightmares but you will nod off easy and get good sleep.

Im assuming by CID you mean the crime investigation and not the indian tv show. I think if you have a passion in for criminal justice and pyschology it could be a fruitful career. Just know its not like on TV, law enforcment jobs are a lot more paperwork than you may think. Just research that field and see if it's best for you user

Feeling pretty good tonight. Long day of work but chilling with some whiskey so it's getting better haha. Hope everyone else is doing better than they were yesterday

Appreciate it, been doing a lot of research and have a BA in CJ. Thought about becoming an officer but I didn't want to get stuck behind a desk. Was hoping I'd get to actually do some hands on work in this field.

Im not a psychologist or a doctor but I do work in the medical field. Alchohol addiction can be brutal. Especially one that you've acquired at such a young age. Im not sure what tools and resources are available to you, but leaning on friends and family for support to prevent you to lapsing back into old habits is an important step you could take. For your sleep, you could try melatonin, its a relatively cheap OTC sleep medicstion that produces the same chemical your body makes when you close your eyes. It takes around 2 hours to activate and can help put your body on a regular sleep schedule and fix your circadian rhythm. To caveat on this, i reccomend finding something to do an hour or two prior to going to bed that will help relax your mind and keep you from using alchohol as a relief. Things like light exercise, reading, or stretching are good.

Amen to that brother. Cheers.

More than likely you will, but that also depends on where you decide to work. Not as much goes on out in podunk farmland, but urban areas do. Every department is different in its own way.

You have much choice in there areas you can station or is CID a completely different story?

>Tell me how you're doing anons.

Not wasting my life for a country of sluts, fatasses and millionare Rap-Stars. Back to the tank you worm-sucking fucking faggot. Being around all them hot, sweaty boys makes you feel special? Faggot. I am out here with American daughters waiting to be posted on Pornhub's amateur section. Back to cleaning your boots. Faggot.

I appreciate the response dude, thanks for typing all that out for some random internet stranger

Whenever I have a weekend off at work, I'm going to try Melatonin or Nyquilling myself to sleep. I'm scared I'll get the shakes and my anxiety will worsen the longer I go without alcohol until my withdrawals stop. Maybe get the shakes? Idk if it's that bad but what I do know is that the alternative couldn't be any worse than what I'm currently experiencing

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Spoken like an inferior. I do more in a day for my fellow man then you've done all year. Turn that hatred into something useful user.

Pic related is pretty much me when I do my morning jog

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Maybe not as a fresh out of the box newbie. But you can always request a change of department after a couple of years if you just don't jive with the one you're at

i'm fucking high m8

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Anytime user. Hope you start getting better, you've always got somebody in your corner.

Rad. Can't toke anymore since I enlisted. Ill probably get back to it once i ets

You a female or just have man boobs? Either way, proud of you for trying to get/stay healthy.

are you in canada because here you can grow my dude up to 4 plants

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Im U.S. Army, so unfortunately i cant grow or smoke

if you do like 20 years in the army what benefit do you get when you retire ?

Depends on what retirement plan you chose, its normally about 80-90% of the paycheck you made at what rank you retired given to you for the rest of your life

and can you work or you have to do nothing?

>Spoken like an inferior. I do more in a day for my fellow man then you've done all year. Turn that hatred into something useful user.

All my hatred is turned towards the toilet paper being too scratchy when wiping my asshole. You are not worth hating because you are off somwhere, fighting to suck off some Senator's balls, while he is out there banging some 19 year old prostitute. That is who you are fighting for you tard. America is perverted as hell and your are mindless dope that thought that "honor" was looked up to into this perverted ass society. Dumbass.